TweetIt’s the first of the month and, as all sissies subbies know, it is time to pay certain obligations to one’s owner. And in spite of my somewhat delapadated financial condition, i was able to pay, on time, my financial obligations, as Goddess Nikki calls it, to Her. The 1st of the month obs are only $200, but She needed smokes which added another $60. So i have a Happy Goddess, at least temporarily! lol

TweetYesterday i needed to replenish some of my sissy supplies. Namely, some lube, wipes (for my sissy messes) and some clear polish. It was just another day living my life being krissy. Every month there are things that are necessary for sissy existence or something connected to my subbie life for Goddess Nikki’s amusement.

Since i was in a hurry i just went to the U scan, rather than waiting in line and dealing with a clerk. i zipped in, picked up my items and went to the scanners and purchased the items. But as i was leaving the store, i noticed out of the corner of my eye the sales girl who is stantioned in the U scan area with a computer screen in front of Her. She must be able to monitor purchases because She couldn’t hide the smirk on Her face (although She was trying) when i was waslking past Her out of the store. Guess we sissies can never hide, and souldn’t try to hide, our sissiness!

TweetWant to wish a Happy Valentine’s Day to everyone. A very special Valentine’s Day wish to Goddess Nikki.

Here i am being what i am a sissy slut. Glad i was able to find a Valentine’s Day outfit that fit my personality. Sent Goddess N a Valentine’s Day gift from Her Amazon Wishlist, which should be arriving today. She probably knows what it is, since it comes off the list at purchase. It is a little hard to buy Valentine’s Day gifts for Her since, as with most Women, it seems, that do not want a calorie laden box of chocolates. So i always try to find an alternative to show my love, as well as how grateful i am that She is in my life.

i am going to post a few more slightly risqué pics at my tumblr page. i am starting to post more pics there. And mostly there are more pornographic in nature. Cum follow me there.

TweetWhen i finally heard from Goddess Nikki after my time in pergatory, She was still a litttle miffed that it all happened and that it had taken me a number of days to post the “old lady panties” pictures and blog. But She was satisfied with the result. In fact, one of the reasons She likes me, is my ability to post interesting sissy pics, posts, and video clips.

Well, in this instance, as you may recall, i was instructed to “Get Fucked,” film it and post it at Clips 4 Sale. So today i posted the video of me fucking myself

In the video i do what She asked, literally in a 14 minute clip. The clip is posted at my Clips 4 Sale Studio reflected at the top of this blog. Also, i decided to take a number of stills and use them for various pics that i used through out the week on my Tumblr picture galleries. Anyone interested can check out my tumblr galleries and even follow me.

TweetKrissy Tannen emerged from a long hiatus today and was captured on film during a short make-over being conducted for a tribute interview to be shown on podcast.  As one can see she has aged a bit as an old lady. It’s hard to not notice her sagging old lady tits. Her grey hair, not exactly styled for youth, and her old lady whitey not too tighties

 Not exactly the krissy we are used to. so why am i really posting this. Because Goddess Nikki has decided, again, that some punishment is due and posting this pic and writing this blog is part of it.  It started when i sent Her my monthly “obs” and some money for cigarettes. She decided to spend that money on Her new bedroom linens, about $260.  The next day, however, She sent me a message to reimburse Her for the expenditure. Now my personal finances have suffered quite a bit lately and “reimbursing” Her was not possible. i ignored the text message abot it all. i do that from time to time to let Her know that i don’t think something is possible. Didn’t think much about it. In fact, we talked on the phone that same night and no mention was made about it. The next morning, however, i received another text about a didldo She wanted which was no longer available on Her Amazon WishList. Frankly, i recall no promise made to immediately go out and buy this item. When i received that text, however, i was in the middle of my own problems and was working and didn’t answer. Especially since i was not sure of what dildo She was speaking. So again i didn’t respond to that text as She was obviously upset and told me not to get anything else as “that’s the one i wanted.”

Before my workday was over and i had a chance to answer She decided on this form of punishment. What She said was this:”Since you’re actin like an old bitch I want you to go to the store and buy some granny panties. I want you to wear them then until i say otherwise. This is because you let yourself go not shaving, not responding quickly, not tweeting your devotion to ME, not responding to My reimbursement and acting too slow about purchases off My wish list. And yes I expect pictures as well as twit pics, and a blog post.” Whether or not i agree with Her assessment is not important. Being a slave means that only Goddess Nikki’s evaluation is what counts. And i am complying with Her demands here.

Perhaps more importantly, since krissy was ordered to continue to wear the old lardy panties, i found a way to do that without cramping my style. So getting back to the future, some “granny” panties were found among the others in that section that were still hip enough, when paired with a matching bra that pulled my sagging tits up. Got my grey hair styled, and what do ya know. krissy is still hip and happening at any age. This gal may age, but she will never grow old.

TweetWell since this sissy slut is free she might just as well masturbate. Don’t you think? Goddess Nikki wanted me to work on filling a cum bowl, and between all of my lock ups and my depleted cum supply because of them it has been a slow go. So filling the cum bowl has been a hard job, but somebody has to do it. lol

This is how i looked in the video that will be posted on my web. It just felt so good to stroke. This was taken in my web cam staging area. Anybody who wants to meet up with me there, and isn’t too tight to spend a few dollars, can get me to do a strip show which usually morphs into all kinds of kinky and slutty things for one’s personal, and private, entertainment.

