TweetA few days ago Goddess Nikki were on the phone when somehow the we started talking about plugging, i.e. putting a butt plug into one’s sissy hole. <giggle> As some may recall krissy was permanently plugged for about two years straight. Then suddenly Goddess Nikki released me for a time before my medical problems scuttled everything. As i mentioned last time, that my medical condition changed me and i should be doing some of the things i had before.  In any event, during our phone conversation Goddess N got the idea that i was fit to handle a full time plug but was not doing the things i had previously even though i was capable, so She told me that i should quit being a titty baby and re-insert my plug on a permanent basis. And when i was whining about it, that seemed to re-affirm Her position about my being changed by my medical trauma.

As one may guess, i knew that i needed to show Her i was again serious about serving Her and decided to get dolled up, of course, but to fully dress as i always did before my interruption got in the way of everything.

So here i am in a tight pucker knit skirt and a nice silk blouse. Fuck, i love dressing slutty. Can there be anything that screams slut more than a tight skirt.  And i am so lucky that i can wear this kind of stuff. My Goddess loves me dressing this way. If y’all will recall, She originally started out by dressing me all frilly like. In fact there are a bunch of “Frilly Friday” galleries posted on my web site. But She soon decided that i was best suited to become a slut. And I began dressing, and relishing, the part. Nothing makes me feel sexier–and hotter–than dressing hot and edgy. Unless, of course, it is stripping those clothes off. lol 

So here i am, Goddess stripping down for You, as well as everyone else looking on. Goddess N has been feeling that i am not making Her a proper priority as i used to. The goal here is to show Her that i am, indeed, thinking properly, i.e. as Goddess Nikki’s sissy bitch. And to Honor You, Goddess, i am, as always, revealing myself, but being a little more elaborate about it.

Recently, too, i have been practicing my dancing. She would like me to resume doing cam shows. i used to do live strip shows on cam. Thinks i could make some money for Her. i have a nice elaborate staging area and tons of clothes i can wear. What do you think, do i look good enough yet to become a sissy stripper?

But lets not forget what i am really talking about today, getting re-plugged. Plugged 24/7. Do any of you really know what that means. It means that i can never stop think about Goddess Nikki. i am constantly prodded and reminded. Beside reminding me of Her and who i am, it turns me on. It turns me on to be all spread out and open to please Her. It gets me hot as well. And when a sissy is hot and bothered she becomes, obviously, more motivated to be who she is. Namely a sissy bitch. i really want Goddess Nikki to be proud of Her bitch. But i also want Her to find the experience of owning a sissy bitch to be a turn on as well. my desperation to please, the power exchange, the fact that i can hardly stand it i am so hot. It becomes almost like a chicken and the egg thing. Is the fact that i am so hot and bothered the reason that i do it all, or is it the fact that i am willing to do it all that gets me so wound up.

So in an effort to please Her my cam shows used to many times include a good view of things up my butt, as Bailey Jay would put it. When i am plugged constantly it is way harder to resist that urge i get to please Her, and showing my plugging while i am with someone during my live cams, and even here on the net is part of being a sissy bitch to an incredible Goddess, a beautiful Goddess, a very sexy Goddess, a Goddess who has maintain a successful internet business for over a decade, takes time and much effort, and my plugging, and of course, being caged helps me do that. Thank You, Goddess for caging and plugging me. i really don’t like it like some secretly do. i used to be one of them. But after being caged for the better part of a decade, as B.B. King put it, the thrill is gone. Now it is just a struggle with all of the extra care, the pinching and hurting at times, and the constant frustration. It could be worse, i suppose. Goddess Nikki could be one who is constantly taunting  me. lol Maybe i’m being Brare Rabbit here. lol again But i realize that there are those of us in the world who both need and deserve to be caged—and plugged—at all times. So i want to Thank my Goddess Erotic Nikki for recognizing this and insisting that i be caged. i have not been allowed to cum, and have been caged, for over 220 days now. It is really hard, and somewhat boring at times, to be so restrained. Being Her bitch is not always a pleasant fun game. But being Hers is what it’s all about really.

