TweetTomorrow is the big day. i have not been allowed to have a stroking O for over six months. i am so hot. So horny for that privlege that i can hardly wait.  It is pretty hard, though, to simply stand before a cam and stroke to orgasm even when one has been experiencing normal O’s. But to do it under these circumstances is frieightening. i am so nervous i can harly stand it. i have to be reaslly despesperate, even addicted to pleasing my Goddess to even be willing to do this type of public show of slutty desperation. Nitrilla, too, even laughs about how desperate i am to stroke for Her like this at the direction of my Goddess. Menawhile both Goddess Nikki and Nitrilla maintain a normal and full sex life while i am kept in a state of constant pathetic desperation. Very madening—and very hot!

i want so badly to put on a good show for Nitrilla. She likes me to dance for Her, of course.  So i will do a strip show to the music that i have assembled for this particular ocassion. i really want to put on a good show, first, because She deserves it. Second, if my slutty strip is hot enough, Nitrill will eventually strip down enough Herself, to expose Her lucious melons and her beautiful hot cock, so She can stroke it to what are always the most incredible orgasms that one could witness. She is absolutely awesome when She reaches the plateau of one of Her screaming Os. It’s fantastic to watch the cum ooze from Her cock and imagine myself licking it all up. i love Nitrilla and Her gorgeous cock and love my goddess for making sure that mt sex life is structured properly for a subbie like me.