TweetWell it’s finally springtime here in the mid-west, Today is in the mid 70s, Only been this warm 3 or 4 days so far. It feels so good after a brutal winter. The worst in the last 100 years for this area! But spring is in the air,and we all know what that means. It means that our fancy, or in the case of a sissy slave, our fantasies, turn to love.

Of course when this girl does anything, she must let Goddess Nikki see. Everyone else who happens by as well. lol i have long ago given up any sense of privacy or dignity, and freely post myself publicly so as to please my Goddess. So here i am sitting in the grass thinking about the only kind of love i am allowed. Namely that kind of love provided by my three friends to my left. 

Above, one can see why my toys are are all i can handle. If you look close you can see here, that i am still caged. So even though its gets kind of uncomfortable in my cage, i can’t help wanting to get something up my hole. i’ve been trained over the years to crave being fucked.

So here i am with the first, and smallest of my three lovers in me. Eventually, i work all three in me, and i took pictures of it all, to post here for y’all to see to amuse my Goddess. A gallery, including some of me taking the bigger plugs, will get posted in my Hideaway,  if anyone is interested. But it felt so good to spread myself out. Goddess Nikki “encourages” me to want to get used to using my hole, and crave it, which i certainly do when i am caged, for sure.

TweetIt;s Monday and my baseball team is traveling so no games to watch. Monday is often an off day in the schedule so the teams can travel after a weekend series.  So if you are a baseball fan but have no baseball to watch today, why not spend that time playing ball with me.

A few seasons ago, i made a video for Goddess Nikki. It was a sissy slut video that demonstrated my bat handling skills. At the right is a still from that video entitled “Play Ball”

As is often the case with my videos it morphs into my using the sissy pink bat in my sissy pink hole. Both the handle with that awesome feeling knob as well as the big end. Mmmm

You can buy the clip at my clips4sale store studio 7812. There is a link at the top of the page. So spend your “off day” watching krissy’s bat handling exhibition to get your baseball fix.

TweetThe Re-training of this sissy continues. After being out of commission for many months, the re-training of my sissy body and mind began, in earnest, about three weeks ago when i was caged. After all of my medical issues, i wasn’t sure how i would tolerate things, but so far so good. As i promised yesterday, i am going to post a graphic, and public, display of my caged stick. i think it is important that i honor Goddess Nikki by showing the world that She owns me

So here i am, my cage proudly on display. i say proudly because i am proud to be owned by Goddess Nikki. And why not. She is the most beautiful Goddess on the net, obviously.  Also, She is super intelligent and experienced so She knows what i deserve. And what i deserve is to be caged and molded, especially mentally. As time goes by when i am caged, i come to realize more and more that i need Goddess Nikki to cage me because i know that i deserve it. i am grateful for Goddess Nikki’s insistence that i be caged. It will make me a better subbie and a better sissy. It will make me give my best service to Goddess Nikki. And it will make me more than willing to make sure that i amuse Her and that i Honor Her by publicly revealing my true status

A feminized. chastity slave whose hole is even plugged while she is being trained to use it for whatever purpose Goddess Nikki choses. Thank You, Goddess!

TweetGoddess Nikki, as She often does, sent me a separate “Wish List” with latex gloves. She will use these in Her clips. Not sure how She plans to use them exactly, but i sent Her two pairs, one red and one black, plus something to make them clean and shinny. It sure seems to be easier, and more fun, to send something when i am under Her lock and key. lol

It seems like i naturally not just want, but need, to do things for Goddess Nikki. She deserves it She is so good to me. First, and foremost foremost, i realize that i need to be caged. She makes me understand that i need that and it is best for me. Funny, because my TS mentor Nitrilla used to say the same thing. She was a bit worse even, saying i was too much of a subbie to ever be released.

In the picture at the right, if you look close you can see my chastity. Tomorrow i plan to post some more pics fully exposing my cage and my chastity and Her ownership of me.

