TweetWell as all of Goddess Nikki’s followers, fans, and slaves should know, Goddess N’s birthday if fast approaching. The actual date is October 22nd, which is a mere week away. Therefore, tonight, i went in search of the gifts that i had decided, or was it Goddess Nikki that decided, i would purchase for Her Birthday.

Normally, i would have already done the shopping, but money has again reared its ugly head, and i have had to wait a bit to get my funds together before i purchased the biggest things on Her list. BTW this is why i have been working feverishly on my web site, to update it and get it ready for marketing. i need to make some money for Goddess N and this is one way of doing that. So please, please, please check it out and see all the amusing, and incredibly slutty things i do inside when it is ready.

In the meantime, i did scrape my money together for my inceeible Goddess and was out tonight, at the mall, getting the things i needed. i can’t say here yet what i am doing as i do not want to spoil the “suprise” for Her. But here is Goddess Nikki’s sissy slave sitting with what She put on Her birthday Wish List that She made just for me.

TweetWhen we left the last Nitrilla story, i was using mouse traps on my nipples to see how much i could tolerate for Nitrilla. As everyone knows by now, Nitrilla is a fetishist to the max. She knows about, and understands fully it seems, every fetish out there. But she has Her favorites and like to see me put them into action, as a tribute to Her. Usually this happens after i have fully exhasuted my myself, first dancing for Her entertainment, and then fucking my hole for Her. To get Her hot so that She strokes Her beautiful cock and lets me watch, and hear, Her while i’m doing it.

After She is satisfied She teases me with that gorgeous cock, as well as Her tight hole (my is not) and Her hot tits. But that is also when She like to test my resolve to please Her, and She has taken to letting me beg for Her cock, i want it so bad. And She wants to see what i will do get be allowed to eventually have it.

Last time we were together, She watched me put those mouse traps, the new style plastic ones with the teeth, on my nipples while She teases me. Actually, She was somewhat impressed with how long i could take them, so She told me not to practice with them in between times, as She wants them to hurt me, so that i can prove myself. She even allowed me to knee and beg for Her cock. But She said my begging left much to be desired. So i want to make sure if the chance comes again that i will be able to show Her how bad i want Her cock and asshole.

In the meantime, She told me that She would like to see me with some real old style mouse traps on my nipples. So, while it took a little time to find some, i finally tracked some down at the hardware store. Somewhat approrpirate that i found them at a HARDware store as i get hard inside my cage just thinking about being able to please Her enough to suck Her cock, and eat Her cum. Goddess Nikki must be so proud of what She has done to me.

Above is the mousetrap that i finally tracked down and which Nitrialla wants me to use on myself.

TweetGoddess Nikki was commenting the last time we talked about my need to maintain my intensity.  But i had noticed, myself, that i was not doing as much as i used to and was often out of gas by the evening. The time when i used to do most of my sissy work. So i decided to get back into shape. One of the things i used to do almost automatically, every night, was to practice my dancing, much like an arobeic exercise routine, so that i could entertain during my cam shows. So i decided to start there.

Since i am re-building and updating Krissy’s Hideaway i decided to do two things at once. The last of my Lady J’s Lady Force training lessons, Lesson 14, had us using all of our training to perform a dance routine to the song “Feel Like A Woman.” It was to be a strip show and we had to make our woman sticks disappear by tying them to a butt plug, and then insert the plug, pulling our sticks underneath and in essence making it disappear. With that lesson passed i was able to go out and seek my sissy slave fortune, which is when i ended up becoming Goddess Nikki’s property.  This routine was originally shot back in 2006 with old technology. It needed to be re-done with my newer cameras and computers. So i decided to start my exercising routine by updating this video for re-posting on the site. Above is a still from that video.

TweetSpoke with Goddess Nikki on the phone for almost three hours tonight. We get along really well. i suppose that a lot of that has to do with the fact that i know who i am-her sissy bitch-and i know my place-at Her feet. She was showing me that on Her iphone She receives my texts and phone calls as “My sissy bitch.” lol  Perfect, as that’s what i am.

We/we talk often and about many things. Her web content, and mine for one thing. What types of things that have been posted on web sites as well as Clips 4 Sale. i am working on re-inventing my web site, and the re-work is about completed and i am about ready to start promoting it. The purpose of it, of course, is to demonstrate, publically, my devotion to Her, amuse Her and humiliating and embarrass me. She tests me often to see if i will do what She orders. And it is all posted right here on this site.

This time, however, We/we also discussed my situation in life at this point. The fact that i have now been caged over 230 days this time around. How that makes my woman stick almost useless at this point. Usually i don’t say much about this fact, but this time i was explaining how useless my stick has become, but She doesn’t think that is of any importance as i don’t need to be using it for anything anyway. Was reminded that the first clip i downloaded from Her store was about Her desire to have Her slaves become cock sluts.

Obviously, Nitrilla has had a big impact. i have grown to absolutely love Her cock and why not. For the past several i have been entertaining Her so that She would be worked up enough to get Her long hard stick out and stroke it. Usually She has a hugh O and then teases me. For the past several years the only time i have been allowed to cum is when i am with Her and Her cock. So it is no suprise that i have developed a craving for cocks.

i tried to explain to Her that i am becoming concerned about all of this. She just said that She needs to find a cock for me to service in real time. What’s next?

