TweetThis past week Goddess Nikki got me all wound up during a phone call. This wasn’t as hard as it would be but for my now ever present chastity cage. Most of the time we talk about general personal news, girly stuff and, of course, i little gossip, as two girls will do. Don’t get me wrong, i am always Her sissy slave, but sometimes She just needs to be a girl, too. lol But the fact is that i am very turned-on and horny being caged as i am. As i have re-gained my strength, Goddess Nikki seized on that moment to cage me.
If you are a reader of my blog, you will recall that Goddess Nikki recently shot a video “especially 4 me” This clip was fucking hot and as really affected me. When this subject came up, She turned the conversation to a more frank discussion of my current state and what a sissy subbie i am again becoming. It wasn’t long before i was talking about how i loved the nice long look She allowed me of Her beautiful backside. i began to babble about how i would love to kneel behind Her one day when we meet and kiss, lick and otherwise worship Her inviting sexy hole, to show Her how i felt about Her, and to end up being used as Her chair by sitting on my face. i want to feel Her grinding Herself on my face and otherwise be used as She sees fit. It was very humiliating to admit to Her directly how much i needed Her ass hole. It seems when one starts concentrating on the ass hole of one’s Goddess it may be getting close to the ultimate show that one is there to serve and worship every part of Her body.
So the next day i absolutely needed sex. Of course, to me sex now consists of fucking my own hole. Also, as some of you probably know no sissy, at lease no trained and owned sissy, should be playing with any of her tis unless she gets all dolled up first. Thus you see me dressed as i am above.
This resulted in a severe case of blue balls. If you look close at the pic on the left you can see my big fat filled balls sticking out of my girly panties. They don’t quite fit in because of my lusting the previous night after Goddess N’s fucking sexy ass!
It wasn’t look after i took these first pictures that i pulled down my panties and began fucking myself with my plugs. Often i use the plugs, instead of my dildos, because they hurt each time they go in, and each time they come out—until they get me so hot they my hole loosens up and great fully accepts them. By the time i’m done it feels so good to ram them in me spreading my hole not only for Goddess Nikki’s amusement but as a way to control me and my lusty desires.
i decided, in my lust filled state to take some selfies of my big blue balls and post them on twitter (you should follow me thee) to honor my Goddess. One after the other for the rest of the day, with a number of people, followers and tweeps at large, commenting on them and my pathetic state. Don’t care. i love my Goddess and She should be honored by showing the world how you have been trained by Her. i am so lucky She has taken Her time to train me properly.
