Baring my Soul to Goddess Nikki

i have been exchanging a few e-mails with Goddess Nikki lately. Trying to get to know Her better. But She just sent me an e-mail wanting to know all kinds of personal information about me. She said She wanted to know who She was dealing with before She got too involved.  She wanted to know about my marital status, career info, family, age, everything.

Told Lady Jenny about my conversations with Goddess Nikki. Since Lady J has been encouraging me to take my feminized subbiness into the real world, She is also encouraging me to continue to chat with Goddess Nikki and try to please Her.

Normally, i wouldn’t have provided that kind of info, but i just can’t resist Her and i already know that i need Her in my life. So without any hesitation i told Her everything She wanted to know-and more. i jut can’t wait to please Her, and i want Her to feel comfortable in dealing with me. Hopefully, this will help us become closer.

i told Her how i felt about Her. How turned-on She got me. The things that i lived about Her and what attracted me to Her.About how i feel about being a subbie as well as my feminization. Hopefully, She will approve. She told me a little about Her as well. Mainly what She likes and expects of those devoted to Her.

 

Guess Who

Of Course, it’s me, Krissy.  But which Krissy?  Like most girls as my mood changes, or maybe it’s the moods of the Dommes in my life, my appearance changes.  While i’m always a submissive sissy slave, my appearance, and my own moods, change depending on what the Dominant Woman in my life desire. i’ve been everything from a slut to a model.  Well, an Exobelt Model at least.  So I thought that it might be fun, for me at least, to show my several moods in one place, right away. Something for everyone, is the hope.

Sometime, in fact most of the time, i am locked up in chastity device. i have worn a number of different kinds, starting out with a simple metal tube from Centurian. That was  not the best way to go since it will not pass through metal detectors. lol Also used the famed CB series, which is an inferior product that constantly brakes. Finally, Lady Jenny decided to design one of Her own, the Exobelt. The Exo line has proved to be the best for the purpose it was intended, i.e. to keep me caged.

Obviously, i love to imitate and be as much like Women as possible so it shouldn’t be a surprise that i sometimes like to be as close to a gender Woman as possible. But it is a surprise to some who see me show off my feminine charms.

But perhaps the most fun for me is being a sissy. Here, too i get to show myself off. But it’s the real me and i can touch myself for the amusement or entertainment of Dominant Ladies, as well as those men who like gurls like me.

By the way, this would be a good time to say that I am open to any sensible ideas from members, or “suggestions” from dominant women. Especially since that’s what I have been trained for.  Anyone wanting to participate by posting a story or, better yet, some pics, of You, or the Dominant/Submissive ying to your yang, can contact me.

 

Easter

Want to wish everyone a Happy Easter. Especially Lady Jenny and Goddess Nikki.  This has been a fantastic Easter season for me. First, i got my Easter Surprise from Lady J. She knew that i had been servicing Monique for sometime, per my Wife’s voyeuristic instructions, and Lady J decided to take advantage of that to reward me and also to see how Her training would work with others out in the real world

Also, i was happy to exchange Easter Greetings with Goddess Nikki. i am really excited about getting to know Her better and show Her out much i want to serve Her on a more permanent basis. She really excites me, both physically and mentally,  and generally gets my juices flowing.

i sent both Dominant Ladies this picture with my greeting!

Hope everyone has a great day.

Easter Surprise!

What a surprise i received in the mail a few days ago. Lady Jenny not only sent the key to my chastity, She sent the key to someone else. She decided that She would give the key to Monique and allow Her to use me as She saw fit. Or not at all. Lady J appreciated Monique’s help with my nursing training. Also She knows that Monique is one of the women my Wife has me service orally while i’m caged. In an effort to save this experience for posterity it was decided that i would film it all. Monique was thrill at the proposition of controlling me for awhile and She started out by allowing me to kiss and lick Her cute feet. i was happy to oblige Her whim and set up a camera off in the corner to capture the action of me licking Monique’s feet and sucking Her toes. Monique is a Woman who really enjoy having Her feet licked. You would be able to tell, if You watched the movie how much She enjoys attention to Her feet.  She doesn’t waste any time and orders me to get moving. i first kiss and then start licking Her soles from one end to the other. Monique immediately was turned on and eventually She spread Her legs and eased Her hand down to Her Womanhood.