TweetToday is Sunday, and many publish pics on Twitter which they refer to as Sexy Sunday. Well, it turned out to be a Sexy Sunday here too, after all. i was able, with the bank open, for me to re-plenish my cash and to be able to slide out to buy another green dot. this one for a lot less money, but to make sure that my Goddess was re-inbursed for smokes. i had recently, sent a carton right too Her but those were gone and She should not have to spend Her own money to buy cigarettes. Especially, when She looks so hot and sexy smoking them. So i took care of my obligation to Her to do that, and She then released me from my cage as well as unplugged me.

Yes, indeed, a very Sexy Sunday. Here are a few pics of this sexy sissy in just her bra and matching panties. You will notice, of course, that both the bra and panties are sheer and if one looks closely, my stick is clearly visible-without my age. Likewise my cute behind is also visible. Without being plugged. Let me tell y’all, that one day was quite enough this time around to get me motivated, as Goddess Nikki put it.

TweetAs everyone, well at lest everyone in the twitterverse knows my monthly financial obligations to my Goddess are due on the first. And for once, recently at lease, i was ready. The plan was to stop on the way home from work and get a Green Dot. Stopped to pick up my Wife’s carry-out that i order and went to get the gd.  Problems arose when the store where i purchase them was out!  Since i didn’t want the food getting cold, i could not run around trying to track one down.

Never got back out, and sometimes it is harder than it would seem to be able to get free to buy green dots. The next morning i had to meet with a contractor and before i could go out and get one, i heard from Goddess Nikki. She simply said it was the second on Her calendar and i must now cage myself until i paid my obs, and btw She needed smokes. i caged myself, as She asked, and sent Her a picture of my caged stick by text. But i had to go meet up with the contractor before i could do anything else.

As soon as i could, however, i got out and got the green dot. Had to wait through the lines at Kroger to do it. i sent the code number to my Goddess. A short time later i heard from Her. She said that i forgot Her smokes. And even though i had sent Her $200 at that point, She told me to remain caged AND plug myself. She told me that the plug would be a reminder and now be so forgetful.

So as the day ended this sissy slave again found herself being both caged and plugged, as well as $200 poorer. Couldn’t get the money and green dot for Her smokes until the next morning.

TweetDid you ever hear of self imposed penalties. All sports fans, but especially fans of the NCAA will know exactly what i am talking about. In short its what teams do to penalize themselves for infractions they know of, PRIOR to any action coming from the NCAA. Like U of M had to do several years back. LOL Well, that’s what this sissy slave is doing.

Day before yesterday, i decided to update my blog here. Out of the goodness of Her heart, and that’s one of the reasons tht i am totally in love with Goddess N, she had updated to a new version my blog. Those of you that know me, also know that my tech patience is very limited, as is my knowledge on some things tech, so i would use, in the absence of absolute necessity, the version of any software that i use for the next twenty years if i could get away with it. So to say i am somewhat resistant is to say that Goddess N is a little impatient. lol You get my point, and i was not totally down with the whole idea. Especially when i attempted to upload a pic and a whole plethera of pics rushed into my newly created “library.” All except the one i wanted to post.

All i wanted to do was to write a blog with a pic. What was normally a short task.  Instead, after fooling around with this for an hour and a half i was getting nowhere. What i didn’t realize until later was that the library was sum linked to the blogs instead of separated pics for the blog posts themselves. So while i was fooling around i was deleting pics for the posts and leaving plank panels. And while i have fixed most of them, to the turn of another two or three hours so far, there are still several left to re-do. So if anyone runs across any before i fix them, sorry about that. What i didn’t realize, while all of this was happening, was that i was having servers problems with the whole web site. This made everything i was doing suspect, as the intermittent problems affected everything i was doing. VEry frustrating,for what was supposed to be a fifteen minute affair.

So in frustration i sent a text (accidentally really) to Goddess N saying i wished She had just left the thing alone. i say accidentally because i had written the text, decided to sit on it until i cooled down, then accidentally hit sent. She was not too pleased but kind of let that pass. Probably since She knows what a drama queen i am.

But i, on the other hand, have been feeling really bad–and stupid–about it all. Even my Wife said i was a dog! So i, after reflection, decided to sanction myself. Goddess N has had Her eye on a pair of what i will describe here as studden high heel pumps.

These shoes i found on Her Amazon Wish List posted on the hub to Her web presence, goddessnikki.com  i am sure that She will like them because we have talked about them several times. And while i still debate the wisdom of giving me anything new to work with (LOL), i do not debate that my sissy hissyn krissy fit was uncalled for

TweetThis sissy just couldn not wait any longer to get at Goddess Nikki’s panties. i was really hoping that my Goddess would unlock my cage for obvious. But its been a few days since i got caught up on my financial obligations, and She does not seem inclined to release me. She has been traveling and wasn’t worrying about me for sure. When i gently brought my situation up to Her She said i didn’t seem to be in a hurry or do anything extra.

So not being able to wait any longer i opened the package so i could enjoy the panties i had been after for years. So i could launder them for my Goddess, of course. <sly grin>

That doesn’t mean that i hve to wash them right away. After all, i had sent Her a month’s supply and She had sent about a third of that to me. So i had a few days leeway here and we all know that sissies, subs, and slaves want to experience these essence of their owner. Want to be intimate as they can to the one they love. And since i am so in love with Goddess Nikki, i wanted to relish in the whole freaking laundry bag full of Her panties.

It was absolutely fantastic and got me so fucking hot that i had to do something about it. i knew this would happen which is why i wanted to be free of my cage. But since i was still confined, i ended up fucking myself raw.

Of course i filmed it for my Goddess and in Her honor. The first part is in my clips store. The whole thing eighteen minutes was a little long to post there. But the entire thing is in my member’s area.  There will be a few stills in my free area with the entire graphic gallery posted at Krissy’s Hideaway. The video is pretty hot. A very graphic display of what my Goddess Nikki’s panties do to me.