TweetKrissy is going green. No, not in an eco sense. More like in an econ sense. Yes, green cash, green backs, you get the idea. Pecuniary thinking, is what is necessary. Why? Because Goddess Nikki and Web God Mike are going to Las Vegas—again—and my Goddess needs a few hundred extra to piss away in any way She sees fit. So i decided, in an effort to use the laws of attraction, to think green.

As you can see, i am surrounding myself in green, the color of money, while i attempt to pull money toward me. Getting my share of the abundance out there, in the words of the popular literature.

In addition Goddess Nikki has Her own way of utilizing the Laws of Attraction to Her benefit. The way She makes sure that i get Her what She desires is to keep me caged—and super hot for Her. 

Here i am (right) all dolled up and all locked up, my chastity cage clearly visible. Think about what it is like to be so totally helpless to the desires and even the whims of someone who totally rules you now.

TweetThis sissy is still blue. Blue on Blue today. In fact its been 90 days. Blue outfit, for Goddess Nikki, and blue balls. In fact, i have a hard time stuffing myself into my little panties.

See my big swollen balls peeking out of my panties. That’s because, of course, because of Goddess Nikki keeping me caged and then teasing me. She tweeted my condition to Her followers on twitter and, of course, teases me personally when we talk–by perhaps asking about my cage or ignoring my cage. It doesn’t seem to matter after awhile. It has taken a bit of time to get used to this cage. First, as everyone knows, i was quite ill, and uncaged for quite awhile. but it’s more than just being re-caged

This time Goddess Nikki has me incased in a steel device that encircles my stick. The device is a hard coke steel that makes me aware of its presence,

Ya’all, as my Goddess would say, have seen it before. But i am exposing myself publicly again to make it clear to all who see me that i am a sissy subbie to Goddess Nikki Ashton. i struggle daily with my new cold steel chastity, both in Her honor and because She wishes it. It has been difficult at times to learn to tolerate the pain, at times, around the steel ring which is my constant companion. Starting to get used to it, however, and it is definitely worth it to please my Goddess and to make sure that i am completely in the most vulnerable mind set to properly serve Her.

Most of the time when i get my sissy clothes on for my Goddess it seems that i get so hot that i just can’t resist the urge to do something about it!!  As always i will eventually post some pics from this blue gallery, and my blue friend (above) getting to know each other on my website

TweetGoddess Nikki has found another reason to return to one of Her favorite haunts, Las Vegas. As Her fans and follows, as well as the readers of this blog , already knows Goddess Nikki, and WebGod Mike, love Las Vegas. But whenever my Goddess travels i must provide Her with Her travel necessities—and some cash to throw around. i love my job as Goddess Nikki’s sissy bitch and i am thankful that She allows me to serve Her. 

It really helps that She has kept me caged for almost three months. You’ll notice that i am still caged if you look close. i appreciate it that She keeps me caged and hot, It seems that i can’t wait to serve Her. i try to show my appreciation by doing things for Her, as well as keeping myself presentable as Her sissy representative.It also amuses Her to see me dressed in this fashion.  i am going to post some pics this week on my tumblr account. In the meantime, i am saving my money “in my pink wallet,” as Goddess Nikki put it on twitter the other day, i will do the best i can for Her, because She deserves the best treatment. And because She deserves the best treatment, i am glad that She put me in a position to do the best i can for Her. Thank You, Goddess!!

TweetThis past week Goddess Nikki got me all wound up during a phone  call. This wasn’t as hard as it would be but for my now ever present chastity cage. Most of the time we talk about general personal news, girly stuff and, of course, i little gossip, as two girls will do. Don’t get me wrong, i am always Her sissy slave, but sometimes She just needs to be a girl, too. lol But the fact is that i am very turned-on and horny being caged as i am. As i have re-gained my strength, Goddess Nikki seized on that moment to cage me.

If you are a reader of my blog, you will recall that Goddess Nikki recently shot a video “especially 4 me”  This clip was fucking hot and as really affected me. When this subject came up, She turned the conversation to a more frank discussion of my current state and what a sissy subbie i am again becoming. It wasn’t long before i was talking about how i loved the nice long look She allowed me of Her beautiful backside. i began to babble about how i would love to kneel behind Her one day when we meet and kiss, lick and otherwise worship Her inviting sexy hole, to show Her how i felt about Her, and to end up being used as Her chair by sitting on my face. i want to feel Her grinding Herself on my face and otherwise be used as She sees fit. It was very humiliating to admit to Her directly how much i needed Her ass hole. It seems when one starts concentrating on the ass hole of one’s Goddess it may be getting close to the ultimate show that one is there to serve and worship every part of Her body.