So i’m back and ready to fulfill my apparent destiny of being used for and by this incredible Woman. So for a fun time, as they used to write on the wall of phone booths (and i showing my age with that), please feel free to get in touch with me @KrissyTannen,  e-mail me here, or contact Goddess @EroticNikki

TweetA few days ago my Goddess decided to upgrade Her membership at the tan place. In fact, we talked about it on the phone one night in passing. Needs to look Her best when shooting Her clips, of course. Right after She upgraded, She sent me a text telling me that i was reimbursing Her, so send Her a hundred fifty-five bucks–and change. lol Since i can’t pick it off the money tree, i am a little slower than i used to be these days, but said i would get it to Her.

On the spur of the moment, She and WebGod decided to go to Louisiana, ostensibly to shoot clips, but really to have fun—and gamble. At that point Goddess decided that She wanted that money right then so She could piss it away without spending Her own cash. It was the last thing i needed to hear, but when She became a bit irritated at me, i knew that i had to comply. i can’t stand Her being upset with me. For one thing i just feel so bad when She is upset, and i’m also afraid of what She could do to me. lol Also, there is the matter of my chastity device reminding me of just how much i need my Goddess. Especially after 210 days of being caged. So by the next morning, the day She was scheduled to leave, i sent Her a Green Dot.

Her response? “Good pet. Now go fuck yourself.” That might sound like a slur being hurled at me by an ungrateful Goddess. And while it is degrading for sure, and could not be handled, perhaps, by an untrained, or more to the point, a broken slave.

When i heard Her degrading remark, all i could think of was being allowed to actually fuck myself, instead of continuing to spread myself out with my big plugs. For a broken sissy bitch like me, instead of worrying about being embarrassed about my feelings and behavior, i am so desperate that i can’t wait to get my cyber skinned cocks into me now spread hole. Of course, before i can fuck myself, i must get into some appropriate clothing. So i slipped on a matching bra and panty thong to set the mood. This outfit else sets the tone of my fucking. This sissy is hot, really hot now, an i need to be fucked. So after taking a few quick pics for Y’all, i laid down

so i could get down to business with my dildos. It’s been awhile since i just fucked myself. Fucked myself like i really need. I don’t like to even talk about my need to have my hole filled. Filled by something that just feels good sliding in and out of my now accommodating hole. 

So i grabbed my “date” for the evening and began thinking about how lucky i was that my Goddess was pleased enough with me that She would reward me with what would be insulting, i suppose, to others, and allow me to fuck my hole. Fuck it, with Her blessing, until i couldn’t move.  Perhaps my Goddess doesn’t appreciate fully what She has done to me. Probably doesn’t have the time to consider how Her pushing and proding has altered my perceptions of what sex for me should be like. She seems to think these days that somehow my illness has changed me. Things are not quite like they used to be.  Perhaps. Trauma in one’s life usually changes them. And i know that mine has changed me. But my attitude is the same, i think, and i don’t see any changes in my sexual orientation other than the ones Goddess Nikki caused. So with that in mind…

i began to get my date for the evening lubed up . i love sucking my toy cocks for Goddess N.  i have missed Nitrilla, recently,who for some reason is MIA for awhile now. She used to train me to do things i could show Goddess N, such as deep throating this thing for Goddess N’s amusement. i always want to be at my best for Goddess N in person and especially on film as it is important if anyone else is going to want to watch and buy any at my clips4sale store (above).

i finally thrust the cock into me and fucked it. i fucked it, and its bigger brother for most of the night. Thanking Goddess Nikki, with each deep thrust, for the privilege of doing it, as all as making me like this in the first place. It felt so good going in and out. Being shoved in as deep as it could go. as in my pic (right). Perhaps i;ll post some pics on tumblr, but for sure on my web site.

TweetWe’ve add an early fall this year. Highs have been in the 60s already. Down in the 40s at night. So it’s getting about time to close the pool. Haven’t been able to swim as often as I would have liked, the weather has been so weird. But the other day it was nice enough to take a plunge.

