TweetAs we left our continuing saga, i had received the package of dirty laundry from Goddess Nikki. Now i recognized what was in the package, since i had sent Her, as one might expect, the box to re-send the laundry. i also sent the labels and the postage, of course. so i recognized it when it arrived. Ostensibly, my job was to launder the panties, become a laundry maid and normally i would have torn open that package immediately.

But if you’ll recall i was re-caged and while my main purpose is clean the panties, there is more than one way to do that. lol And i would really like to be un-caged when i finally get to handle them.

So i decided to work real hard at getting my holiday/year-ebd finances straightened around, and pay what was due to Goddess N. Today i was finally able to get my Goddess paid. However, She did not mention my cage. She was traveling, and said She wasn’t going to deal with that right then. So i am still waiting,

TweetUsually the term “Dirty Laundry” is a derogatory phrase regarding the airing of things better left unsaid. But not this time. This time dirty couldn’t be more sweet or more desirous. This time the dirty laundry is from Goddess Nikki

  As you may recall, i sent Goddess   Nikki, as part of Her Christmas Gifts, a bunch of new panties. Panties that can be worn every day and while being girlie are also sensible and comfortable. These came at a perfect time, as Goddess N had been complaining just a few days before that She needed to get rid of the ones She had as they were old and a little worn. Part of being Her slave is to anticipate Her needs and rush to fill them, and She had also, during one of our long phone conversations, mentioned the state of Her panty drawer. lol

But the big difference here is that part of the Christmas Gift is the laundry service the goes with them. That’s right! i have become Goddess Nikki’s panty slave. That means that i not only supply Her panties, but care for, as well as, maintain Her supply of panties. This is a big deal for a slave because i have finally after seven years of service to Goddess Nikki, the right to handle Her worn panties. This is such an honor for me. A hugh turn-on as well. And something i have wanted for a very long time. Thank You so very much, Goddess.

TweetWell, that didn’t last long. Well, long enough for sure. i was released, as You will recall back in November. i have throughly enjoyed my freedom. It has been a grueling struggle to attempt to re-gain any of my former abilities regarding my beat up woman stick. But just when i was starting to make progress, Goddess Nikki punishes me.

Being a slave is not easy. There are times that i am not at all happy about some decision She has made. But i am a slave and always will live with it. Being a slave doesn’t mean that i have to be happy with what my Goddess does. Just that i do it—with no backtalk. Now, the relationship i have with Goddess N is very good, so She will allow some protest or whining. But no crap and do it when Her mind is made up. In this particular case, the transgression, a financial one, was unavoidable. On the heels of Christmas, i was just not able to send it on time. There is a limit, even for me. But Goddess was not happy about it anyway. It didn’t seem to matter how much i had sent for Christmas or that it was Christmas here as well. Normal bills, and year-end stuff needed to be paid as well. But after waiting a few days She re-caged me, At least until i got caught up.

TweetWell, it’s a new year and while everyone else is making New Year’s Resolutions, i am relishing my new uncaged status. As i had mentioned, Goddess Nikki has decided that it was not serving any purpose to keep me chastisized all of the time.  As She puts it, i have just grown to accecpt it as normal, so in reality, it does nothing to entice me to do anything, in and of itself. Rather, as a general rule, and also because i do what i’m told because i respect Her, Love Her and Her control, of course, there is not need for it generally. Goddess Nikki says that the chastity is as much a part of me as my body itself and it really is not even noticed, for the most part.

After a decade of being caged, that is probably true. It’s not like i can think about it every second of the day, and days go by that i do not think about it, really. Even the hassles of wearing a chastity become normal. The problems of making pit stops, etc. are just a part of life.

What makes things worse, is that the chastity not only prevents me from doing any cum shooting, cum eating videos that Goddess likes. And when i am finally released, my woman stick is not as functional as it once was. In fact, it is getting atrophied, as time goes on, as i stated in a previous blog. Video viewers can probably see that. Kind of bent, cut up and just plain beat to hell. This is the down side of real chastity. This is not a game we play, like some others, this is the real things. i hear people saying that it is awful that they have been locked up for a week or even two. Sorry, but i’m not impressed with that stuff. One does not get realeased because they are uncomfortable and horny after 14 whole days. REALLY?!  Sorry but that is not how real chastity works. When i was finally uncaged the last time, it had been 281 days. That’s how chastity works.

But after 10 years, that was not even having a hugh effect on me. Also, though, because of this i have been well trained and want, in fact, need to please Goddess Nikki, because i am Her property and have been mentally trained to not be mentally calm unless She is happy.  It’s what gives me the fulfillment i want and need.

Now that does not mean that chastity can not still be used for punishment reasons, and as a reminder of what i have left behind, and i’m sure it will be. And sooner than i want. lol  But in the meantime, i am working my way back to “normalcy” by stroking often enough, over the past six weeks so far, to get my cum bowl filled. Shooting both my wad, what i can anyway now, and my clips for all to see.Cum take a look here at Krissy’s Hideaway and my sissy slut clips store linked above.

TweetHappy New Year to all. Goddess Nikki and i exchanged our New Year’s best wishes at the appointed time last night, but again i’m wishing Her a safe, productive and Happy New Year. Those same New Year wishes were sent to Nitrilla and Lady Jenny. Surely want to thank all my followers on Twitter and right here for sharing my journey and you all a really great 2013.

As for me, i spent New Year’s Eve in Times Square watching the ball drop. Well, i did so virtually anyway, in a video spoof i did on the Times Square New Year’s Eve experience.