So the next day i absolutely needed sex. Of course, to me sex now consists of fucking my own hole. Also, as some of you probably know no sissy, at lease no trained and owned sissy, should be playing with any of her tis unless she gets all dolled up first. Thus you see me dressed as i am above.

This resulted in a severe case of blue balls. If you look close at the pic on the left you can see my big fat filled balls sticking out of my girly panties. They don’t quite fit in because of my lusting the previous night after Goddess N’s fucking sexy ass!

It wasn’t look after i took these first pictures that i pulled down my panties and began fucking myself with my plugs. Often i use the plugs, instead of my dildos, because they hurt each time they go in, and each time they come out—until they get me so hot they my hole loosens up and great fully accepts them. By the time i’m done it feels so good to ram them in me spreading my hole not only for Goddess Nikki’s amusement but as a way to control me and my lusty desires.

i decided, in my lust filled state to take some selfies of my big blue balls and post them on twitter (you should follow me thee) to honor my Goddess. One after the other for the rest of the day, with a number of people, followers and tweeps at large, commenting on them and my pathetic state. Don’t care. i love my Goddess and She should be honored by showing the world how you have been trained by Her. i am so lucky She has taken Her time to train me properly.

TweetWant to salute our service men and Woman, past and present, for all they have done to maintain our freedom.

These folks give so much of themselves, as do their families while they serve. A big thanks to all of them. But unfortunately this day is more about those who gave the ultimate sacrifice.

And they all did this so people like me and you can be on the net, and live out our lives and fantasy lives any way we want.

And the way I want is to serve Goddess Nikki. Prove to Her that I am back, and serious about my service to Her. So as part of my service and new dedication i shot these pics today so i could post them for Memorial Day. My computer’s external hard drive has developed a problem and not boot up on my computer. ALL of my files are there. Picture and other files so none of them can be used. thus all new stuff had to be immediately. I am sending the hard drive to Goddess Nikki and Web God Mike and hopefully they can retrieve the files. Sure is fortunate that they are so savvy with this stuff.

In the meantime, here are a few of the pictures i took for today. Hope Goddess Nikki appreciates my effort.

TweetIt;s my Diamond Jubilee. Well kind of. I realize that Diamond connotes 75 years, but I am using it for my days captivated. Today it has been 75 days of Goddess captivity this time.

This cage is very ominous. A steel cage that not only traps my sissy clitty inside, but makes me aware of its presence at all times. Yet it easily slips inside my panties so that it does not attract from my sissy look. Goddess Nikki insists that i am always put together. That i look as feminine as possible. That i match. And that my cage does not detract from my look. After all i am caged because i am someone, obviously, needs to be caged to not only keep my hands off myself, but so that i am always hot and ready to serve. Giving my all to please Goddess Nikki.

Sometimes She uses my cage to punish me. Other times, like now, She says the chastity acts a reminder of Her. Of who i belong to and what i have become for Her. One of the things that usually happens after a period of time, is that i need to have my hole filed. In fact, it gets hard to think about much else. i find myself craving a plug, of whatever else Goddess Nikki tells me to put up there. But, always, i find that before i put anything in me i must get all dolled up first.

 Also it seems that i find myself looking for ways to please Goddess Nikki. Even though finances a tighter than they used to be, i know that my Goddess went to see Her nail tech. i also know that it cost about $100 when She does that, so i’m sending Her a C note. What better use of my money than to spend it on my Goddess’ nails.

TweetYou read it right. Goddess Erotic Nikki bares it all in one of Her latest clips. The clip, however, was made especially, and exclusively, for Her loyal slave, moi. As you all know, i have been serving Goddess Nikki for about eight years faithfully. And my long loyal service earns me some special privileges. First, i get to talk with Her all the time, and i am in constant contact with Her as well. i have Her ear if i need to say or pass something along to Her. But as a major major perk She sends me special pics and makes some special movies just for me.

As i mentioned a few weeks ago, my Goddess is not letting me view it until i am back in my chastity, locked up tight. It’s not enough that i am in  the chastity, but that i have been caged for a sufficient amount of time that this video will be nothing more than one gigantic tease. In the video, my Goddess has to do nothing more than just sit and relax, this time smoking. In fact smoking several different kinds of cigarettes. In this clip She is wearing nothing but Her birthday suit, and She looks awesome. Of course, Goddess expects to see my reaction on film, so of course i complied.

