Tweet“WELCOME to your new life,” was the way Goddess Nikki put it when She announced, out of the clear blue, that i was going to remain locked for the rest of my life. If you have followed my recent exploits i was instructed to produce an entertainment video for Goddess Nikki’s use when entertaining guests. For that project i was unlocked so that i could stroke and cum. When i finished my production i was to re-lock. That order was a bit unexpected but i, of course complied.

When we were talking on the phone a few nights ago, She said that She had decided to keep me locked up for now on. That i was to be caged for the rest of my life. She did care how it affected me, physically or mentally, that was how it was going to be. Guess i shouldn’t have been totally shocked, as She has hinted a number of times different ways i could be permanently locked, but now She was doing it. It was just that simple. She knew i would complied as i am totally trained to need Her and want and need Her direction. She also told me that the O i head just experienced in my video for Her. The same O that ended with this subbie eating her own cum, that the only orgasms i would have from now on were “sissygasms”  These, for those who don’t know, are experienced anally. By putting something up me, and getting myself so worked up, that i cum that way.

Nitrilla, who has sadly gone missing, always tried to spread my hole.  She had said, and i suppose Her attitude was why my Goddess let me play with Her, that i was so submissive that i should never get out of my cage. In the meantime, And She got me to open my hole. She loved to watch me shove hugh things up me on cam (see my earlier blog posts)  and then compare Her tight butt to my open, and usually dripping ass. Goddess N loved to see the pictures of the event and and also loved the results. Apparently now that the preliminaries (Goddess N hates to be bothered with initial training) are out of the way, She will take over from here and finish what She started out to do nine long years ago. Namely to make me want and need to achieve my orgasms by using only my hole—just like any other girl.

i didn’t realize, obviously, that this was going to happen or i would have taken more advantage of my recent release.  But in any event i am now caged “for life.”

So here i am, the next day, after i was out by the pool taking pics to amuse Her. Hard to think about being constantly caged with no relief except by taking something in me.