 Before i went out back i tweeted a picture, similar to the one at the right, showing what i was wearing. Lime and violet purple. Those who know me, know that krissy loves lime green. Also love violet. You may recall that i have several clips on my clips store at clips4sale centering around a Viollet Vixen character.  Love this particular bikini.

This time, since it could be the last of the season, i made sure that i took at least one picture of me in the pool to post here. Sending a little love to all my followers from the pool. i will do better next year since as you know, if you are a regular reader, i have many, many swimsuits and swim suit ensembles. lol

TweetIf Y’all didn’t already know i have a tumblr account. It’s call, appropriately enough, krissy’s tumbler spot. If you aren’t following me there, you should since i can post more graphic pictures there. Since i am feeling better-and i look better lol—i am going to start posting more there.

Over the next few days i am going to put some up there from a short gallery i took wearing what you see me in here. i am even wearing heels in this shoot. Maybe that’s why it’s a short gallery. lol

Tried to take a few for the various “days of the week” on twitter. Like Thong Thursday, etc. Stop by and take a look.

TweetWell it’s taken a long time, but I think i finally am looking like myself. After being laid up for a whole year, being forced to use a walker, i am finally looking  like myself.

Had to work hard getting my strength back. Toning up for sure. i was a mess before i started working at it. Forcing myself, etc. Then getting to the tanning and other things necessary to allow me to continue on the net as Goddess Nikki’s sissy bitch.

So what do you think? Do i look like i used to? Toned and tan.i still have work to do for sure so i  have also been practicing my dancing for my cam strip shows. Think i’m close. Goddess Nikki said She would check out my moves soon to see what She thinks. i also ran into miss Whipass and Mistress Lilith on twitter and perhaps i can strut my stuff for them before i go back on line with my cam shows.

In the meantime if i keep practicing i think i will round into form on both accounts.

TweetIsn’t that our normal school assignment after arriving back at school in the fall. Well, this was only one week of mine. A snapshot in time, so to speak, and now its time for my pictures of the vacation so if Y’all want to make some excuses for not watching my vacation pictures, here’s your chance. For the rest of you, and as you already know from my last two posts, my Wife and i spent a week in a log home we rented in Gatlinburg. The “cabin” sat hight atop a mountain and the view, actually overlooking the other cabins was incredible

The view of the mountains, from that vantage point, is incredible. The mountains seem to rise endlessly one behind the other.

But they’re called the Smokey Mountains, and they are, obviously called that for a reason. Whenever, it is rainy or humid, the smoke seems to rise from them.

Our cabin was absolutely gorgeous. It was a log structure, and when i think of a mountain top cabin, this place is what i think of. It was one level and a loft area. But instead of me just telling you about it, let me take you on a short virtual tour.

It had a very cool stone fireplace that extended up to the two story cathedral ceiling.  There was, of course a nice flat screen television. Next to the fireplace was a complete wet bar, and here i am mixing a drink there.

Here’s the view of the fireplace area taken from the loft. It gives you an idea of the nice high ceilings and size of the cabin. Also, as you can see, it was hard to get good bright pictures inside. But here is your guide iin the loft overlooking the fireplace.

Here is your guide on my way up to the loft. There was a nice game room up there. Place for people to hang out in the evenings.

Gives a nice view of things from up there

Here i am up in the loft. Long climb with my condition, but We were either out on the deck looking at the view or spending time doing things outside. Like going to the Smokey Mountains National Park. We also love a store there called the Christmas Place.

But for those of you who follow me regularly, you know i just couldn’t resist the urge to strip off my clothes and be the sissy slut i am.

Up on the loft, showing off my big tits and then dropping my skirt to show off my nice bra and panty set that i think goes perfect for this cabin. Brown animal skin pattern. My nice dark tan also goes good in here, don’t you think? lol

Coming back down from the loft completing our little tour of the living area of this incredible cabin. Didn’t include the private bedroom area. But, as you can see, it doesn’t really matter because Goddess N had me caged the entire time i was there!

TweetExcited to be taking a vacation. It was not too long ago that it was brutal, due to my medical condition to even leave the house. At it turned out i was laid up for a full year, and it is incredible that i am well enough to travel. men Wife needed this vacation more than me perhaps, after having to become my care taker as well as take care of Her own life.