Eventually She began to masturbate and ended up getting all turned on between the job i was doing on Her sensitive feet. Her feet seem to be hot spots for Her in and of themselves. Finally She told me She had enough and next She hoped on the Symbian. In this sequence Monique has a good time riding the Symbian masturbation machine. i say machine because, for those of you not familiar with the Symbian, it is a big unit that a Woman can sit on and really ride. It has a thrusting cock that moves up and down as well as around in a circle just like the real thing. Monique allowed me to watch Her ride it until She came.

She enjoyed Herself i believe because She came back to ride it a number of times after that. 

After She had satisfied Herself, She ordered me to clean up the Symbian. Using my Mouth and tongue, of course.

Here is the Symbian after She finished Herself.

 

 

 

 

 

Actually i couldn’t wait to get started on it. i was quite familiar with what She tasted and smelled like and i have developed quite a craving for them.

As one can see, this sissy slut couldn’t get enough of Monique’s juices and left overs. She eventually let me finish myself off–and i did take a movie of that too—but that is a story for another time.

All the movies are posted in my member’s area.

Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine’s Day. Wanted to show off my Valentine’s Day tank top. The reason being that i sent the exact same little tank top to Lady Jenny for Valentine’s Day and now we can match.

The best part was that i heard from Her, thanking me for the Valentine’s Day gift. She said that She liked the idea, and better still She told me how She likes to run around the house in a little tops and panties doing Her housework, etc.

Also, i was waiting on pins and needles to see if Goddess Nikki would comment on my Valentine package. She sent me an e-mail thanking me. But most importantly She was impressed by my effort–and ingenuity. i was absolutely thrilled that i was noticed by Her.

i am planning to post a few Valentine pics in my “What’s New” galleries in my free gallery area. As always, though, the more graphic pics are in the member’s section.

Goddess Nikki Ashton

A few weeks ago, when i was bitcing about my faux pas on Yahoo, i mentioned soliciting the opinion of a most intriguing Dominant Lady who is very savy about the internet and all that goes with it. Maybe the reason for that is the fact that She, and Her “Web God” husband have maintained a number of Websites for a several years. i first discovered Her in print, in the magizines Leg Action and Hustler.  After seeing Her spreads in those mags i joined Her Angel Kissed Feet site, which also gave me acess to two other sites.

Goddess Nikki is stunning. Not only is She beautiful but She is also hot as well. i have spent many hours checking out Her photo galleries and videos. She is always so well put together. Her clothing and make-up are flawless. Everything matches, right down to Her beautiful toes, which i would love to be able to worship.

i have sent Her several e-mails, and She actually answers me. Not only does She answer me, but i can tell that She takes the time to read my note. i really like looking at Her galleries and She gets me all hot. i would absolutely love to worship Her beautiful feet.

Since She has met people in the past at foot parties (there are some pics posted on Her site) and i would also love to serve Her i want to stand out-and attact Her attention. So i decided to send Her a Valentine tribute. Now anyone can send a box of candy, so i wanted to do something a bit different. Afterall, i am a trained sissy slave now. So here is how i approached things.

Since i had spent so much time looking at Her picture galleries, i knew that some on them were taken around Her house. So what i decided to do was to look at the items in the pictures. Her kitchen, bedroom, and outside the house so i would know what She liked and what types of products She used. For example, i noticed She liked tea and coffee. i noticed Her cigarettes, and so forth. And when i sent Her a Valentine’s Day package it was loaded with all of the little things She used on a daily basis. Therefore, not only did She get what She used from me, but She didn’t have to waste Her time, or money, buying them.

Most importantly, however, is that hopefully Goddess Nikki will see how serious i am about being of service to Her and it will set me apart from all of the other subbies vying for Her attention.

