TweetIt’s Sunday again so it must be time for some Sunday sissy pics. Pictures taken to amuse and entertain Goddess Nikki. These pictures are a good way to work my way back into shape. Something to work on.

Get to change my color scheme, etc. for my Sunday picture gallery. Goddess Nikki likes to see me making an effort to please Her again. Also need to stretch out my hole. Goddess Nikki thinks that a sissy, especially Her subbie sissy, should be able to take whatever up her hole. And as everyone who follows me knows, i’ve had a varied array of things shoved up there. Further, i need to be able to fuck myself with big plugs and big objects to entertain, and more importantly, turn on my TS Mentor, Nitrilla. i say more importantly when i mentioned turning her on because if She is turn on i will get to see Her stroke Her gorgeous steel rod. It really used to get me going watching, and listening, to Her stroke Her hot cock. Although She calls me occasionally to see how i am doing, i miss playing with Her

So getting back (side) into it with my medium size plug for starters. Wanted Goddess Nikki to see me exposed here. Also sent Nitrilla a pic as well. Didn’t want anyone giving up on me.

Another thing. i forgot how good it feels for me to get my hole filled. i just feels so good. Sometimes i imagine my Goddess taking me with Her strap-on. Other times i imagine Nitrilla watching me, or better still ramming me with Her gorgeous cock!

TweetWishing everyone a Happy Thanksgiving. i especially want to wish a Happy Thanksgiving to my Goddess Erotic Nikki, as well as all my followers, both here and on twitter.  On this special day that has been set aside to give thanks for all we have i am thankful for family and friends, of course. But i am also thankful that Goddess Nikki allows me to serve Her. And i want to say that i am thankful that Goddess N is patient with my slow recovery from my medical issues that continue to plague me. It gives me incentive to stay positive and work toward being the sissy that i am.

TweetStill workin’ on getting better. Can’t wait to please my Goddess by showing off Her sissy and filming my clips for sale at my clips store, since She gets all the money. So i have begun taking pics on Sundays, as She had originally ordered.

Here i am stilling on my stage. All dolled up, in a nice bright fuchsia. Matching nail and toes with matching lipstick, as well. i am a sissy after all! Of course, i took a few more to make up a gallery. And so, Goddess Nikki can check me out and see how i am coming along. As always, as best as i can so far, i am doing some that are more graphic than what i am posting here in free cyber space here. But below is one that is a bit revealing.

One can see my sissiness clearly visible through my sheer outfit. And part of what Goddess N likes me to do is to show myself off publicly to amuse Her. So here i am Goddess. Sunday pics, as we always did. But now posted for all to see. Beside the few here i will post some, as i do with most of my posts here, in my web site. Also maintained to honor Goddess Nikki.

TweetTrying to show my Goddess that i am, indeed, trying to get back on my feet and honor Her by doing what it takes to Honor Her. She likes to see me out there showing myself off to amuse Her, for sure. But She loves the effort almost as much. So i’m trying my best to work past all my medical issues and show that effort while i take steps to again transform myself into the sissy slut that She, and everyone else, knows and hopefully loves.

So here i am after taking some pics for #sissySunday. i don’t know if there is a sissy Sunday, but i thought like such a day, if there wasn’t one already, was a good day to amuse Goddess Erotic Nikki by posting some pics.  i am getting better all the time, as the Beatles once sang. But the important thing is whether or not i am getting better at again serving Goddess Nikki.

TweetWishing Goddess Nikki and all followers of my blog and on twitter a very Happy Halloween. As many may know, Halloween is a big day with those like me. Halloween gives many the excuse they need to dress. But its also a day for a day for costumes and role playing. Usually i am given to that kind of thing, and in the past, i have shot a few clips with a Halloween role theme. Some of these, including my countess krissy vid, are posted at my clips store. This year, however, i am still trying to get back on my feet, so i wasn’t able to do anything so elaborate. i did manage to get back on my stage and shoot a few Happy Halloween pics, though.