Here i am, caged, and sitting to watch the most incredible clip i have been privileged to see! She looked magnificent. Flawless, in fact. Perfectly tanned and just beautiful is all i can say. She spoke directly to me and immediately i was all turned on just seeing Her gorgeous body. As i sat and watched Her sensually smoke a cigarette it was long before i was squirming in my seat 

It’s a darn good thing that i thought to put a plug up my hole before i sat down to watch this incredible video! It felt so so good as i squirmed in my seat getting hotter by the minute. BTW the video was a feature length production running 31 minutes. Thirty-One Minutes of pure bliss watching my Goddess move this way and that. Posing every inch of Her beautiful, sexy hot Goddess body for me to melt down watching. And i did.  The response to The Goddess N clip will get posted on my web. That video was set up so the viewer can see the faint image of my Goddess in the mirror behind me. An interesting Goddess/slave exchange, it would seem. All i can say is that it sure is worth the effort to be allowed to serve Goddess Nikki Ashton! Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Goddess.

TweetRecently Goddess Nikki shot a clip entitled “I Made you a  Sissy Slut.” In this clip She describes for Her viewer how She turned a subbie into Her sissy slut. Since i had traveled such a path with Goddess N, i decided to buy and watch. Since i was waiting to heat up, as it were, to watch the video i mentioned in a recent post. The clip made especially for me, i decided to watch the sissy slut clip first. And, of course, i filmed my reaction for Goddess Nikki’s amusement.

This sissy slut started out watching the clips like this. Of course, i am caged at Goddess N’s Order.

But as i watched the clip, which was largely a narrative by my Goddess relating how She would turn the viewer into a sissy slut. One that jumps to please Goddess N, and over time, She is able to turn the person first into a sissy, by locking her into a cage, and finally, over time, into a complete slut.

As i listened, however, i realized that this video clip was about me and me alone. There She was relating publicly how She has transformed me over the eight years in which i have been owned by and been serving Her. She went into great detail how She trained me by keeping me in a chastity device for long periods of time. How She molded my thinking by letting me out only when i had pleased Her, or to cum using the right triggers. She i was helplessly in love with my Goddess and would do anything to please Her

That included allowing myself to be plugged, slowly at first, but eventually being plugged 24/7 over a two year period. 

For two long years i was plugged constantly, except for brief outings to put something else in me. Eventually i was trained to crave using my hole and even falling under the spell of a TS cock, all orchestrated by Goddess Nikki.

It was humiliating, but hot as hell, to have my story spelled out in such a cool cavalier manner, and in such detail, and know that i have, indeed, been reduced to becoming the sissy slut of my Goddess.

TweetA few days ago Goddess Nikki decided to do Her nails and toes. In other words get a mani/pedi. Don’t know why Women put it that way, but it has been my duty, and privilege, to pay for it. Recently Goddess Nikki has been doing this Herself, due to Her hectic schedule. But She decided to indulge Herself when time recently allowed. She didn’t really Order me or even ask me to pay for it. She knows my med issues have not allowed me to work lately. But it’s funny that i felt a need to pay for it. The same need i always used to feel. Guess i’m healing better, but i suspect it may be because i also heated up, and getting the old feelings that go with my cage. lol

Try to ignore it, but it’s hard when You are hot all the time. Usually it makes me thing about Goddess Nikki. Isn’t that odd. lol Makes me want to please Her. So when She mentioned that She was going get Her nails done, i could think of no better use of what money i had than to use it for Goddess Nikki’s beautiful toes.

Perhaps regular readers of my blog will recall that i let Goddess Nikki know that i felt that i was ready to be caged. So almost immediately She said if i was caged i won;d be allowed a video clip She made especially for Her sissy slave. This is a very simple, but incredibly hot clip, featuring a nude Goddess Nikki smoking/—several different kinds of smokes. Imagine being allowed to view Her beautiful flawless body while She blows plumes of smoke. It’s amazing how desperate i am to be allowed to see Her that it is worth it to be caged. What a torture, though, to have to be caged to get to get this privilege. Hopefully, now that i have been caged awhile i will be allowed watch the clip.

In the meantime i am getting so worked up with  the anticipation of it all that i have been fucking my hole, and in preparation of viewing the hot clip caged i am trying to get stretched out as well. It feels so good to be spreading myself for Goddess Nikki. my sissy cunt feels so so good when it’s filled.

Hope Goddess Nikki will be both pleased and amused by Her sissy subbie’s desperation and willingness to share it here on the net!!

TweetHappy Easter to all of my followers here and on twitter. As always i want to send a special wish for a Happy Easter to Goddess Nikki. 

As one can plainly see, i am a pink sissy Easter Bunny. You can also see that i am returning t form both physically and in terms of being the kind of sissy that my Goddess enjoys and can play with!

This sissy Easter Bunny apparently thinks that most sissies would appreciate a new colorful dildo rather than a dyed Easter egg. So she is carrying her Easter basket full of the colorful Easter treats. Below she just can’t resist a little sample.