Labor Day

Hope everyone is having a stress free Labor Day. One where no labor is being performed, except for one’s own personal projects. In the meantime, this chastity slave is still laboring with my chastity cage.

Goddess Nikki’s new sissy slave is honored to be caged at the whim of this beautiful Goddess.  In the meantime i am continuing to do my galleries to impress Her. Recently, someone sent me an e-mail telling me that he liked my “sexy feet.” So i added a couple pictures of my feet with my patroitic red toes. i will post a short gallery in the “What’s New” section of my free area!

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Thank Goddess

Thanks Goddess that i finally heard from Goddess Nikki. i was really concerned about the whereabouts of my chastity key. The key to freedom. i had been caged

since i sent Goddess Nikki the key back in June, and i was worried i would never get out. Further, i was worried that Goddess N did not want to be involved with a caged sissy.  But She told me that She had been out of town. She had traveled to Las Vegas and was staying with Her parents for a few weeks.

She had then tried to e-mail me but Her mail had been rejected by my over protective e-mail provider so She couldn’t get through to me. Finally  used a different e-mail account She had that my e-mail liked better. Although it was nerve wracking, i was glad to hear from Her.

She told me that She was intrigued by the idea of holding my key.  But also told me that She had no plans to return the key right now. And i would just have to sit tight. As in tightly locked.

Still Waiting

Still have not heard back from Goddess Nikki. i’m a little concerned, not only about the key, but the fact that i have not heard from Her. Wondering why of course, but i know that She is always extremely busy. In the meantime, i am still caged.  What makes it worse is the fact that i have no idea as to the whereabouts of the key that opens my chastity.

In the meantime i am worried about both the key and why i have not heard from Goddess Nikki. Hopefully, She is just busy with other things and She has the key. Or maybe She is just fucking with me! In the meantime i will have to keep my chastity tucked into my panties.

Coffee & Hiwaii

i haven’t heard from Goddess Nikki yet about Her receiving my key. And since i remain caged it’s a little bit worrysome. lol  But in the meantime i thought that i would mention my vacation in Hawaii a few months back.

my Wife and i traveled there last year and had a real good time, of course.  Who wouldn’t have a good time in Hawaii.  Those who know me, know that i love coffee. Love different kinds, and while we were there we visited a coffee plantation. Got to see how they grow it and process it. Got some samples while i was there, and, of course, a coffee mug. 

Thought that i would share a pic here of the mug as well as the tank top i bought with the Coffee Plantation logo. They had some really good blends there as one could imagine. And it was interesting. Also visitied other sites on Kawaii, the garden island, which is where we stayed.

While we were there i bought a cute little wrap-around tie skirt.\

 

July 4th

Happy Independence Day. Hope everyone has a nice holiday. i took a few July 4th pics to share here and to send to Lady J and Goddess N. 

 As you may recall, i was rewarded with a release by Lady J and She sent my key to me a few days ago.  But instead of taking advantage of that i decided to honor Goddess Nikki by foregoing my release and remaining caged during this release period as a tribute to Her. Therefore, as i said i sent my key to Her. So far i haven’t heard from Goddess Nikki, but She is busy i know and hopefully i will hear from Her soon. In the meantime, i will continue to stay caged.

 

 

Playing It Forward

i have given a lot of thought to my release and i have decided to let Goddess Nikki how much i think of Her by forwarding my key to Her to hold during this release period, and thus forgo my chance to cum and otherwise just be free. Lady J actually wants me to test my sissy subbie skills out in the real world and is encouraging me to seek out Dominant Ladies. She has begun to lend my key out anyway, like She did with Monique a few months ago, and i’m sure it is a little bit amusing to Her to watch it all unfold. Therefore, i asked Her about sending the key to Goddess Nikki to hold and see what She wants to do with me. Lady J is okay with that as long as i keep Her posted.

So i have send Goddess N a package with some tributes—and my chastity key to hold for safe keeping. Meanwhile i will remain caged and give my period of release and change to have some Os. i’m not sure what She will think about this, but in the meantime i am happy to, at lease for now, be under Her control!

Lady Jenny Sending my Key

Lady Jenny told me today that She has decided to release me for some Fourth of July fireworks.  That is still a few weeks away. But She likes to tease me and dangle the key in my face, so to speak. Perhaps because today is flag day She may have thought about the 4th. It’s been a few months since i’ve been uncaged so it will be nice to take advantage of this opportunity.

Thong Thursday

For the past three years i have, on each and every Thursday, submitted Thong Thursday pics to Lady Jenny.  In fact, in that time i have only missed one Thursday, that being when my wife and i took a vacation to Hawaii.  It seemed like there was something missing that week, and Lady J told me that in an e-mail that She sent on the Thursday i was gone and was waiting for me when i got home.

The obvious idea, of course, is to wear a thong and then show it off on the net. To one’s Domme or the internet community at large.  The challenge becomes, after awhile to find new and different thongs to show off. And this can get quite difficult, after three years, not to repeat one’s selection.

Real Rational Goddess

i think i’m in love. i heard back from Goddess Nikki. Not only is She gorgeous, hot and a real Dominant Woman. The kind of Woman i have dreamed of meeting forever. But She is rational, safe and sane as people in the lifestyle say. She did actually understands that i couldn’t get to the foot party. She is realistic about things and how sometimes our vanilla lives interfere in what one would like to do. So She won’t dwell on this rather short noticed event.

Also, and maybe thats why Goddess N was willing to look past this, was the effort i put into trying to convince Her that i really did care, really wanted to serve and was upset that She was not pleased. She commented that She enjoyed my pics and was intrigued with my idea and attempt to amuse Her—and the effort i put in. i was thrilled, to say the least. i was perhaps able to turn a negative into a positive.

Goddess Nikki’s Foot Party Invitation

i heard back from Goddess Nikki and She told me that i should meet Her at a Foot Party She will be attending. i guess She like the information i confided to Her or She wouldn’t have mentioned it. Problem is that my job is a bit complex and i just couldn’t clear my schedule that fast, or a period of days to be able to go.

She said that i should find a way, but i already know that it is impossible due to the agenda on my work schedule. In an effort to show Her that i was, indeed, really sorry that i couldn’t get there that fast, and clear enough days, i sent Her an entire gallery of humiliating pictures to prove it.

The idea of sending the pictures was suggested to me by my Wife, when i confided to Her how upset i was about not pleasing Her. Sent a number of pictures in humiliating subbie poses. These are the first such pictures that i have sent Her. i want Her to know that i truly was sorry and that i was taking this seriously enough that i took the time and made the effort to show Her.

Sure hope She can see that i am serious about serving Her.