In this vid the WSPN (Wanton Sissy Porn Network) builds me a television perch high above Times Square that one can see out of the window behind me. My job is to give a new spin on ringing in the New Year.  Below i am starting to do what they actually hired me to do

…namely drop my dress along with the ball and give new meaning to shouting Happy New Year! i updated my Clips Store by adding this vid clip.Cum see!

TweetIt the day after Christmas, Boxing Day in the U.K. and Canada, and certainly the day when all the good sissies play with their gifts. This sissy is no different. Tried on my bras and panties, of course. Looking forward to shooting, and i mean that literally and figuratively, with my release. But y’all know the gift i really want to play with, i’m sure. It’s the most personal gift from my Goddess, for sure. In fact, i’ve had a “hard” time waiting for the opportunity to have some time, after all of the holiday hoopla is over and i have some quality time to devote to this one particular item. i’m sure that you all know the one that i am talking about.

It’s Goddess Nikki’s wll worn pantyhose that came, and so did i later, in a sealed zip lock baggie. It really go me going when i later removed those pantyhose and was able to relish in my Goddess’ Womanhood. Since i am now uncaged, i was able to have fun shooting to them. The video is posted in my Member’s Area. Cum take a look along with me.

TweetChristmas is finally here. It seems that no matter how old i get, there is still an anticipation for the day to finally arrive that there is a countdown at the end. Maybe some of that is due to the number of days left to finish one’s shopping. lol But some of it is just the kid in me and the thrill of this biggest of days. i almost have two Christmas seasons. One about Goddess Nikki. This one comes first because i have to get everything to Her so that shopping and so forth is done first to get it there on time. And then there is all those here that a have a few more days to deal with. But it all turned out fine in the end and thankfully it only has to be done once a year.

First, i want to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas. Especially Goddess Nikki. Also can’t forget Nitrilla and Lady Jenny. Hope everyone gets everything they asked Santa for. But more importantly, i hope that everyone is getting to share this time with family and friends. That actually is the true meaning of the season, of course. Since Christmas begins with the feelings inside of us all, being with those close to us is the best way to spend this season if one is able. And in keeping with that feeling i decided that this year my Christmas video would be something a bit more conservative. Perhaps you will recall my slutty videos using candy canes. The first one, Stocking Stuffer, was originally posted @WeWhipAss. It’s become a Christmas classic and this year i shared it @clips4sale

But this year i decided to something more family oriented and traditional. This year i am out caroling with my friends

Here i am out signing my little heart out, using the Hymnal i won as a youngster. But as luck would have it, i spy someone watching (you perhaps) from across the street

and as one might expect i just can’t resist being, well, who i am. my Goddess @EroticNikki just loves it when i do these cute videos. So i begin to tease and play with my admirer.

i begin “innocently” enough by flashing my boob. But with my new found freedom and my tasking of filling my 2 cup cum bowl, one can imagine where this video goes. i am going to post it inside.

Tweet…and up in my house, i’m stirring for sure as i am on kind of a countdown until i can open my Christmas presents from Goddess Nikki. Counting down the minutes until Midnight. Hopefully, i will not keep Santa away being up after the stroke of Midnight, but i just have to see what my Goddess sent Her sissy slave and i can’t open Her gifts until Christmas morning. So after midnight i will get back with y’all and let You know what i got for Christmas. But right now i’m waiting…

A first peek inside the box reveals two sissy bras with two other boxes inside. This is getting more fun all the time. i’m opening boxes and inside a find a bunch of wrapped presents. More than a slave could expect, for sure. Can’t wait to see what else is inside those wrapped gifts.

Here are all the gifts Goddess Nikki sent me. All very sissy like, don’t you agree. She will be expecting to see me dressed in these in future pics or videos. But, take a look way over in the upper right hand corner. See the baggie? Have any idea what is in there? Well, i’ll tell you, because it is the biggest Christmas treat of all. It’s Goddess Nikki’s “well-worn” as it was described to me, pantyhose.  

TweetAlthough i was watching the uSPS site, the first that i knew that my Christmas gifts had reached my Goddess was when i read a tweet via @EroticNikki that She had received Her gifts from Her sissy slave. Before i could acknowledge by sending out a tweet asking Her if She was going to wait until Christmas to open them, She attached a pic in another tweet. lol Those of you who know Goddess Nikki know that patience is not one of Her strong suits. But more importantly She began that tweet with “YOU’RE FUCKING AWESOME’

She hadlaid out all the gifts that i had sent Her, taken a pic of it all, and then attached that pic to a tweet that was sent to all of Her 9200 followers. Even i was impressed! lol And, of course, it looked way better spread out on Her bed than it did here.

But the real reason that She said that i was Awesome, i suspect are gifts shown below

These are “big ticket” tech items. The kind of thing that my Goddess can, and will use, every day to manage Her business and even Her personal life. my main mission is to make Goddess Nikki’s life easier in any way i can. These two items, the iPhone and the iPad mini will do that big time. Also, the graphics and so forth on these things are awesome. Just like me. lol

Tweeti was so excited to receive a Christmas package from Goddess Nikki! i am always excited when my Goddess sends me a package. She knows me very well because we are in constant contact. We text during the day, most days, and we talk on the phone almost every night for a few hours. So Her Christmas gifts are perfect for me. 

But while Goddess N opens Her Christmas gifts as soon as they arrive, i must wait until Christmas to open what She sends me. So i will have to sit and wait, wondering what is in the box. Can’t wait until Christmas.