TweetSpoke with Goddess Nikki on the phone for almost three hours tonight. We get along really well. i suppose that a lot of that has to do with the fact that i know who i am-her sissy bitch-and i know my place-at Her feet. She was showing me that on Her iphone She receives my texts and phone calls as “My sissy bitch.” lol  Perfect, as that’s what i am.

We/we talk often and about many things. Her web content, and mine for one thing. What types of things that have been posted on web sites as well as Clips 4 Sale. i am working on re-inventing my web site, and the re-work is about completed and i am about ready to start promoting it. The purpose of it, of course, is to demonstrate, publically, my devotion to Her, amuse Her and humiliating and embarrass me. She tests me often to see if i will do what She orders. And it is all posted right here on this site.

This time, however, We/we also discussed my situation in life at this point. The fact that i have now been caged over 230 days this time around. How that makes my woman stick almost useless at this point. Usually i don’t say much about this fact, but this time i was explaining how useless my stick has become, but She doesn’t think that is of any importance as i don’t need to be using it for anything anyway. Was reminded that the first clip i downloaded from Her store was about Her desire to have Her slaves become cock sluts.

Obviously, Nitrilla has had a big impact. i have grown to absolutely love Her cock and why not. For the past several i have been entertaining Her so that She would be worked up enough to get Her long hard stick out and stroke it. Usually She has a hugh O and then teases me. For the past several years the only time i have been allowed to cum is when i am with Her and Her cock. So it is no suprise that i have developed a craving for cocks.

i tried to explain to Her that i am becoming concerned about all of this. She just said that She needs to find a cock for me to service in real time. What’s next?