TweetLove lounging by the pool, and recently with my new emboldened attitude, created mostly by Goddess Nikki’s carrot and stick methodology lately, i decided that it was time for me to shoot some pics out there. Show Goddess N that i am trying to babe different and creative, i.e. entertaining to Her.

She appreciates my efforts when i do something that shows some nerve, with an edge to it. Soon, here i am poolside just hanging’ out relaxing. 

The scene has been perfect. Nice sunny weather, Not a cloud in the sky. Just a hot sunny summer day.

The pool has been super clear nd clean, i’d say pristine almost, all summer long. Beautiful to swim in and i have taken advantage of it numerous times. 

i have been getting in and paddling around all summerr to cool off and try to build up strength.Being careful, of course, not to ruin my makeup. lol

In spite of the cool water and the summer breezes, however, i have not been able to cool down any. i cannot stop thinking about Goddess Nikki and anticipating the incredible video clip  She will do when She gets around to it

Take a look at my straining cock against the cage Goddess Nikki says i will wear for life. my stick is so swollen in its cage and i can’t stop thinking about my Goddess, and what is to cum.

This new chapter in our lives together is really making me as hot as i was as a new sissy. It makes me want to get out and exhibit to all that i am a sissy owned by Goddess Nikki. To entertain Her and make Her feel proud to own me, hopefully.

What is making me so hot is that Goddess Nikki is going to, when She gets time, and is in the right mood, of course, a video clip that is the one that i have been working toward all these going-on ten years. Going down this particular an owned slave, and i do mean owned has to be trusted enough and loyal enough and perhaps worthy, even enough, to be allowed to see.  A clip i have waited my whole life for really. In my last post i allowed everyone to see, in a very up close picture, my hot stick.  Since then it has stayed that way, sometime worse. and though my intention her is to publicly entertain Goddess N, i thought a dip in the pool would help my situation. 

As you can see, it did not. A dip in the pool provided no relief for my swollen stick, bring to break its steel cage. To get to this point, i decided to make that total final commitment and provide Goddess Nikki with her own credit card. A credit card that She doesn’t have to pay for, of course. But a credit card that gives the freedom to do whatever She wants with my money. Without, of course, needing to bother with me, when She deems it necessary.  That, too, has kept me attentive. I need to make money to keep up with Her expenditures, and it has, i am surprised to say, contributed to my current situation.  

But my re-newed energy has made me willing to try my hardest to amuse Her, and to direct some attention to Her, the straw that stirs my drink for sure!!

So stayed turned, here and on my clips4sale store in the coming days  to see how i attempt to deal with it. Thank You so much Goddess for giving me direction and making me realize who and what i’ve become. All i know is that She’s got me so hot i can’t stop thinking about Her, and i don’t know what i will do to quench this thirst.