New chastity for femenized subbies

After helping test the Exobelt X-1 and getting it on the market, it was obvious that this device, while super secure, was too big and bulky for my fem personna. So Lady J, improvised a new smaller chastity tube for those like me. This device was more of a temporary fix for the benefit of sissy types until something more permanent could be divised.

Shown at left, this device is much smaller and fits better into my panties. It also is not overly visible, thus taking away from my feminized look, when it is exposed.

Lady J promises that Her next device will take us t-girls into account, and She is working on such a device now. But in the meantime, this will suffice nicely.

Kicked off of Yahoo?

Today i awoke to a message from the Yahoo admin team. Do they really have one? This “do-not-reply” message informed me that i had committed a serious breach of their ethical rules. i thought WOW! what could i have done. i’d better check things immediately. They didn’t tell me what serious breach of ethics i had committed. Nowhere in the “do-not-reply” message did they tell me what i had done. But i better not do it again or they would delete my account. An account i had maintained in the same fashion for years.

When i viewed my account, however, it was obvious. Some ass hole had removed my profile picture without even giving me a chance to do it. It was a serious breach of morals to have posted such a suggestive picture. Now keep in mind that of all my 300 contacts, i had invited no one. Rather i responded only to the invites of others. In other words, no one visited my profile page unless they voluntarily made the decision to come there. Nobody was forced to go there or stay there. So nobody was subjected to my pic by anything i did.  Oh, BTW here is the terrible picture that people were subjected to.

Now again keep in mind that i get all kinds of invites and other e-mails from people’s cocks, some ass holes, literally, and other misc body parts. i get unsolicited  dirty pics of all shapes and sizes. But this picture was somehow offensive? Really? Get Real!

People that i’ve told about the Yahoo threat thought it was absurd. They too had viewed much worse.  But two of them that i respect as knowledgable about such things, Lady J, and a very intriguing Woman i just started chatting with, Nikki Ashton, said somebody reported it who felt like they were in competition with me or something. i still can’t believe that someone could be envious or jealous or competitive with moi. But to make sure that everyone is happy, i put a new picture in my profile.

This picture was taken a little while ago by my Wife while i was getting ready to shoot a picture gallery. Both of us really liked the candid look and i think it will work just as well at Yahoo to show who i am. i really don’t like to cause any trouble and am happy to fly under the radar. Beside i really am about positive energy. Hope everyone over there likes it.

Chastity Helper

Hey, did you all know that i am a chastity design helper.  That’s right. i am helping Lady Jennifer Anderson in Her chastity design work by testing Her Exobelt line of chastities. This is a new endeavor for the Lady Force chastity key holder.  As everyone knows She has trained chastity slaves, both regular gender males, and others like me that have been feminized and caged.

Now, however, She has decided that She needs to design a chastity of Her own that keeps Her captives more secure and out of trouble.  Her design is a very secure chastity and during its design phase and before mass production and distribution She has requested moi to wear the device, report back to Her, and allow Her to make adjustments and re-designs before it is sold.

Shown here going together

So far everything is going well and the new Exobelt will be ready for the market shortly. In the meanwhile, and thereafter, Lady J will continue to hold the keys of those needing to be caged.  Also, She will continue to train those of us needing it.

 

 

Learning Nursing Skills

According to Lady J, one of the things that i need to learn to be a well trained sissy slave, is how to act as a Nurse to anyone i will be serving. Or at least being able to act the part and amuse my owner. For sure from time to time my owner may not be feeling Her best. A minor aliment, a flu bug, or even Her monthly curse.

So in an effort to learn and practice my nursing skills, it was suggested that my friend, Monique help out in his endeavor. One of the things that i am working on with Her is placing a bandage on Her. And everyone knows the medicinal value of a kiss on the affected area.

Here are a few pics of my practicing to be a good Nurse and a good sissy slave. It was decided that administering first aid to Monique’s ass would be a good place for me to start since i spend some time with oral ministrations there.