Tweeti decided to stay busy and sort out my computer files for use on my website, while i’m convalescing. Thought that it would be a good use of downtime and a diversion from my other issues. This was Goddess Nikki’s suggestion when She commented that i was being a titty baby with my spine issues. She thinks that it should be like Jesus telling Lazarus to “pick up thy bed and walk” when She tells me i should just work past it. lol  i know She is a Goddess, but i think i’ll keep my appointment with the specialist tomorrow. She did, however, give me one suggestion that i’m sure will help, i.e. concentrate on others things—and get some good pain meds. lol

So i decided some good projects would be to update my blog, which i am doing, and sort out my files for posting on my website, which is ready to go–even if i am not yet. Figured a good place to start would be the picture folders regarding my Goddess, who many of you probably know as @EroticNikki  As you also probably know my Goddess sends me some private pictures because i am Her sissy subbie. But it may surprise you to know that some of my favorite pics, are real life, capture the moment stills.Casual pics of my Goddess. Like when She is showing me a new hair style, for example. Or the new case for the iPhone 5 i sent Her. The one at the right is one of my fans. Just such a good real life representation of Goddess Nikki. Gorgeous, of course. But fun and full of energy. Perhaps full of mischief, too. As i often find out when i’m being baited into doing something, or She is ready for me to do and film some sissy task. Perhaps post it on Clips 4 Sale.

Goddess Nikki was sure right about one thing, having my mind on Her and Her pictures, kept me from thinking of anything else. Thank You, Goddess

TweetHaving trouble doing much lately, and that seriously impacts on how much i can do for Goddess Nikki, as well as what i can do for y’all here on the net. Obviously my medical stuff makes it hard for me to do some of crazy pics i do here, but also just affects my ability generally to get around the way i am used to. So it has been hard as well to send tributes to my Goddess. She did mention lately that She was excited to see that Victoria’s Secret was finally showing Her bra size in their latest catalog. So i decided to at least send Her a bra and matching panty. She uses nice lingerie in Her gallery and video sets so something new is always useful. When She received them, She tweeted the pic at the right on twitter.

Can’t wait to see Her wearing these. Her pics always seem to mean more to me when She is wearing something that i gave Her.

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On this day i want to salute our men and Women in uniform, as well as our vets, who defend our freedom. Who do what they do, and have done, to defend our free lifestyle, which allow people like me to do what i do.

Lets not forget why we have nice long holiday weekends, like this one, that we can all enjoy.

TweetGoddess Nikki tweeted this pic 

of the cool Goddess Sandals i sent Her as a tribute to kind of make up to Her some of my down time. lol These sandals somehow look way better with Her beautiful foot in them than they did in the picture in the catalog. Also since this picture is bigger the cool spikes are more visible. Since they re Steve Madden’s they look like the Goddess shoes i sent awhile back. The most important thing, however, is that She liked them.

TweetMade it past the 800 mark. i realize that there are others that have way more. Goddess Nikki has around 10,000 followers. But i am content to be who i am, and i appreciate every one of them. In the meantime, however, i have been absent recently, from twitter, as well as this blog spot. The reason, of course, are my medical issues that continue to be problematic. Trying to work through everything. Several issues that kind of work counter to each other.

Goddess Nikki was complaining the other day, said She was “aggravated” about it all. As if i am not. lol Finally She said that i couldn’t even be krissy. So in an effort to let everyone know that i am still here, i took a few pics so that y’all can see that the reports of krissy’s demise are greatly exaggerated.

So although these pics may be a little tame by krissy’s standards, i am still trying to get back to speed. Hoping to be back here more often.

TweetHello all! i know that i haven’t been quite as attentive to my blog as i had been. And that translates to not being as attentive to Goddess N, as well, i suppose. So i thought that i would do a short post, like a note from my Mom, as to my absence.

The reason is simply, i have been as sick as a dog since before thanksgiving. Very debilitating as far as my energy level as my condition has zapped my energy and has kind of left me in a fog.  Now some would say i am always in a fog, but not this kind. lol It has been hard to concentrate for any length of time, or even have to desire, in the first place, to attend to even my sissy subbie duties. And while i have attempted to ignore this condition, it has persisted for all these months, and not without an affect on my life and in particular to my Goddess.

i finally got enough out of my foggy state to seek medical attention, and it was diagnosed that i was a diabetic. One whose condition was totally, and i do mean totally, out of control, probably due to my penchant for consuming sugar, especially chocolate. If you’ll recall, i posted a pic of all the candy i received for Valentine’s Day. This advanced condition actually does cause some mental confusion and so-forth. More than krissy has normally. lol But on top of that, x-rays revealed a narrowing of the spine. This translates to hurts like a fucking bitch!!  So as one can imagine, this has drastically cut back on my web presence, especially any cams.

But fret not, i have begun my re-habiliation. So i have changed my evil ways as far as eating is concerned, and have begun keeping track of blood sugar, etc. The biggest change is that everything is on a schedule and this is driving me nuts. Between all this new bull shit-and my never ending leg pain (where i feel the pain) it has been distracting still while i work my way out of this situation. What i am hoping, however, is to use this to show people that in spite of my condition, i can still be here, living my life being krissy, as i once said, if i do the right things medically. Maybe in some small way, getting someone else going.

