TweetThe other day, i posted a short blog about how i finally opened out swimming pool. It’s o, obviously, if you read my past last blog, a great space. In ground pools are just an awesome water feature for the yard, and a nice space to hang out. But the weather here has been unusually cold, so there was no rush. Finally warmed up.

No sooner did we get the pool opened up and cleaned out that the weather turned downright chilly. Not the kind of weather which makes one want to take a plunge, unless one is in the polar bear club. So i thought i would take this down time to check out my swimwear.

i started with this hot pink and black number. krissy always wants to be noticed, or more to the point Goddess Nikki, wants me to be noticed. This spandex number fits the bill. i felt like a swimsuit model since this was a complete outfit. The spandex skirt makes me look like a slut even walking down the beach.

Same thing with the pool. i strut out back and strip off my slinky skirt,  Then, hanging out by the pool. But right now itts too cold to be running around outside like this. This particular suit really shows off my big tits. Bought it for that purpose obviously. Also its comfortable and actually classy in the sense that i don’t hang out of it. lol

   It’s actually a subdued look. A one piece suit that understates me. lol But it shows me off good enough.  Hope Goddess Nikki likes it.

i have quite a few suits to try on for summer, so maybe i will try them on here. lol  Well, not all of them because that would take the rest of the summer. i am such a sissy clothes whore.

TweetFinally opened our pool a few weeks ago. It had been so miserable here that I didn’t see any reason to be cleaning and otherwise tending to something that nobody was going to use. But it finally warmed up and

so we opened it up a few days ago and i posted this pic on twitter last week of the pool while i was cleaning it. You can see the kreepy krawly working. It usually takes a few days to get it ready to swim.

Here i am sitting next to it sunning myself. Hoping that i can spend some time enjoying it this summer. Last year i was not so fortunate due to medical issues.

TweetWant to wish everyone a Happy july 4th holiday weekend. A special shout out to my followers here and on twitter, as well as, of course Goddess Nikki and Her family. It’s always good when July 4th falls next to a weekend so people have extended time with their family and friends. It’s a break from our normal activities And for what better purpose than to celebrate our freedom. So here is our poster gal, for such freedom to do what we want (at left) celebrating the day. It what makes this country great. The right to be what we want or need to be. The right to be krissy. lol

But the day is also about Independence. Ya think that’s why it’s called Independence Day? Everyone celebrates our independence. So what about me, don’t i get to proclaim my independence and freedom? Freedom from 

the yoke of captivity and oppression? i have been told that freedom is something that is earned. And our history attests to that. Goddess Nikki has also told me that i must earn my freedom, my independence from my cage. So far, apparently, no such freedom hs been earned because here i am, as always it seems, caged and possessing none of the benefits bestowed upon those with freedom and independence.

So in the meantime while others, especially including my Goddess, celebrate Independence Day. Some of us are neither independent or free. We are trapped by our own doing. Addictions, such as my addiction to Goddess Nikki’s feet, Her strap-on, for sure, and to Her in general. It is what drives me to do the things that i do to amuse Her. 

That being said, i do have the right to bare arms, as i’m doing (at right) as well as to bare everything else. But mainly it my right to bare ass that is the most sought after right of any sissy. Here i am only giving a peek of my nice looking ass. If interested you may want to check out “Krissy’s Tumblr Spot” for a few July 4th Freaky Friday pictures.

And, while sissy slaves don’t have too many rights or ways to express themselves allowed, even with the all the restrictions i will always fight “hard” for my right to bare ass.

TweetJUST CAN’T HELP MYSELF.  It seems that being caged and then being teased by Goddess Nikki has left me helpless. i just can’t stop thinking about Her or my need to get some relief. Because i can’t get all dolled up and jerk off as Bailey Jay, a TS Women, taking the net by storm, once put it on twitter. So as everyone knows who reads my blog i have been trained by Goddess N to think in a different direction.

So for the eighth time in the last eleven days i founds my self getting all dolled up, but not  to jerk off, but rather to get something in my hole. Goddess N expects me to look my best when i post something, since i, at least in an indirect sense, reflect on Her whenever i do.

As i already mentioned i am caged, and expect to be for some time.  Goddess says i will have to earn my release, but then keeps talking about setting a personal record for being caged, and that’s a ways off. 

There i am (at right) with my cage firmly in place. It is not pleasant, for sure, after awhile but i know what’s expected. And i am resigned to a life of being a caged sissy slave. Caged in cold hard steel.

