TweetAs i said in a previous update, Goddess Nikki decided to release me–and unplug me. She feels that the chastity has served its purpose and isn’t adding anything to my desires. Rather, i have become used to is, and the plug, and they would now better serve as punishments.
Goddess N recently posted a video entitled “14 Loads in 7 days.” You can purchase that at Her Clips4Sale Store and the link is above. People have been sending Her pics of their bowls and She has posted them, and mine, at Her blog which is located at http://www.goddessnikki.com Anyone can see that my bowl is not as full, but She has given me a slightly different task, after being confined 10 years and 280 days continuiously just prior to release. And speaking of release, after shooting the Alley Tramp vid, in which i was caged and really hot, i released myself.
Being uncaged my task is to fill my cum bowl. It is quite a bit larger than the one demonstrated by Goddess Nikki in Her video clip. So obviously it will take me longer than 7 days to fill it. Further, after being caged all these years my woman stick is a bit atrophied. Further, it is incredibly beat up when i come out of there. This is the dirty (and i do mean dirty, yuck) secret of chastity. It is hard to do much right away. It takes days sometimes, depending on the circumstances, for me to get a raging hard on, like one might expect, after i have been caged so long. There is also the problem of extrememe sensistivy. So what might be better, at first, is a foot job. lol Then lastly, after one gets past that problem, there is the problem of cum production. i don’t think most Dominant Females even realize, or maybe don’t care about lol, the slave’s inability to do much at all after awhile. Nitrilla sure did though. She has been telling me for the past year or so that i would even up a pathetic panty waste who would be unable to perform. She also said that someone as submissive as me didn’t deserve to uncaged ever. And that the only Os i should ever have should be by using my fuckhole. In fact, She is really down with that methodology, and thought that this was what Goddess N was doing. Would laugh about it all the time, and it worried the hell out of me. She was right so far, and i am not sure what will happen.
In any event, can’t expect my little sissy body, right now, to be producing loads of cum after sitting around for a decade, locked most of the time. Can’t expect to get hard every time the wind blows like i used to, and what caused me to end up in chastity in the first place. This is something one has to work up to, exercise those muscles so to speak. So my task is to get back to some sence of normalcy as my Goddess put it. Therefore, i am to have as many orgasms as i need as often as i can stand it until the bowl is full. Per Goddess Nikki’s instructions i am to film it. So what i decided to do was to make a kind of slavey documentary, wherein i could do a series of clips demonstrating my progress. Below is at least a beginning
