TweetWell, it’s a new year and while everyone else is making New Year’s Resolutions, i am relishing my new uncaged status. As i had mentioned, Goddess Nikki has decided that it was not serving any purpose to keep me chastisized all of the time. As She puts it, i have just grown to accecpt it as normal, so in reality, it does nothing to entice me to do anything, in and of itself. Rather, as a general rule, and also because i do what i’m told because i respect Her, Love Her and Her control, of course, there is not need for it generally. Goddess Nikki says that the chastity is as much a part of me as my body itself and it really is not even noticed, for the most part.
After a decade of being caged, that is probably true. It’s not like i can think about it every second of the day, and days go by that i do not think about it, really. Even the hassles of wearing a chastity become normal. The problems of making pit stops, etc. are just a part of life.
What makes things worse, is that the chastity not only prevents me from doing any cum shooting, cum eating videos that Goddess likes. And when i am finally released, my woman stick is not as functional as it once was. In fact, it is getting atrophied, as time goes on, as i stated in a previous blog. Video viewers can probably see that. Kind of bent, cut up and just plain beat to hell. This is the down side of real chastity. This is not a game we play, like some others, this is the real things. i hear people saying that it is awful that they have been locked up for a week or even two. Sorry, but i’m not impressed with that stuff. One does not get realeased because they are uncomfortable and horny after 14 whole days. REALLY?! Sorry but that is not how real chastity works. When i was finally uncaged the last time, it had been 281 days. That’s how chastity works.
But after 10 years, that was not even having a hugh effect on me. Also, though, because of this i have been well trained and want, in fact, need to please Goddess Nikki, because i am Her property and have been mentally trained to not be mentally calm unless She is happy. It’s what gives me the fulfillment i want and need.
Now that does not mean that chastity can not still be used for punishment reasons, and as a reminder of what i have left behind, and i’m sure it will be. And sooner than i want. lol But in the meantime, i am working my way back to “normalcy” by stroking often enough, over the past six weeks so far, to get my cum bowl filled. Shooting both my wad, what i can anyway now, and my clips for all to see.Cum take a look here at Krissy’s Hideaway and my sissy slut clips store linked above.