TweetNitrilla was not entirely satisfied with the weighted nipple clamps, although She did think that they were kind of cool. She thought that i needed something that would be a little more painful—as well as humiliating. What She had in mind was using mousetraps. She felt that these would provide the pain She was looking for. She also wanted to watch me squirm with them on me.

Nitrilla, like Goddess N, is very experienced with fetish play—as well as humiliation. So what She requested was that i not only go buy some, but that i tell the sales person why and what i wanted them for. She asked that i tell the slaes associate that my Mistress had told me to purchase them and then tell Her about the experience

As you can see, the mouse traps these days are a little different than they were in the past. A little more modern looking, and a little more painful, perhaps. They are plastic, obviously. They are spring loaded, as in the past, but with a lot more powerful spring.  Lastly, the have teeth on both sides of the spring loaded mechanism. Should prove interesting.

i was willing to do this for Her, as i am hopeful that one day we can meet and i can worship Her beautiful cock! So when i went to Home Depot, i did, indeed, inform the sale clerk that i was buying these in an effort to please an on-line Domme and She was going to use them on me. The poor clerk was a nice Asian lady. The only reason i mention this is because it played into the senario. She was able to pretend, i think, that She was not quite sure what i was talking about and kind of changed the subject about making change ect. However, it was equally possible, that She went to the Ladies Room to masturbate, as well. Wasn’t quite sure. It seems that in many cultures, including those of Oriental types, they are well aware of power exchanges and She may have liked the whole thing. All i know is that it was pretty darn embarrassing and humiliating!

TweetAfter my Nipple Clamps Experience with Goddess N’s desire to have my nipple tortured during a cam show with Nitrilla, it seemed apparent that something more was needed. During the cam with Nitrilla, i had used clothes pins, with some strong ass springs, as well as some weighted ones i had made using some wooden clothes pins, it was decided that something else was needed. So as this point Nitrilla requested that i find some better weighted clamps on the net.

So i searced the net and was able to find the ones shown above. As you can see, they are weighted. Also, the weight is on a hook and can be removed for something more substantial. It appears that these will also be quite tight to hold the weight, and therefore, should be somewhat painful—which should amuse both women. Can’t wait to try them?!

TweetWent to the Post Office today, hoping that Goddess N’s package had arrived. Got tied up in my other life and ended up having to rush there before it closed to check for it. Got there just in time and Her package had arrived. Along with two others. One was a cord i needed to connect my new HD video cam to my computer. So i will be testing that out soon, perhpas this weekend, and you will be able to see the results on my clips at my Clips Store and right here now that i am finishing my website.

But i got the biggest kick out of the gifts Goddess N sent me. She was right that they were perfect for a sissy. The gift consisted of several pieces of sissy jewlry.

Above are three items that i just love. First a necklace which proudly promcliams that i am “Nikki’s bitch.” Next, a bracelet, at the right, shouts that “i’m a slut.”  Both things are most certainly true. The other item is a pair of faux pierced earrings. krissy will look quite elegant with diamonds in her ears, don’t you think.

TweetGoddess Nikki sent me a text today telling me that She was sending me a package. Wow! A suprise package. It sounded great. Tried to pry a little bit, but She would not tell me anything. Just that it was something a sissy like me would appreciate. So i will be checking my mail box early next week for sure.

In the meantime, i am working toward finishing my re-furbished web site by re–doing the video galleries. First, the vids i shoot for Goddess N, of course. Next, my own need to be re-worked, some even re-done.

TweetGoddess Nikki sent me an Awesome Smoking Clip! It started yesterday when She sent me the most incredible pic of Hear wearing some breast jewelry that i sent Her sometime ago. She looked so hot wearing it that i could hardly keep my mind on hat i was doing the rest of the day.

Goddess Nikki looks amazing in this picture, obviously, so i was really excited when She told me She was going to send me a smoking video, one of my favorite type of clips, featuring Her new nipple jewlery. Today it arrived via net. It was waiting for me when i opened my computer this morning.

i told myself that i was going to save it until i had some time to really enjoy it. But before i left the hideaway this morning, i just had to sneak a peak. This video was everything i had hoped and waited for all these years. These are the kinds of things that keep me addicted to my Goddess and Her training demands. If anyone wants to see this awesome clip themselves check it out at Goddess Nikki’s Clips Store. The link to Her store is at the top of this blog.

TweetToday, i finally had time to turn on my phone to take calls for the greedy sissies.  This is a place for sissy slaves like me to take calls so that we can make some money to use for our owners.  The line is the idea of, and run by, the Greedy Snobs. The Dommes there set up this site for sissies to list a phone profile with a pic and a phone number for the site to be able to connect to us. Then anyone who want to talk with us can call us for some hot talk. i, of course, would also do my thing on cam, like on Skype, as well. This is what i was wearing when i turned my phone on.

i want those who call to know that i am wearing something sissy like, and slutty when they call. So if they ask what i am wearing or what i look like they know that i am being real and not just making something up. This particular day, i turned my phone line on while i was filming a video clip for Goddess Nikki’s amusement. It will eventually get posted at my clips store at Clips4Sale or on my website here.