TweetWishing all a Very Merry Christmas!  For many of us, this is the best day of the year,  The giving–and the receiving lol.  All the festivities, the get togethers, and the time away from work.  It’s a special time of each year.  Want to wish Goddess Erotic Nikki a very special day, as well as Her family, which iu have all got to know over the years. To acknowledge the day, and maybe to promote my latest update-lol-here are a few Chrismas pics to mark the day and show off my big sock.

As one can see, this sock is big enough to fit inside. So i decided it would make a nice picture.  It also gave me the idea for a new video clip update for my clips4sale store!

In the video clip i also climb into the sock,wondered what it would be like to wake up Christmas morning with your stocking stuffed with a real stocking stuffer. Your very own fuck doll. Dressed more appropriate for such a toy (but you get the idea), i mention the benefits  and then demonstrate, in one of my more graphic displays of fucking and sucking you’ll seed. Check out my  latest update at my clips store.

TweetChristmas Eve is the best night of the year.  Some think even better than Christmas itself, What with all the anticipation of the next day, and the next day’s gifts, with everybody getting together and everything that goes with the biggest day of the year.  Also as our followers know, i spent all kinds of time and effort  trying to get Goddess Nikki’s gifts together and get them to Her. So it was more than a bit irritating when UPS totally screwed up the delivery and separated the two boxes i had sent into separate deliveries. One of which arrived on time, oddly enough the big box i sent, while the smaller one will now be delivered on Tuesday.  i will not point, and further, Christmas Eve by winning about how incompetent UPS, and this particular clerk were.  Rather, i will just say here that it was a tremendous disappointment and spend this time  rather to have krissy claus show y’all and my Goddess the entire array of gifts i sent that She should be opening on Christmas morning,.

So here i am, Krissy Claus getting all my gifts together For Goddess Nikki. You can see packages of various sizes and shapes, along with a big Christmas stocking. And although it isn’t exactly hung by the chimney, it is filled with gifts and goodies.  The kind of goodies that are the favorites of Goddess N, and as i mentioned to Her. Krissy Claus fee;s that each stocking must be made especially for its recipient. So i hope She likes it, and these other gifts, both now and when the rest of them get to Her. Can’t wait to see Her reaction to all the gifts i sent.

And although there was a lot of time and effort that always goes into Christmas. The gifts the video clips i do, plus this blog, there is something else these days that i always try to do, and that;s make sure Her credit card gets caught up and paid down.

So i want to send Her this gift of giving as well, and She would know how much got paid on Her card—and so She could go out gambling tonight. It a Goddess Way to spend Christmas Eve. Hopefully She’ll be happy with all my effort, including my financial effort. lol

TweetWell its getting pretty near to Christmas Day.   The best day of the year! And it is time for krissyclaus to be delivering her Christmas packages to Goddess Nikki> So i have got them all bundled up in my sack–well, at least the kind of sack krissyclau has to use.

So here i am just prior to getting to my sleigh lol the UPS truck. Just hoping that i can lift the packages around both getting them there and getting them to my elf, i.e. the postal clerks.

Here’s a close up of my task. Actually worried about getting them in the car and into the UPS office. Since i’ve been injured i’m not at able to do these things as i used to be. In any event, there is always one driving force that keeps me motivated and gets me going.

See it? The motivator? It’s just visible underneath my hiked up skirt. What else is new? Seems my skirt is always hiked up and y’all know that i’m always caged.

Hope Goddes Nikki likes them. It costs a bundle to send them, especially with guaranteed service. As always, i am on pins and needles hoping She likes. There is, as i am sure She knows, another thing i’ll do in honor of the holiday, as well.

Merry Christmas, Goddess!!

TweetWant to wish a Happy Turkey Day to everyone.  All of you reading my blog or following me on Twitter. And especially Goddess Nikki on this day which is rather special to us.  It was Thanksgiving many years ago when i sent Goddess N my first Thanksgiving Day card, an Internet card of sorts, which started a tradition that We/we have had ever since. Some of you may recall the story since i’ve told it before, but on this day, in an attempt to grab Her attention, i made an internet car, by getting a close up picture of the card i wanted to use and then had it morph into a picture gallery.  The card was a funny one about the turkey getting up set when he realized he was going to be stuffed.  Since stuffing the bird was the theme of the card it wa also the theme of my photo gallery.  Over the years the photo gallery gallery turned into a video shoot, And i now post those clips at my clips4 sale store.

