TweetNoticed on Twitter the other day that Goddess Nikki was talking to a slave wanna-be. Yes, that’s right. Goddess Nikki is on Twitter, and one can receive Her updates, keep up with Her activities, and see Her tweets by following @EroticNikki.  And on this particular day She was attempting to explain to this fantasy slave what is involved in serving Her. What She expects. That there must be a total committment. And lastly She was explaining about punishments.

The slave (and i call him that for ease of writing as he obviously had no clue what was involved) was fasciniated by this slave being punishment. She was explaining, as best as one can in 140 characters or less that tweets allow. Punishment, She said, was necessary to insure that the slave always gave the best effort possible. She went on to explain that even with a well trained slave, like me, (that made me feel great) that i had to be punished from time to time. That’s why i was so well trained now. What Goddess Nikki said next, i’m sure, was beyond this slave’s understanding, at that point of his life’s journey, but was very enlightening about not only the subject of punishment, but also is illustrative about what it takes to serve Goddess Nikki.

Although i’ve mentioned it before, i haven’t really said much else about the fact tht i’m plugged.  As i’m sure everyone who knows me, by now knows that i am a chastity slave. After being caged long enough i was re-trained to use fuckhole. Then when i began to really like and need my hold filed, Goddess Nikki plugged me so that i could no longer satisfy myself by fucking my hole either. It took about a month to work up to being permanently plugged. She really teased me through the process of learning to be plugged until i just thrived on it. i began to feel, and still feel, that Goddess Nikki has a direct link to my most sexual area and in my mind. It’s for all that watch Star Trek, like being part of the collective. Although this collective is sexual, and it’s all good. All should seek to be assimilated.

But the point i’m trying to make is that it took a total committment to do this for my Goddess. i never thought i could do it really, and it was a struggle. But Goddess Nikki demanded it, and simply expected that i would not only do it for Her, but want to do it for Her. And like it, if She told me i did. She was right. i just can’t disappoint Her in any way. It means so much to me that She is happy with my effort. She really does enjoy Her control over Her subbies and me in particular. Likes to see to what lengths i will go to actually prove my devotion.So i struggled through the process until now i thrive on being plugged. i’m proud of being caged and plugged for Goddess Nikki.

Now back to the slave punishment, my Goddess was trying to explain to this would be slave. Sometimes She still has to punish me if i “fuck up” as She calls it. Then She went on to explain to this poor newbie trying to grasp it all that now She actually can punishe me by making me remove the plug for a few days. It’s that paradox that all true submissives seek. If we have a full committment and have allowed our owners to take control of our minds we cannot bear the thought of the absence of their voices in our heads. Goddess Nikki is that special Woman who can and does take that control. Not by force, but by one’s own desire to please Her.