TweetBecause i think if one dresses the part, she will feel the part, i decided to put something sissy-like on, and continue to work towards my ultimate goal of service to Goddess Nikki. 

It’s true that dressing the part helps a great deal to focus my attention to where it should be and mke me feel like the sissy that i am.  i love lime green, and as you can probably see, i am a little excited from just transforming myself and feeling all girly. BTW don’t forget that i usually share a few more pics in my free and pay portions of my site that i don;t post here in my blog.

TweetWell, in a nutshell my New Year’s Resolutions centered around returning to the sissy form that allowed me to serve Goddess Nikki Ashton @Erotic Nikki so well over the past seven years. Seven great years of doing my best to entertain/amuse and working my hardest to make Her life a tad easier. Some parts of that endeavor actually overlap. my ability to entertain Her also allow me to pick up some extra cash that i will be able to give to Her, of course. She deserves this devotion.

So here is the painted up sissy slut that i am. There is nothing that makes me feel more like a submissive gurl then really looking slutty and doing things that Goddess Nikki will get a kick out of seeing me do as i try so hard to please Her. Part of my being allowed to serve Her is allowing myself to be transformed, much as You read about in the literature, into a true sissy. One that will not only allows herself to used anally. A true sissy allows her Goddess to completely posses her body to be used as her Goddess sees fit. Goddess Nikki sees fit to make sure that i learn to not only tolerate all types to things to be put up my hole, but to actually enjoy it. To even crave the sensations associated with my hole being used for Her amusement and to make money showing myself off and whatever else develops.

So here i am spreading my hole again. It takes some effort to get spread out. i have to repeated violate myself to get used to taking things up me. Perhaps y’all have something that you would like to see in me. lol That is who i am and who i need to be! Serving Goddess Nikki as a happy sissy subbie.

TweetIt;s a new year and it’s time to take stock of things, see where i am, but more importantly where i want to go. As everyone knows i’ve had all kinds of medical issues that have forced me to change much of my lifestyle, At least temporarily. But my goal and first resolution has to be to get by this. i’ve finally been clearance to start doing physical therapy. So i’ll be working on that while i continue to heal.

And as i am feeling better my old sissy feelings are returning and i am getting 

all turned on thinking about my service to Goddess Nikki, as you can see in my pic at the right. So my New Year’s Resolution is to get back to doing the things that prove my devotion to Her. To be caged in my chastity device, when necessary. That cage keeps me hot and playable. It can be effective punishment or serve as a deterrent. It can be the goal, as in getting it off. lol One thing for sure is that there were times that my chastity would keep me so hot that my only thought was Goddess Nikki. Sp i resolve to request, even so humbly that Goddess Nikki cage me as She sees fit.

Another thing Goddess Nikki really enjoys is having me plugged. She loves to have me wear a butt plug up my little sissy hole. She will make me wear it for long periods of time. i have been plugged for months at a time. And, in fact, was plugged pretty much constantly for several years. my plug is a constant reminder of Goddess Nikki so i resolve to get myself stretched out enough to be able to take my plug as required. In an effort to get myself stretched out i have been practicing with my plugs. Fucking myself with them to stretch out.

TweetWishing a Happy New Year to Goddess @EroticNikki and all of my followers, both here and on twitter. Wishing all a safe and prosperous 2014.

TweetIt’s time that i reported here what Goddess @EroticNikki gave Her sissy subbie for Christmas. i already tweeted out a picture of all the goodies, so if You follow me on twitter you may have viewed it there. But it’s hard to see everything this wonderful Goddess sent me. It all came in a big box, which i did not open until Christmas morning, just like the good gurl that i am. And, just like a kid at Christmas, i saw all kinds of gifts that i began pulling from the box—after i took the twit pic, of course.

Let me tell You what all was in there. First, as many of you may have already noticed, my hair, specifically my wigs, are getting a little worn, well maybe a lot worn, and since Goddess N would notice that before anyone else, She knew that and sent me not one or two, but three new wigs. The wigs She finds acceptable are way better, to start with, than the ones i buy. So that should improve my krissy persona considerably. She also sent me a glitzy hair band to go with them.