Since in my first photo gallery i dressed as as an Indian for a traditional feel, i still do that each year. And here is the setting for my video this year

This bird started out this clip by explaining a little of the Thanksgiving tradition which has evolved while i displayed some of the past items i have used to stuff the bird. Actually demonstrating technique involved in preparing our bird for dinner. and showing me getting stuffed with them.

But a big part of the tradition in continuing to amuse Goddess N is that each year i have managed to use something bigger to stretch myself wider. And this year i have come up with this monster you see me holding to the left.  In this video clip, after stuffing myself with other stuffing material, actually getting some of the ingredients all the way in my until they disappear, i manage to get this big thing up me for nice widening, effect.

So fi you want to see this bird get really stretched out then check out my latest installment in this Thanksgiving series now posted on my clips store. You can navigate right to this Thanksgiving treat by clicking on it’s image displayed at the left hand side bar. You can also check all the clips at my clips store by clicking the link at the top of this page

TweetAutumn is the perfect season, metaphorically speaking at least, to talk about my long chastity sojourn. As many of my readers and followers know, I have been practicing chastity, in one form or other, for several decades. I have been under the control of Goddess Nikki alone for about 10 years. And with a few exceptions for making clips and being rewarded, I have spent all of that time caged. The point of all of this being that, from Goddess Nikki’s point of view that is a good thing. First, and foremost, and put simply, it keeps my attention on Her. But perhaps She is more interested in the fact that it changes over time who I am. Mentally and physically. So it has shaped my sexual preferences, for sure, mentally. And She continues to alter my physical makeup as well. How i achieve any satisfaction largely due to the changes She caused to my she cock.

So as autumn set in and summer faded, we had several beautiful days, a few weeks ago, just before Thanksgiving. So as i enjoyed my yard one last time my yard, all closed up tight for winter, pool closed everything put away, it was easy to contemplate the passage of time and my long chastity journey.

And as i walked around my yard i recalled how this had all started so many years ago. And how my tastes—and my now she stick—had changed from then to now. From what was a decent size almost 8″ that had hard just looking at a picture of a woman. Never even contemplating any other forms of sex to what i to i am now. Finding it hard to get turned on by anything but trans woman. Instead of getting all hard any masturbating, i have trouble summing anyway by anally, i.e. a sissygasam.  But that’s apparently not the end of things. She would still like to confine me more securely—and more snuggly. So in an effort to find a device that would accomplish Her will i have been experimenting with other new cages that would shrink me down further and finish me off.

So i went inside to experiment with this new much smaller chastity cage. It is doubtful this one could ever work long term. To make it fit like you see it here, i had to turn it upside down, tie it to a butt plug and pull it back to achiever this look.

The purpose of this update it to show Goddess Nikki how such a cage would look on Her girl. It is so much more unobtrusive. Makes me look so much more feminine. Can for sure e pulled out of the way. AND it will really retrain me and shrink me and destroy me further.

When i met Goddess Nikki i was having great sex with my Wife, who also lent me out to two friends. So in essence i was having fun with three Women. i gave it all up–my Wife won’t even have anything to do with me since i’ve become an anal slave–to become the chastity slave to Goddess Nikki. This hasn’t exactly worked out the way i envisioned.

TweetWant to wish all, my followers here and on twitter, and especially Goddess Nikki, a very Happy Halloween! This is a big day for a lot of people who enjoy dress in costume and attending Halloween parties.  It’s especially a big day for those like me as it give us all a chance to dress up. lol With me, however, i’ve been dressing for a lot of Halloweens now–and in between. lol  And this year for Halloween i thought that i would do something a little different. Not scary, like my Count Krissy thing a few years ago or my cum fairy clip after that. And BTW even though that clip was shot in 2009, you can see that still at my clips store.i  This year i’m still dressing as a female, but i’m a mermaid.

