TweetGuess What! After years of service, Goddess Erotic Nikki is allowing me to see a special custom video clip made especially for me! As we all know, Goddess Nikki is quite classy in Her approach to what She does. She is a fetish queen, who commands the respect-and desire-of all who support Her. She doesn’t, nor does She have to, produce anything graphic, of course, nor does She even have to grant extended views of Her beautiful body. A glimpse here, maybe another one there. But for Her long serving sissy slave She makes an exception. So i am waiting for a custom video clip made especially for me. One that is a bit more revealing, shall we say.
So i am excited to say the least. And whenever i am excited. especially sexually excited, i end up dressing. Getting all dolled up, or perhaps recently it’s all slutty with my bra and panties only look.
You’ll notice that i am standing. Haven’t been able to do any picture taking that way since the onset of my medical problems. But i am on the mend and recovering nicely and am finally able to do more. Regaining my muscle tone and strength. Loved the black and white look, if i do say so myself, and i found myself becoming more turned on as i contemplated the movie clip from Goddess Nikki. Probably one reason that She is allowing me this privilege just now is the recent re-introduction of chastity into my life. 
The picture to the right shows me with my new chastity device. Goddess Nikki has wanted me to be re-caged for awhile, but the medical issues have made that impossible. And since, as i have said so many times before, Goddess Nikki is safe and sane so She realized that i could not be caged. But re-introducing the device, i’m sure, perhaps had something to do with Goddess Nikki allowing me this incredible opportunity to see this clip.
In the meantime, i find that i need to deal with some of my pent up sissy heat, so i decide to shoot a video clip of my own. Don’t know if it’s a legitimate vid clip or just an excuse to use my big plugs. lol But in this clip i stretch myself out by using my plugs, while contemplating Goddess Nikki’s special clip. Might not be an elaborate story line for sure, but the viewer get’s to see me fuck my hole. Just like old times. Below are a couple of pics from the up coming video.
The slutty clip, and that’s all it is, starts out (left) with me noting how hot i am with the anticipation of being allowed the privilege of seeing this clip made especially for me. Of course, see above right, this clips soon morphs into a love fest with the plugs Goddess Nikki has taught me to love. i have been serving Goddess Nikki for eight years now. And it is because of my devoted service (and i am totally devoted to Her) She shares Her raw absolute beauty with me in pics or clips. They are a reward for my efforts in serving Her. And although i know that these pics and clips strengthen Her hold over me when i am allowed to see them, i can’t help myself. Goddess Nikki is so beautiful, and to be allowed to see that beauty is something for which i can’t thank Her enough. She is so sexy and knows, it seems, just which buttons to push with Her personal sissy slave that i just get enough of Her. It always makes me realizes that She is the kind of Woman who deserves special treatment. In fact, the best treatment and effort i can give. i am so lucky to serve Her. Thank You, Goddess!