TweetI have started working out again, trying after all those months of being laid up,to get back into shape/ For health reasons, of course, but also to be able to do cam shows. I used to do them all the time. Some for Goddess N, and a bunch for Nitrilla. Did a few at the old We Whip Ass Site, in their chat room facility for all the Dommes there. Pretty scary, and pretty awesome. lol Even did a few for some public chat rooms. Chat room in free cyber space. Free to anyone who happened in there. Pretty wild stuff, and i will talk about some of it in the future. But now i’m trying to round into form

I enjoy, i guess, the edgy aspects of being live on cam where anything can happen. Maybe more on some of that in the future. But first things first, getting into shape. It takes an incredible amount of energy to do one of my strip shows. Especially after being laid up for the better part of two years. But when Goddess Nikki said that She  and WebGod Mike, wanted to see how i was progressing i suddenly had the incentive to get myself in shape.

So here i am doing what i probably do best. Stripping off my clothes, in this case a tight pucker knit dress, and shacking my sissy ass.

Eventually i was down to my bra and panties. My bra,, panties and my chastity, which i’ve now been wearing for a few months.

The chastity, of course, fuels the fire inside me. And as i said previously, this cold steel device is primitive in many ways, and i think that’s what makes it so hot! Goddess Nikki continues to tease and interact with me. Partially by providing me with thing keep me hot, like Her dirty panties and pantyhose She has worn forever, including before and after sex.  And then also dangling the carrot, or is it a shoe in our case. She tells me about how She is going to cam with me, for openers. There’s more, an as time goes on i’ll talk about it. But for our purposes here, i just want to say how incredible hot it is, how hot this sissy is in my service to this fantastic Goddess. i think about Her all of the time. It gets me to do things that perhaps i wouldn’t ordinarily do. lol i’m sure any sissy reading this will agree that this is the kind of life we signed up for. i find myself sending more tributes, spending more time and putting in a lot of effort to please Her. i always try to do my best. But my best is undoubtedly better when i’m all heated up all the time.

So as i close out this edition of my blog i find myself hot and horny, but caged. It’s obviously what i deserve, since that’s how my Goddess is keeping me, It gets even a disciplined subbie like me so worked up tat sometimes i feel like i’m going to implode under the ever restraining weight of it all. Often i imagine various encounter with my Goddess.  Ones that She has told me are sure to follow.

Stay turned for how this all plays itself out! And all of the sissies and sissy-wanna-bes, as they often say in Forced Woman Magazine,this is how you end up if you’re not careful.