And here i am coming out of the water. Making an entrance, looking around for some dry land to rest on.

I pull myself up son shore to check out my surroundings. and decide to stay awhile and rest, i guess. lol

Here i am lounging by the pool drying off my tail and scales.  i can’t do anything too graphic that would have me spread my legs as i don’t have any legs. And although mermaid represent sex in its purest form, i’m not sure how mermaid actually have sex. Or that anyone has ever said how that done. lol

I finally pull myself completely out of the water, dray off and enjoy the day, since no one seems to be around to bother me, either about mermaids, how i got here, and lastly about my legendary, mythical  sexual seductions.

i posted a short slide show gallery at my C4S Clips store.  You can go directly to this clip by clicking on it at the left side panel. As always my entire clips store, and that of Goddess Nikki can be accessed using the menu at the top of the blog, which is www.clips4sale.com/store 7812   Have a happy Halloween

TweetHey Everybody. i finally had time, even though the summer weather was almost over to look through Transformation Magazine’s swimsuit issue for this year.  i know i’m a little late but i was pulled in other directions and i didn’t have time to go through it the way i would like.

So here i am sitting by the pool in the autumnal sun looking at the swimsuits and the models

It was a perfect setting for me to peruse this issue. Still warm enough to sit outside, and still able to enjoy it all poolside.

So i took my tiime looking at the models and the settings, seeing what the girls had picked out to wear

i really wanted to send some pictures myself for consideration, but didn’t take to take any last year, and by the time the weather warmed up enough for me to take some this spring, it was already too late. But i did remedy that this year, and hopefully i can submit some acceptable ones for next year’s issue

So i took my time reading and, of course, looking. Took my time in the warm sun on such a bright sunny day. Moving around, as you can see.

So as i lounged, i move around the yard setting in different spots soaking up the last vestiges of the warm summer air, and the magazine pages. which as you will notice became a little more interesting.

And as kept reading and looking, i began to find that my hand was absent-mindedly feeling my tits.

Eventually found myself Thinking about fetching one of my toys from the house and lounging in the lounger you can see in the background of the upper pic.

So that’s where i ended up. Laying in the chair with my blue dildo, i spent the rest of the day enjoying myself. And i captured some of it on film which i rendered into a clip suitable for my clips store. Why not take a look. You can click on the clip right here in the side panel to the left which exhibits my most recent postings. You can also visit my clips studio, www.clips4sale.com/store7812  by using the menu button above to buy the “Transformation” clip.

TweetWell as the Goddess Birthday weekend comes to an end, Her sissy girl here has a last video clip to post commemorating the day. i believe that my Goddess was happy with Her birthday celebration, Her gifts, and my updates. And as Her birthday weekend comes to an end, i have one last clip to update to my clips store. Namely Part II of the Birthday Gift series.   

Part II of the clip deals with my reward, my “Birthday Gift” from Goddess. Namely my sissygasm.  In this clip i filmed the sissygasm that i was allowed to have. And as you may recall from my earlier blog, i achieved a fantastic O by ramming a plug up my hole and grinding on it, up and down on it, until i was able to experience my reward. 

So here i am in the video clip using my plug on my vanity chair working hard in this video clip desperately trying to finish myself off.  It was absolutely fantastic when i finally came. Every bit as described in, and as intense as described in the sissygasm definition.  So if you want to see how a desperate sissy, one who had been caged for over a year, gives in to her desperation check out this last birthday update for this year and experience my orgasm right along with me. while having one of your own. Click Birthday gift Part II at the side bar or go to my store by clicking the button on the top menu and enjoy!

TweetHAPPY BIRTHDAY GODDESS NIKKI! Want to wish my Goddess the happiest of birthdays on this Her special day. This is a special day for me, as well, as her slave i get to a chance to show Her that She is special, and especially so to me. So this year, as always, i gave Her gifts that would help make Her life easier, s well as perhaps more interesting and fun. Therefore, I gave Her the latest iPhone seven to replace the ones we had on our system, and of course i pay for all of Her line charges and data usage.