TweetToday is the official start of spring.  It’s the baseball opener. America’s pastime. Nothing seems to mark the start of spring/summer than the baseball opener. Those who follow me, know of my love of the game of baseball. Never miss a game. In fact, i did a video clip, call “Play Ball”, that i have posted in my clips store at clips4sale. Below is a still taken from that clip. In that clip, krissy gives new meaning to the term switch hitting in the way i handle the bat.

TweetGetting back to where i once belonged. Its been another week in my new chastity.

Goddess Nikki was surprised last week that i am well enough to attempt to get back into chastity. It’s been another week and i am still caged. And it’s inevitable that my old feelings of sexual tension and frustration are returning.

TweetSOME TIME AGO GODDESS NIKKI uncaged me for a number of reasons, one of which was to use my chastity as more of a punishment. After some sissy play She wanted to re-cage me. About that time, however, my medical issues prevented me from being caged, plugged or anything similar, But as i started to recover, Goddess Nikki really wanted to re-cage me. for obvious reasons. But, as i have said many times before, She is a safe and sane Goddess, and did not force the issue, as i was not medically able. Instead i promised that i would comply as soon as it was possible, and that i would let Her know by sending Her a pic of Her sissy slave caged, ready, and able to resume my life as Her chastity slave.

A few weeks ago i had posted a few pics of a black chastity device i had purchased, But that device turned out to be hugh. Over many years of being kept caged, my stick is nowhere as big and strong as it once was. So that cage was too big for me or my feminine look.

i found a new cage, one that fits me and my femininity, and i am going to surprise my Goddess by wearing it for as long as She wants. Permanently if Se desires. It you look close you can see my new chastity inside my panties. Of course begging caged always gets me hot and just putty in the hands of Goddess Nikki. It makes me aware of who i am, and what i have become to please Her.

In one of my recent blog updates i was raving about a video clip that i was getting from Goddess Nikki, It is a 31 nudie clip of my Goddess doing nothing but relaxing with a smoke or two, allowing me to view Her magnificent body in all of its beautiful splendor. i was all set to enjoy myself when She suddenly without warning told me, during a phone conversation, that i must be locked up tight when i view it. Not wanting to disappoint Her, and needing this type of material to feed my addiction to Her, it was time to be re-caged in Her honor! 

So here are some  pictures of Your sissy subbie, Goddess Nikki, that i promised i would send when i was able to be caged. i’ve been caged for ten days so far, Goddess. i know that i must demonstrate my sincerity by actually begging You to please cage me—for as long as You want. i plan to make a video begging You for the privilege of being caged for You. Perhaps i can even beg You in person on cam. That would be a good way to get back on cam. But in the meantime, now that i am properly locked up tight, like i deserve, and need to be, it seems, i am so looking forward to watching the hot clip my Goddess is allowing me to see!!!

TweetWant to Wish my Goddess @EroticNikki and all my follows here and on twitter a Very Happy and fun filled St. Patrick’s Day!

Since I am part Irish, I am wearing a bit o the green for the day. Hope everyone kept their celebrating responsible and stay out of problems.

There have been many St. Pat’s in the past where i did cam strip shows. Miss doing those for sure. Hope to be able to do those again by next year.

In the meantime, Happy St., Patrick’s Day to all.

TweetGuess What! After years of service, Goddess Erotic Nikki is allowing me to see a special custom video clip made especially for me! As we all know, Goddess Nikki is quite classy in Her approach to what She does. She is a fetish queen, who commands the respect-and desire-of all who support Her. She doesn’t, nor does She have to, produce anything graphic, of course, nor does She even have to grant extended views of Her beautiful body. A glimpse here, maybe another one there. But for Her long serving sissy slave She makes an exception.  So i am waiting for a custom video clip made especially for me. One that is a bit more revealing, shall we say.

So i am excited to say the least. And whenever i am excited. especially sexually excited, i end up dressing. Getting all dolled up, or perhaps recently it’s all slutty with my bra and panties only look.