This sissy is getting quite spread out and loose with all the stretching exercises (fucking lol) that i have been doing. i use plugs for my self fulfillment. They really stretch me out because of the way plugs are shaped. But they also hurt like a bitch when they go in and then again when they are pulled out.

Come to think about it, the big ones hurt when i try to hold them in me as well. lo So they hurt-at least until i get all loose and wet. Yes just like a girl. After working my pugs in and out of me long enough i actually get all wet myself and it feels so so good. Lately, i have spent hours at a time just ramming my plugs in and out of me. In fact, i have become so spread out, Nitrilla would be proud of me, that the plug that i had in me actually began to disappear, butt end and all into my hole. i had to reach into my sissy pussy to pry the plug out of me. i felt like i had to pry myself mentally to get it out a well it felt so delicious.

In fact, on two of the eight days i actually was so hot to get these plugs, and whatever else i could find sometimes into me that i found myself getting dressed and plugged twice!

TweetAs my followers  may recall, Goddess Nikki is vacationing in Las Vegas. On Wednesday afternoon i was alone and decided that i needed to be fucked i have become so hot in my cage. Since, obviously there is no one handy to take care of me i have to do the job myself. And quite a job it has become since i need it often it seems these days. Since i must always dress the part, i got all dolled up and planned to take some pics to post for Goddess Nikki’s amusement.

Suddenly the phone rang. It was Goddess N wanting to Face Time with me right that instant. She was be bobbin around Vegas and wanted to check in on me. She had texted me from the Vegas Post Office because She was checking my Post Office addy to return my hard drive to me. When i mentioned i was all dolled up see said “I want to see, I’m gonna call on face time.” And She did, right that second. This is how She found me dressed.

She was a little surprised to find me dressed like this since it was the middle of the day. She laughed out loud when She saw me, but i know that She likes me dressed like this. Quite frankly, i’m not sure She really believed me when i mentioned in my text that i was “all dolled up” in my text. While She was at it, She asked me to show Her my chastity. She was happy to see that my stick was safe and secure and not able to get it or me into trouble. Now don’t everyone write me and tell me these are not face time pics. These are a representation of what Goddess Nikki saw and did take screen shots of. The problem with those are that in face time pics, just like Skype and other medias taking a screen shot shows both people, and Goddess N claimed that She was not up to Her usual Goddess standards after running around all day and wasn’t allowing anything showing Her to be posted. lol She looked great as always, but She was quite casual. i see Her like that, but y’all don’t get to.

She couldn’t wait for WebGod to come out of the Post Office show She could show me to him. He sees Goddess N’s handy work from time to time and he not judgmental about me, just gets a kick out of the fact that Goddess Nikki is having fun. The story of krissy’s hard drive and it being lugged around Vegas for a few days is a story for another blog and since Goddess N and WebGod Mike were ready to resume their vacay they let me go.

And while simply resume their normal life doing whatever, i was left more would up than i had been after my Goddess got done telling me that i was going to meet Her in Vegas so She could trick me out personally. Had some nice out of the way places, perfectly for a little tranny like me, that She was going to drag me too. lol i took my pics but i seriously needed to be fucked, and fucked by something big. So after taking my pics that will get posted on my web, i fucked myself hard, using a big plug rather than a slender and more easily inserted standard dildo, off and on for a couple hours. Below are the results in a couple of last pics.

This plug is a pretty good size. It measures just a tad under eight inches long and just under a three inch width at its widest point. It can clearly be seen in the last pic above how it spreads my sissy hole!

TweetAs we left our gurl, she was a damsel in distress. Distress because her Goddess was in a monetary funk. As any good gurl knows, our main purpose is to keep our owner happy, Obviously, i failed. i should kind of anticipated this, knowing my Goddess as well as i do.  Kind of reminds me of the time i sent something to Her in what She termed an old yellowed envelope. Always distressing when She’s disappointed. but it is at times like these that one must remember that a sissy’s life is only about pleasing our owner and make Her life easier.

Therefore, after careful consideration, shown at left, i decided to do what a sissy should always do, Take it up the ass, and admit i was wrong. And in this case that means send more money. i need to try to make Goddess Nikki happy. So, after doing my due diligence regarding my bank balance, i had to drain krissy’s bank account because i was not prepared as i should have been.

TweetNo, not that package. Why would a Goddess like Goddess Nikki want that. She has that worthless stick caged and out of the way. Working against me, in fact. What i am talking about is my package, well two packages, i sent. Still forgot to put the gum i had purchased in either package, so you can see that i am out of practice doing these things.