  Here’s a little closer look at this and of some of the other things i sent. First and Alex & Annie angle bracelet. For those of you that aren’t familiar with these, they are similar to a charm bracelet, as they have many style txt commemorate seasons, events, sports, etc. On this occasion it was an October birthstone. These ballets are worn on the arm and can be worn many at a time, similar, as i said, to a charm bracelet.  You will notice all of the lotions , sprays, and autumnal bath scents.

One of the main things, however, and one of the was that i think really help make Her life easier is by me providing Her with a credit card, in Her name, that i, of course, pay for. Since the balance was higher than She wanted i paid it down for Her. And here is Goddess Nikki’s sissy slave holding the monty that was most recently paid down in honor of Her birthday. Goddess Nikki tells me, however, that many on the net look close at money being displayed, since they feel that there are a lot of fakers out there. So since i use big bills for my shoots, here is a picture, up close and person, of the actual U>S> currency that i used for my most recent deposit for my Goddess to now spend all over again. And better still, there will be more!  Happy Birthday, Goddess! i love You!

On a related note, and in an effort to not only amuse and honor Goddess Nikki, i have posted a new update in my clips store. Those of You that follow my journey here know that i posted a long video clip of last years celebration! About 20 minutes of action. Our cam strip and what came after. Today i posted another shorter version, Part One of the event, if You want to get them one part t a time. Go take a look and also, at the same time raise money for my Goddess.

TweetGoddess Nikki’s Birthday is coming up, as you may know.  It’s October 22nd. And, of course, i’ll beginning Her lots of gifts for Her Goddess birthday. And more on that on the big day.  But in the meanwhile, i have posted at my clips for sale store a video clip of last year’s events which concluded in my having my first sissygasm which i filmed for the amusement of Goddess nikki and the entertainment of y’all.  In fact, i’ve had a number of people who have asked to see it.

Last year, i did a sissy slut cam strip show. And since this was a big deal and my first such tape, i decided to save it for this year to show everyone.

This is what the scene looked like when the event, and the movie begins.

The music starts, this is a strip show after all, and krissy pops out of the big giant birthday cake, to begin the strip show.  Goddess seemed to enjoy the scene, and i begin to dance and do the things strippers do. lol

Here you see me, as i appeared during the Birthday celebration and also in the movie clip i made commenting the big event.  After doing my thing , the next “step” was to allow the show to morph into something a little more sexual, i.e. hotter. After all, my Goddess needed to be entertained by my desperate attempt to please Her.

So here i am, at right, taking care of business during my show.

All of this action is I’m my clip which is now posted at my clips store. Watch as i struct my stuff for your personal sissy cam strip show.  The same type of show i have done for Goddesses, Mistresses and Domes on three continents. Yes, lol, believe it or not. The same show i have live for a number of Women live, as well. And you can see if in my latest update at my clips4 sale store.

But wait, as they say on TV (how perfect) there’s more.  This clip is called “/Birthday Gift:” and we haven’t talked about the gift yet.  After the show, nd after She opened, on the other end of our cam, all of the Birthday gifts i gave Her, she decided that i had earned a reward. So She gave me a gift of Her own, namely a sissygasm.  That means that the second part of my clip is me having my first ever on film sissygasm.  i did it, and still do(it feels so so good) by grinding down on the plug that i have up inside me.  In this clip i end up grinding down a small stool like chair i use at my vanity. i didn’t get any stills for that, but i do have a picture of me in the chair, plug inserted, at my vanity.

So you’ll have to buy the clip to see me up on the stage having my orgasm. But the pic to the left, of me,later demonstrating for a blog, what i looked like. So if you are into watching a sissy being driven so crazy by a Goddess, and then being allowed to finally have an orgasm in the only way possible, you’ll like this one. The clip is displayed on the side bar on the left of this blog.  Or check out my whole store by clicking the link at the top of this page.

But perhaps most importantly, you still have time to send Goddess Nikki a birthday gift from Her Amazon Wish List.