All of this makes it difficult to concentrate on my sissy duties as i’m used to doing. Perhaps, however, my mind is still affected because just the other day Goddess N had Her own medical problems. It seems that She somehow got some food poising, which has persisted for several days. She told me about it in a text, saying She felt back after our phone call a couple of nights ago. After making a joke about hoping that it wasn’t from my conversation, i expressed my concern. However, concentrating on my own issues, apparently, i failed to check back in with Her the next day, and then today i assumed that She was feeling fine, but She pointed out that i had missed a tweet that She was still feeling the affects. While it was only one tweet in Her timeline, i did miss it. That probably wouldn’t have happened in the past, although i do get busy with my vanilla life from time to time. So it is apparent that i must, in spite of my own problems, to make sure that i don’t forget my Goddess!

The first thing i want to make clear to Her, is that i always care about what is happening with Her–even if right now it doesn’t appear so. It will be a learning curve with all my new issues. But part of my new mission is to demonstrate that life does not have to totally change.. Therefore, i will re-double my efforts in reference to Goddess Nikki.

In the meantime, i want to make sure that She knows that i care, very much, about Her and what’s happening in Her life. So i sent Her a gift shown above that i thought that She would enjoy. Namely, some Goddess Sandals. A few weeks ago, i sent Her some shoes that She described as “bad ass.”  They were definitely a Goddess Shoe if ever i saw one, Well, these are the summer sandal version of Goddess footwear. i know She loves sandals, so She should like these.

TweetWell it was the Home Opener. i don’t really have to say the baseball home opener, do i? It had been 158 days since the last game was played there i heard someone say. That’s how it is here. The Home Opener is like a festive holiday, and we can’t wait. People skip work, or maybe the whole office takes the day off. It’s time for baseball, and we take it quite seriously. i stayed at home to watch the game, which started at 1:00. The “pre-game” started at 9:00. There is all kinds of tailgating as if was football. Although on many home openers the weather more suited football. This year, though, the weather was pretty good. Sunny and at least in the 50’s.

So in honor of all of the festivities, and the upcoming season, i decided to post a few baseball pictures. Since we all know krissy is a switch hitter, i thought these appropriate

These are part of a baseball video i shot, last season. The clip is posted at my clips store. There is more than one way to use a bat. <sly grin>

TweetWant to wish everyone a Happy Easter Sunday. To Goddess Nikki, of course, Nitrilla, and all of my followers on Twitter. This is a day to hopefully enjoy Spring weather, family and a relaxing day away from work. As some of my followers may know, i am all about spiritual energy, so we can’t forget the religious significance. The most important special day of any year.

As always, though, there is an earthly component to satisfy our human need to celebrate. So there are Easter bunnies, East Baskets, Easter Egg Hunts, and lots of candy. As a sissy i love Easter as i get a chance to play Easter Bunny, in pics, and for my Goddess.  In fact, She even asked about the Easter Bunny this year. Seems She likes the Easter Baskets the Bunny drops off for Her. 

Her i am holding the Easter Basket filled with chocolates.  Chocolate Eggs. Butter Finger eggs, Nestle Crunch eggs. Reeses Eggs, Cadbury Creme eggs, and a local favorite eggs from Saunders. All tasty, and since my Goddess loves chocolate. What woman doesn’t, i guess. Must be why i love it so much.

But there was a good reason that i made this basket with nothings but Eggs. Goddess Nikki said the reason that She wanted an Easter Basket was because of the Easter Eggs this Easter Bunny leaves.  Below is a good picture of the more decorative eggs that were in the Easter Basket. Very colorful, even kind of classic and ritzy looking, i would say. And, although Goddess N probably liked the look of them, as they were not the normal plastic variety. Each one of these eggs contained money!

TweetThis Irish girl want to wish everyone a Happy St. Patrick’s Day. Maybe y’all didn’t know that i am part Irish. St. Patrick’s is a day perfect for me since it seems to be filed with general debauchery. While i am a bit slutty,

This year i am a Leprechaun and as everyone knows, Leprechauns all have a Pot O Gold. This Leprechaun is no different. Being a sissy as well makes my gold standard a little different than others though.

Check out my Pots O Gold here in front of me. If one looks close, one can see that all the pots are filed with panties. In this case, not just any panties. Not even new panties. But unlaundered worn panties.

In my Pots there s genuine gold. These are the panties of Goddess Nikki. She sent me a package a few days ago and as anyone who regularly reads this blog already knows. Since i have now become Her panty slave i get to maintain them. That includes cleaning, of course.

TweetGuess What!!! Today i received a package from my Goddess. It was an awesome array of interesting items. First, there were several fashion acessories that are perfect for a sissy, like me. Big Hugh lashes. Colored and sparkley. And some hair extensions. Lit hair extensions. Can you imagine how campy krissy will look wearing these.

Next, and more cool yet, my Goddess made a planner for me. A sissy planner, if you will. Something that will cajole me into doing the things needed to be a good sissy slave to Her.

This planner, entitled “krissy’s Guide” obviously took a lot of time and thought on the part of Goddess Nikki. That is the main reason i enjoy serving Her. She takes the time necessary to make the connection between us, the Domme/subbie part of our lives, meaningful–and fun. Inside is a daily planner. And Goddess N went through the entire year and made periodic “suggestions” for meaningful ways to spend my time.

But perhaps the best of all was the dirty laundry Goddess N enclosed for Her panty slave. If you’ve read my past blogs, it should be recalled that i have now been allowed to become Her panty slave.

Maintaining Her supply by keeping them clean and supplying new ones when necessary. guess i’m doing an adequate job because She also enclosed a special treat for Her sissy subbie. Her royal foot shavings. Can’t wait to get at those as well as Her panties. Have to check my planner and see when i’m scheduled to “shoot” a video clip with them., so i can share it with Y’all. Can’t wait!!

Thank You so much, Goddess Nikki.