Guess what i sent, especially in package number two (sounds like Let’s Make a Deal) was okay because She didn’t register any complaints. Except that the shampoo and conditioner wasn’t there. But i ordered it from Amazon and should arrive today, as well. She was not, however, at all happy with the amount of money i sent. This was total surprise to me. We had talked about a target amount. But i goes it shouldn’t have been to someone who has been serving as long as i. What surprise is there in getting exactly what i mentioned. What Woman doesn’t like to be surprised.  And element of surprise often sounds like no extra effort went into Her. thought i had done a great job and was feeling so good about myself. And i  should have known better. Sometimes, it sux to be a slave, sissy or otherwise. That’s why they call it slavery, i guess. Now instead of feeling good, i am left with a feelings  of despair. So, as i close out this day i feel somewhat trapped i want to please my Goddess, but it’s hard to do what She wants sometimes.. But even though it can be difficult at times i actually live to do them for Her.

TweetFinally got the travel items to Goddess N, Took two tries, but i got them to Her. One more last minute thing She needed that i had to overnight Her through Amazon, but i got that out this morning. Just one thing left. Most important to Goddess Nikki. The extra money She uses for whatever. It’s pay day, so to speak. Can’t quite, at this point, do what She’s used to, but i always do my best. my chastity helps see to it.  Hopefully, as i pick up steam here going forward, i can do better.

Whatever i am able to do, my cage helps my performance. It sure, as hell, got me up and willing to run around the past few days to assemble the items for Goddess Nikki. It took a lot of walking around to get things together and it was a little difficult, at times, to hobble around. lol  Worse is at night after i over do it. But it’s part of showing my devotion, and it’s worth it. i suppose that most of the things could have been bought and sent online, but where is the sport in that?  And Goddess gave me a list involving several stores. But my cage also helps with the money, and other credit card purchases. Even when i can’t send as much as i want, and Goddess N may deserves, my chastity again sees to it that i send as much as possible. The cage seems to get tighter, much like when i get teased or otherwise turned on and my stick swells up.

TweetToday i was desperate to get the items i missed in my first package to Goddess Nikki in time for Her trip. i realized after i looked at the pic of what i sent that that i missed two things. Later during our nightly phone call with my Goddess i mentioned that i missed a couple of things. When i said what i missed, some special condoms and some chocolate She likes, She said that those might be the most important things of all. Her chocolate and Her sex. i knew i was going to make sure that She got these before She left.

This is probably my most important function. Tending to Her pleasure. Now what could be more important than sexual service to my Goddess. Next, chocolate, known as a sexual aphrodisiac of sorts, is also a major player in pleasure for a lot of Women. So i went out to get both items to send to my Goddess. Tried to do it on the Q T as most of us would like, by sneaking through the U scan with this odd combination. But NO!! There was some type of magnetic locking device on the condoms that automatically called for an attendant. Not the end of the world for krissy. i have been forced to by a lot weirder things, mostly things Women, or a sissy, would use. At least these were for a guy.  But Goddess Nikki still got a kick out of the attendant’s having to come over and personally scan the item. and my having to deal with it. But i did get the package in the mail and it should be delivered in time.

TweetThat’s always the way i put it when i would send Goddess Nikki a package and wanted to let Her know it was coming. Well, today i sent Her a package containing things She would need while She’s traveling—plus some other beauty products that She snuck in Her list. lol That’s fine side i send most of Her beauty products anyway, At least i try to. So today i sent Her things for Her upcoming Las Vegas trip

At the left are the contents of the package is sent today. Magazines and smokes are pack of things, obviously. This is the first package that i have been able to send in over a year, when i was house bound with my medical issues. Now that i am able, it is time i got back to doing what i do. Namely serve Goddess Nikki by doing what i can to help make things a little easier for Her.It was good to be able to get back into things, but i can see that it is going to take a little while to get up to full speed. For one thing, i am still weak and it is still hard for me to get around. Exhausted, and sore, at night after doing the running around. But it’s so worth it to help Goddess Nikki’s life easier. i also see, too however, that i am out of practice, because while looking at this pic, i noticed that i left out two very important things. Fortunately, i still have time to correct the situations by sending out another package tomorrow, which will still get there on time if i get right on it. More on that tomorrow. Being a sissy slave is not easier at times. It takes a lot of work!