TweetJUST CAN’T HELP MYSELF.  It seems that being caged and then being teased by Goddess Nikki has left me helpless. i just can’t stop thinking about Her or my need to get some relief. Because i can’t get all dolled up and jerk off as Bailey Jay, a TS Women, taking the net by storm, once put it on twitter. So as everyone knows who reads my blog i have been trained by Goddess N to think in a different direction.

So for the eighth time in the last eleven days i founds my self getting all dolled up, but not  to jerk off, but rather to get something in my hole. Goddess N expects me to look my best when i post something, since i, at least in an indirect sense, reflect on Her whenever i do.

As i already mentioned i am caged, and expect to be for some time.  Goddess says i will have to earn my release, but then keeps talking about setting a personal record for being caged, and that’s a ways off. 

There i am (at right) with my cage firmly in place. It is not pleasant, for sure, after awhile but i know what’s expected. And i am resigned to a life of being a caged sissy slave. Caged in cold hard steel.

This sissy is getting quite spread out and loose with all the stretching exercises (fucking lol) that i have been doing. i use plugs for my self fulfillment. They really stretch me out because of the way plugs are shaped. But they also hurt like a bitch when they go in and then again when they are pulled out.

Come to think about it, the big ones hurt when i try to hold them in me as well. lo So they hurt-at least until i get all loose and wet. Yes just like a girl. After working my pugs in and out of me long enough i actually get all wet myself and it feels so so good. Lately, i have spent hours at a time just ramming my plugs in and out of me. In fact, i have become so spread out, Nitrilla would be proud of me, that the plug that i had in me actually began to disappear, butt end and all into my hole. i had to reach into my sissy pussy to pry the plug out of me. i felt like i had to pry myself mentally to get it out a well it felt so delicious.

In fact, on two of the eight days i actually was so hot to get these plugs, and whatever else i could find sometimes into me that i found myself getting dressed and plugged twice!