TweetWhen i left my story about gifting Goddess Nikki, i was waiting for Goddess Nikki to receive my Christmas offerings. Hoping, of course that She would like my selections. Finally, a few days later She tweeted that She was satisfied, and even happy about my offerings.  This Christmas Eve all was right with the world. 

In the evening, She sent me an audio clip of Santa. A rather off color candid audio of Santa driving his sleigh. It was quite funny and i got a kick out of it. The real behind the scenes glimpse of Santa. After that bit of levity, i tweeted, and e-mailed some Christmas Greetings of my own. krissy klaus carrying a stocking stuffer. Goddess Nikki suggested that i make a video using that stocking stuffer to stuff something else. Next, Her family opened the christmas gifts i sent them individually. 

TweetWell, this weekend, and especially sunday, were really hectic. It is Christmas time after all, and this slave has to make sure that Goddess Nikki is properly cared for. Normally i would have had things more under control but the economy really sux and this held me back. Because of that Christmas may not be quite as elaborate as in past years. Thought i would have Friday evening and all day Saturday to catch up and finish, but some family obligations, which i had forgotten about kept me occupied.  So i didn’t have as much time as i thought i would have. But i think my Goddess will be okay with things. i know Her quite well by now, well enough to know that there are usually things that are simply a must as far as She is concerned, and simply have to be made available. As long as those things are taken care of the rest is sauce for the Goose so to speak. But i always live in fear of not being able to satisfy Her and still maintain my normal duties.

So i was scrambling around to get everything. Needed some extra things that She has on Her list, and things that Her personal slave knows She uses all the time and would appreciate having. Then there is the organizing and wrapping. The packing and sending it always  pressents its own sset of challenges and by the time the packages are in the mail, this sissy slave is exhausted.

Next, i am always on pins and needles hoping that the gifts are accecptable. One thing i really appreciate about Goddess Nikki is that She is realistic and doesn’t make things impossible for me. She did add something this season when She allowed me to send gifts to other family members since they all know about me.

It is always exciting to be able to send things to  my Goddess, but especially at Christmas and Her birthday. This year, as every year, krissy Claus does her to satisfy Her. It is such an incredible high when She is happy and approves of what i did!

TweetAs i’m sure y’all know by now as Goddess Nikki’s Personal slave i try my best to tend to Goddess Nikki’s life easier and more convenient in any way i can. But i don’t think i ever actually described what i do for Her. To make Her life more convenient i supply most of Her routine needs. For example, i make sure that She has a constant supply of smokes so She doesn’t have to pay for them or wast Her time going to get them. Even though i love to watch Her smoke i wish She would quit. No, not because of the moeny it cost.  lol Because of Her health. i also supply many of the things that She uses to maintain Her look, such as the gycolic product that She uses, foundation, blushers, etc. that She uses. i have also purchased other things, such as several hair dryers  that She uses to maintain Her position as the premiere Goddess on the internet. i am also allowed to pay for Her nail technician, and hair stylist.

So when i look at Her picture galleries, the ones She posts, or the ones She send me privately, which are a little more explicit,<sly satisfied grin> i know that i have helped toward the beauty that i, and everyone else is enjoying.

Sometimes i send Her things that She uses in Her picture shoots. Last week, for example, i sent Her a liquid metallic leggings that some of Her followers on twitter were raving about. It is quite a turn on for a cucky sissy like me to assist in some small way Her to impress and turn on other normal guys, side that is about as close to sex as i will ever get. Parenthetically, i will eventually blog about my sexual outlets or lack thereof. lol  i thought that it would be cool to send some matching nail polish so Her beautiful feet would coordinate with the leggings. When She asked Her followers on twitter the consensus was that i should send it, obviously. i was happy to do so. It is quite a rush for someone like me to assist a Woman like Goddess Nikki with men. That is what a chastity slave is all about. That is also why i also recently paid for Her tats and piercings. She is wearing the red leggings i sent on the Home page of Her main hub on the internet. http://www.goddessnikki.com

There are many other things, many of them big ticket technical items to assist Her to manage Her internet presence. In fact, there is a long list of my contributions listed on Her Goddess Nikki site. But i’m sure that i will talk about them at some point in my blog. But in the meantime, i want to thank Goddess Nikki for allowing me to serve as Her Personal slave.

TweetHappy Thanksgiving! This is a day to have a big feast and enjoy eating it all. For a sissy subbie like me, that feast is a little different, as one might expect. For my Thanksgiving video i am again the Indian Maiden, this time eating a Thanksgiving feast.

Here i am at the start of my video showing off the food. But this year i have a few Thanksgiving toys to use on, or is that in, me. 