You’ll notice that i am standing. Haven’t been able to do any picture taking that way since the onset of my medical problems. But i am on the mend and recovering nicely and am finally able to do more. Regaining my muscle tone and strength. Loved the black and white look, if i do say so myself, and i found myself becoming more turned on as i contemplated the movie clip from Goddess Nikki. Probably one reason that She is allowing me this privilege just now is the recent re-introduction of chastity into my life. 

The picture to the right shows me with my new chastity device. Goddess Nikki has wanted me to be re-caged for awhile, but the medical issues have made that impossible. And since, as i have said so many times before, Goddess Nikki is safe and sane so She realized that i could not be caged. But re-introducing the device, i’m sure, perhaps had something to do with Goddess Nikki allowing me this incredible opportunity to see this clip.

In the meantime, i find that i need to deal with some of my pent up sissy heat, so i decide to shoot a video clip of my own.  Don’t know if it’s a legitimate vid clip or just an excuse to use my big plugs. lol But in this clip i stretch myself out by using my plugs, while contemplating Goddess Nikki’s special clip. Might not be an elaborate story line for sure, but the viewer get’s to see me fuck my hole. Just like old times. Below are a couple of pics from the up coming video.

The slutty clip, and that’s all it is, starts out (left) with me noting how hot i am with the anticipation of being allowed the privilege of seeing this clip made especially for me. Of course, see above right, this clips soon morphs into a love fest with the plugs Goddess Nikki has taught me to love.  i have been serving Goddess Nikki for eight years now. And it is because of my devoted service (and i am totally devoted to Her) She shares Her raw absolute beauty with me in pics or clips. They are a reward for my efforts in serving Her. And although i know that these pics and clips strengthen Her hold over me when i am allowed to see them, i can’t help myself. Goddess Nikki is so beautiful, and to be allowed to see that beauty is something for which i can’t thank Her enough. She is so sexy and knows, it seems, just which buttons to push with Her personal sissy slave that i just  get enough of Her. It always makes me realizes that She is the kind of Woman who deserves special treatment. In fact, the best treatment and effort i can give. i am so lucky to serve Her. Thank You, Goddess!

TweetWishing all the lovers out there a very Happy Valentine’s Day. Especially want to include my followers both here and on twitter. Of course, a special wish Valentine’s Day shout out to my Goddess Erotic Nikki.

As you can see, i am making progress in my recovery. Standing and walking a little. Putting on more weight, looking more like my sissy self that my Goddess enjoys. In the pic on the left, I am holding Goddess Nikki’s Valentine’s Day Gift. She already has the gift, a beautiful watch, and She posted a pic on twitter. 

As you can see from the picture it will look good on Her arm and i am happy to be able to still do some things for Her. She told me She really liked it. She should have, since i bought it from Her Wish List on Amazon. lol It’s been hard on both of us that i can’t get around to look at things and ship them to Her myself. But all that really matters is that She is happy.

But i also bought Her something else. Something She has wanted for awhile now. It is central to our lifestyle relationship. That, of course, and perhaps obviously, my caged woman stick, or whatever one wants to call it now. i had been released from the bonds of chastity for a slightly different use of that confining device. But with all the medical issues going on, it has not been possible for me to be caged. lol But fortunately my Goddess is, as i have said many, many times, safe and sane. Therefore, while gently urging to fight past things, She has been tolerant with my medical disabilities. So i have remained uncaged all of this time.

Now, though i am starting to feel better. So for Valentine’s Day i also bought Her a chastity. No, not for Her to wear. lol For me to wear for Her amusement and benefit.  Bought it on line from Amazon. Those folks carry everything. So my plan was to  reveal me wearing it as a special Valentine’s Day

Here is a pic of the melt cage i am going to attempt to wear. This device will surely keep me from cheating. lol It’s black color looks ominous and black goes with anything. lol What could possibly be more romantic than offering yourself up for chastity. So i am publicly begging Goddess Nikki here to cage me. Lastly, i sent a little something extra to Her to mark the occasion.

So Goddess Nikki gives a new definition to the Valentine’s Day saying “Be Mine.” When She says “Be Mine” She means totally.