TweetA few days ago Goddess Nikki were on the phone when somehow the we started talking about plugging, i.e. putting a butt plug into one’s sissy hole. <giggle> As some may recall krissy was permanently plugged for about two years straight. Then suddenly Goddess Nikki released me for a time before my medical problems scuttled everything. As i mentioned last time, that my medical condition changed me and i should be doing some of the things i had before.  In any event, during our phone conversation Goddess N got the idea that i was fit to handle a full time plug but was not doing the things i had previously even though i was capable, so She told me that i should quit being a titty baby and re-insert my plug on a permanent basis. And when i was whining about it, that seemed to re-affirm Her position about my being changed by my medical trauma.

As one may guess, i knew that i needed to show Her i was again serious about serving Her and decided to get dolled up, of course, but to fully dress as i always did before my interruption got in the way of everything.

So here i am in a tight pucker knit skirt and a nice silk blouse. Fuck, i love dressing slutty. Can there be anything that screams slut more than a tight skirt.  And i am so lucky that i can wear this kind of stuff. My Goddess loves me dressing this way. If y’all will recall, She originally started out by dressing me all frilly like. In fact there are a bunch of “Frilly Friday” galleries posted on my web site. But She soon decided that i was best suited to become a slut. And I began dressing, and relishing, the part. Nothing makes me feel sexier–and hotter–than dressing hot and edgy. Unless, of course, it is stripping those clothes off. lol 

So here i am, Goddess stripping down for You, as well as everyone else looking on. Goddess N has been feeling that i am not making Her a proper priority as i used to. The goal here is to show Her that i am, indeed, thinking properly, i.e. as Goddess Nikki’s sissy bitch. And to Honor You, Goddess, i am, as always, revealing myself, but being a little more elaborate about it.

Recently, too, i have been practicing my dancing. She would like me to resume doing cam shows. i used to do live strip shows on cam. Thinks i could make some money for Her. i have a nice elaborate staging area and tons of clothes i can wear. What do you think, do i look good enough yet to become a sissy stripper?

But lets not forget what i am really talking about today, getting re-plugged. Plugged 24/7. Do any of you really know what that means. It means that i can never stop think about Goddess Nikki. i am constantly prodded and reminded. Beside reminding me of Her and who i am, it turns me on. It turns me on to be all spread out and open to please Her. It gets me hot as well. And when a sissy is hot and bothered she becomes, obviously, more motivated to be who she is. Namely a sissy bitch. i really want Goddess Nikki to be proud of Her bitch. But i also want Her to find the experience of owning a sissy bitch to be a turn on as well. my desperation to please, the power exchange, the fact that i can hardly stand it i am so hot. It becomes almost like a chicken and the egg thing. Is the fact that i am so hot and bothered the reason that i do it all, or is it the fact that i am willing to do it all that gets me so wound up.

So in an effort to please Her my cam shows used to many times include a good view of things up my butt, as Bailey Jay would put it. When i am plugged constantly it is way harder to resist that urge i get to please Her, and showing my plugging while i am with someone during my live cams, and even here on the net is part of being a sissy bitch to an incredible Goddess, a beautiful Goddess, a very sexy Goddess, a Goddess who has maintain a successful internet business for over a decade, takes time and much effort, and my plugging, and of course, being caged helps me do that. Thank You, Goddess for caging and plugging me. i really don’t like it like some secretly do. i used to be one of them. But after being caged for the better part of a decade, as B.B. King put it, the thrill is gone. Now it is just a struggle with all of the extra care, the pinching and hurting at times, and the constant frustration. It could be worse, i suppose. Goddess Nikki could be one who is constantly taunting  me. lol Maybe i’m being Brare Rabbit here. lol again But i realize that there are those of us in the world who both need and deserve to be caged—and plugged—at all times. So i want to Thank my Goddess Erotic Nikki for recognizing this and insisting that i be caged. i have not been allowed to cum, and have been caged, for over 220 days now. It is really hard, and somewhat boring at times, to be so restrained. Being Her bitch is not always a pleasant fun game. But being Hers is what it’s all about really.

So i’m back and ready to fulfill my apparent destiny of being used for and by this incredible Woman. So for a fun time, as they used to write on the wall of phone booths (and i showing my age with that), please feel free to get in touch with me @KrissyTannen,  e-mail me here, or contact Goddess @EroticNikki