And use them i do in the video posted in my Member’s Area. i always try to make things interesting on this day to commemorate the original picture set i did for Goddess Nikki on that thanksgiving a few years ago. But on this particular occasion, i had a special treat that had been sent earlier by Goddess Nikki. This treat is a foot lover’s dream. Skin shavings from Her feet. These are the savings that are peeled off when She  uses a stone or file to smooth them. To make them look as beautiful as they are when y’all see them in Her picture galleries and videos. 

TweetThis year i am making my own Halloween costume. There are uncounted costumes one can buy or improvise for Halloween. But i decided to be different, i would make one. Both Goddess Nikki and Nitrilla had mentioned to me that i should consider going out as a slut. And i could have just dressed the part using some of my normal slutty attire, but i wanted to proclaim it. Do it in such a way that there was no doubt, so here it is

TweetGoddess Nikki ‘requested” that i film a video using my mirrors. The video, called “Humiliating reflection,” was to make me watch my humiliating reflection in the mirror. First i was to use one of my Christmas gifts from my Goddess, a black dildo and insert it in my fuck hole.  In the video i use the toy in and out of my hole and finally insert it completely. Next, my Goddess allowed me to unlock my Exobelt Chastity. i was able to show how easily this chastity works on slaves that are in need of being caged, like me, so we are hot enough to perform like circus animals when called upon to do so.

Once i was uncaged i was to coax a hard stick and then to edge repeatedly while using the black dildo on my sissy fuck hole. Obviously while fucking myself and stroking myself i was to pose and otherwise show myself off to the camera allowing all to see how desperately hot i was.

Eventually, before the video got too long, i was allowed to dump a hugh wet load. However, i was to spew that load all over the mirror so that i could watch myself. 

But as one might have expected, i was instructed to eat my cum by licking it off the mirror. Goddess Nikki liked this idea so much that She shot a video instructing Her subbie watchers to do the same as i

TweetIt’s Labor Day and summer is coming to an end. But it’s still warm and i’m lounging by the pool. Trying to get all the time in it that i can. It’s so nice were the temperature has been up for a few days and the water warms up till it’s like bath water.

i’m trying to rest up because i am going on cam tonight with Nitrilla to do a cam show for Her. i am going to do a strip show, like i usually do and let it morph into something more.  i am not allowed anymore to fuck myself without Goddess Nikki’s permission. At that usually costs money, $100 to be unplugged for the purposes of fucking my hole. i am allowed to use a bigger plug for Her amusement, however.

TweetGuess What? Goddess Nikki sent me Her shoes to be cleaned. It seems that She has been wearing them all season for yard work and they are dirty. Since they are in need of a good through cleaning She sent them to Her slave. She told me that i am to clean them—with my tongue.

Here i am proudly holding my Goddess’ shoe. i am one lucky slave getting the shoe of my Goddess. Can’t wait to get started on this labor of love. Licking the dirt from the shoes of Goddess Nikki Ashton is both an honor and a privilege!

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Goddess Nikki for sending me Your shoes!! i can’t imagine a more fitting place for the tongue of Your sissy slave. i Love You, Goddess Nikki!

TweetIt’s July 4th and i am just hanging out by the pool.  Relaxing on a holiday weekend. Decided to take a few pictures on this nice sunny day.  No 4th of July fireworks for me this year. i remain caged—and now plugged as well.

Hope everyone had a fun and safe holiday. Know i did

Tweeti have been doing cam shows for my TS mentor Nitrilla as i have told You before. Goddess Nikki, of course, encourages my femininity as well as acting and thinking feminine.  So as i have explained to Nitrilla, i really love Her look and Her lifestyle. Would like to be just like Her. i also grown to love Her beautiful cock! Would love to worship it and please Her by worshipping that gorgeous hot stick. She looks so so incredible and beautiful when She is stroking it!  Gets me so hot.

So after i have properly entertained Her, that’s what it takes for Her to shed Her cute bra and panties, i love to watch it get hard and then spew out a nice load of Her wet sticky cum. i would like nothing better than to kiss lick and suck that gorgeous stick. i have literally begged Her for that privilege. So She has been instructing me on the art of sucking cocks. Specifically how She likes Her cock to be taken care of.  We started by kissing and licking my toy cock.

  Nitrilla showed me how to suck Her cock. How She enjoys having Her cock worshipped. How to kiss it and lick  it. As can be seen She had me on my knees–where i belong. Imagining myself crawling to Her and begging to be allowed to service a hard stick. And she had me practice it there right in front of Her while She watched.

But as She explained, most experienced sock suckers, those who pride themselves in being able to please and satisfy their partner know how to suck it deep into their mouths and savor it. To finally deep throat it. To take it deep inside their mouths and down their throat—without gaging. To be able to leave it deep, to allow their partner to thrust deep inside one’s mouth and down one’s throat.

Nitrilla had explained how to do all of this at the end of our last cam show, and told me to practice on my technique. Deep throating-without gagging-takes some practice