Next She sent me a Christmas stocking full of goodies. Some candy that even i, with my diabetic condition, can eat. M & M s look-a-likes being my favorite. Mixed in amounts the candy were a couple gifts—some pretty jazzy looking tampons to be used by this sissy when Goddess and i are experiencing our monthly visits from Aunt Flo.

But the piece de resistance was the pair of panties She sent, which you will notice in the center of the pics below. The ones with the I (heart) Annal boldly inscribed across the butt.

TweetWant to wish Goddess Nikki all my followers here or in the twitter-verse a Very Merry Christmas. Hope everyone got what they wanted from Santa Claus. As for krissy claus it was a little difficult this year to do what i would have liked. But under the circumstances i think everything came out okay. i kind of spread things out a bit. No, not like my ass. lol  The gifts. But the last gifts, gifts for the Fifth Day of Christmas did not arrive before Goddess N left to spend Christmas with family at Her parents house. Don’t know what is taking t so long. But since She obviously doesn’t have it to open today, i thought i would post a few pics here of krissy claus getting the package together. So She could take a look.

All set to put the stocking in the box and ship it out. If you look close you can see a present sticking out of the stocking. There is another one in there as well.

Here is a closer look at the things sent directly by me. The others i had sent directly to my Goddess from the sites i used.

Now, i am sure that you noticed that i only reached the Fifth Day of Christmas. But by the time i thought of the idea, its all the time—and money lol—that i had to do it. Sooo, only five days of Christmas in this song.

TweetDay four of my Christmas tribute to Goddess Nikki is going to have to be a lot like my Day Three low key event. Again, i sent Her four gifts on Day Four of this rather quickly laid out plan to attack this holiday season. Originally Goddess N had thought She was going to Vegas over the holiday, and what She really likes, as anyone who has read my log knows, is gambling money. But then She changed Her mind, which is, of course the prerogative of a Goddess, it changed how wee would be doing things. Thus i did not have the time i would have liked to gather a list and purchase it. Especially under the constraints of my medical stuff, But i finally hit on this idea of the Days of Christmas.

So today my Goddess received four wrapped gifts shown below, which She will open on Christmas Day.

TweetWell it’s time for the Third Day of Christmas. So i sent my Goddess three things, of course. She got them but decided to wait until Christmas to open them. Therefore, i can’t say what is in the packages that i sent, only post a pic of the three gift wrapped packages. Hope She likes them.

TweetOn the 2nd Day of Christmas i sent Goddess Nikki two adult toys. Both can be used in Her clips, so in a sense they are for everyone of Her followers. The first first adult was a harness for Her strap-on clips. Eventually, most likely on Her sissy bitch krissy. As i mentioned last time Goddess N was having a little difficulty thinking of something She wanted this year. But then She hit on the harness idea and sent me a picture of it. She also mentioned a Doc Johnson item on Her Wish List,

The harness is mad of a very nice soft leather. It will securely hold Her strap-ons and look great doing it. The 2nd adult toy for the Second day of Christmas was a replacement for her Doc Johnson Vac-U-Lock system. As some of you may recall, Goddess Nikki had me purchase the Vac-U-Lock system while i was vacationing with my Wife (who is an incredibly great sport in all of this) in Las Vegas. i was ordered to go to a certain big ass adult toy store and purchase it there. It had finally worn out and the device i sent for Christmas was a replacement.

So on the Second Day of Christmas i sent to Goddess Nikki

Two Adult Toys, and credit card over the phone.

TweetThis year Goddess Nikki was no help for what i could buy Her for Christmas. i asked Her several times, but She couldn’t think of anything special. Usually She has some tech product She needed. But i had sent Her a camera for her birthday several months ago and She didn’t really need anything else along those lines.

But then suddenly She came up with an idea while visiting a little boutique. When She couldn’t find it on-line She decided She needed to buy this item—and would use my credit card to do it. She phoned me and said She had thought of a Christmas gift and wanted to purchase it right then as it was a discontinued item. She instructed me to give Her my credit card number. Now can one imagine a more un-secure transaction than give Your owner a credit card number over the phone no less.

But all is well. Goddess Nikki got what She wanted, both in terms of the personal thing She purchased with my credit card, as well as seeing how far i would go to prove my devotion to Her.