Here’s a sample at the left of the gallery that i took. It has been fun, for sure, letting my sissy escape again, much as a genie escapes from its bottle. The slut inside me also always tries to escape as well, and i couldn’t help exposing myself just a little, even though this was supposed to be totally clean fun. i will post some of those on my site.

In the meantime, since today is Halloween and i am getting more back to my normal self, i wanted to send Goddess Nikki some to for the day. i can’t send her a whole bunch of sweets, as She, and most Women, don’t want that. So what i try to do is send a little of that and some other treats that many are a bit lighter. This year my hands were tied a bit (guess that fits a sissy subbie like me) due to my not being able to get around as usual. But in this case, it seemed that that the Popcorn Factory would be perfect, so i sent Her an assortment to give a taste. But not some big hugh thing.

With all this in mind i settle on the assortment shown at the right. It will arrive today, on Halloween. It cost a bit more to make sure of that, but it’s one of the things i can still do, and it’s worth it. Not a hugh deal, but meant to show Her that i am thinking about Her, especially on these special days.

TweetAs i said in my last installment here, Goddess Nikki and WebGod Mike had decided to spend a night gambling at the casino. In fact, Her sissy slave had contributed some money to Goddess N’s stake for Her to use. The next morning, She texted me to say that She was coming home with winnings of over $1,000. That’s net capital gain, so to speak, over and above what She came with. She also said that they had a very good time beside the gambling winnings. But i’m sure that was the best! lol As for me, i was glad that i could contribute a little toward Her fun.

TweetToday is Goddess Nikki’s Birthday

and, of course, Her sissy wants to wish Her the happiest of days. She said She was going to work today, but decided instead to just relax and enjoy the day. Appropriate for a Goddess.

As you already know if you read my blog, i already sent Her a camera She requested for Her birthday. Since i can’t get around right now, i can’t send Her a bunch of other things directly. my being off on medical doesn’t help either since that affects me financially. But i still wanted to do something more, right on the day. She mentioned that She and Web God were going to spend tomorrow night out of town gambling. That presented the perfect opportunity to gift Her, right on the day, for Her birthday. i sent Her some money to piss away gambling. Or perhaps She will win more money with it. But either way, what better way for a devoted sissy, even one with less resources than usual, to still help make the life of my Goddess a little easier.  Happy Birthday Goddess! Hope Your special day is a great one!

TweetStill wanting ro amuse and entertain Goddess Nikki i continue to make progress in my recovery. Again, got my sissy on. This time with a blue theme. It feels good to be dressing again. But more importantly, getting my sissy on also includes my sissy attitude. This is exactly what i need to begin to again serve Goddess Nikki.

So here i am on what i have decided to call Sissy Sunday. i have started to feel well enough–and sexy enough–to want to dress. Also i have felt the urge to get something up my hole. i have been feeling a need to fuck myself. It feels so good to ram the bigger plugs in there, and spread myself out enough to please Goddess Nikki. It is easier, and more fun lol, to fuck myself when i’m sissified.  So as i said i got dolled up, and took a few pics. Then, i used several plugs in my hole and filmed the entire thing. Eventually, i will post the clip somewhere. Either here at my Hideaway or at Clips4Sale. i also took a few more graphic pics, of me plugged and of my gaping hole that i will post in my member’s section.

TweetLast evening i couldn’t stand it any longer. So even though i am not completely recovered from my medical issues quite yet, i needed to get my sissy on. i started by doing my nails and toes. i posted a pic of my painted toes on twitter last evening. i hadn’t done my toes in months and it really made me feel sexy and feminine to paint them and just looking at my nails when i was all done. Soon i was all turned on and so i finished my transformation completely. All pretty and sissy like in pink.

Above are a couple of pics of the finished product. i mentioned how feminine and sexy i felt, getting dolled up. But it was also, as it usually is, a turn-on, as well. It’s almost a chicken and the egg thing. Do i get feminine because i’m all turned on, or does getting all dolled up turn me on. lol i do know this. Is seems to be easier to serve Goddess Nikki when i am all hot and bothered.