TweetThanks to the awesomeness of Goddess Nikki i have been allowed to touch myself for the first time in a long time. It has been a lot of fun and much needed. It has also been a learning and enlightening experience as well! It is obviously something all those aspire to  do. Stroke. lol And i certainly had enough time and chances to have fun as well as remember what i was missing.That may be the engine that drives the chastity train. Those learned in these endeavors will understand what i mean.

But it was also a learning experience. i had no idea how much all of this has taken a toll on my normal ability to get hard as i used to nor be able to stroke easily without cumin. i suppose d that is the effect intended by a Domme. Since i didn’t have to film anything this time i could just stroke whenever. But as i’ve already said, it took, as Bailey Jay once put it, getting all dolled up to jerk off. lol Buti was dress the past week already, so i really needed to step it up a notch to get the same effect. Here is the result

Look at me! Could i get any more sissified than a ruffled dress? With the cute flower on the top. Very cute.Matching blue shoes. Even my wig is blue.

i love to totally match everything i am wearing. And my make-up here is perfect. dIt used to be that nail polishes other than reds, pink, and silver tones were the only things easy to find. But now days anything goes so the blue nail polish is easy. But that’s not enough for this gal.

Take a look at my sexy feet (right) and check out my gorgeous toes with my sexy long painted toenails. Hands match, of course. my face was a little harder with the blue lips, but thanks to Goddess N i found a lip collections with many of the more uncommon colors. Colors that actually go on bright and bold for once.

Eventually, i stripped off my skirt and top to show off my cami and a cute pair of matching shear thong panties. Awesome, and a turn on all the way down to my toes, This re-cede and trained sissy I can now perhaps be stroke myself to a delightful almost O

The whole experience left feeling a little better, but a little worried about the direction my sexual identity is taking. Left me wondering if eventually i will be capable of too much, craving instead that my hole be filed. Didn’t realize where all of this could lead. All at the whim and for the amusement of Goddess Nikki. Thank You Goddess. Don’t forget my tumblr spot for more.