We are traveling to Gatlinburg and staying in a log home there. We have been there many times and love the views of the mountains. It can be quite peaceful, and in the past it has been romantic as well. This time, however, Goddess Nikki has decided that i will remain caged. i was really looking forward to a vacay but Goddess N crushed those hopes when She talked to me on the phone last night. She is always okay with my Wife doing what She wants, but you may recall She decided to dis me sexually when i “allowed” myself to be plugged. But one never knows and i desperately need a release as well. It’s coming up to five months that i have been caged!

TweetHello Again! Still trying on swimsuits. Today it’s green suits. Well a few of them anyways. i, myself, can’t believe how many swimsuits this sissy has accumulated over the years. Swimsuits are great for things other than swimming, and i bought a lot of them for something else i was shooting. They are great for some role play shoots as well as the ending after stripping off one’s top layer of clothes.  Some were for the live strip shows i used to do quite frequently. When i say live, i am not only referring to my live cam shows, i am talking about live, in person, up close and personal, shows i used to do for several women. But i digress lol

Today i decided on showing y’all a couple of the lime green ones that i particularly like and look good on me. That’s the main concern of any sissy, is it not?

i love love love (as Lady J used to say) this lime green bikini with its purple accents. Love the spandex material, and i have a slinky spandex dress that goes with this. i have some pics of this whole ensemble posted elsewhere on my website.

This one piece suit, in the exact same colors, is also pretty cool with its slave like collar. lol i love lime green and with the violet mix it is a suit that is a little different and still shows off my sissy craves. Like the way i look in this suit as well. So it’s perfect for my sissy ego.

Through all of this, however i am still caged. Often times my cage is what spurs me on in my pursuit of the unobtainable goal of sissy perfection, as well as Goddess Nikki’s approval. i get so hot i just have to get my sissy on.

Bailey Jay once said on twitter that she was all dolled up and jacking off. Although She is a TS Woman, and not a mere sissy, most sissies would agree that they would love to be doing that. But caged sissies like me cannot do that any old time we feel that urge. So while we are awaiting a release we have to find other ways to amuse ourselves. lol More on that another time.

Most importantly, i am able to send Goddess Nikki a C-Note to help start off the month in the right way!! Do you think the chastity helps? lol

TweetWell its still freezing here, for summer. It was 57 degrees here this morning. So not to conducive to swimming. And i need the exercise for my rehab efforts. Did finally get in the pool for a few days and i thought it was finally warming up, so i’d have plenty to time picture taking–it is a delicate balance out there to do it—over the coming weeks. Then it got cold again. So i am trying on suits indoors.

Today i am trying on a few of the blue swimsuits i have. This one, obviously a traditional one piece, i really like. i like the bright color, and i think it still shows off my “curves” lol  Also, it has a cute little accent with the black zipper in the front. i can do a quick flash with that thing going on.

Here’s something a little more cutting edge. A blue zebra print two piece. This is a little more revealing for sure, and it also hugs my curves. That’s probably because it is spandex. That stuff is great for someone like me. It stretches over my body and since it is unforgiving it hides nothing, even though you can’t see anything, if that makes any sense. The top, with it’s racer back, and bottom with it’s thong cut gives it a nice look. A little different than a lot of suits.

Goddess Nikki expects me to show my sissy off, especially publicly, for Her entertainment, as well as keeping my sissy brain thinking properly. Hope She and everyone else that stops by approves!

TweetThe weather has still stayed cold so i am not outside in the pool yet.. Still going through my swimsuits trying some on that caught my eye. Its been awhile since i wore them and i forgot about a lot of them. So it was like being at the store. Since they are all crammed into three drawers in a dresser, 

It was like going through the sale bin at Victoria’s Secret. my Goddess made me go into Victoria’s Secret, if you recall, and had me buy Her and i matching panties—then call Her from the checkout line and let Her what i had purchased.  But this suit called out to me. It’s bright, cheery–and it matched my yellow nails. lol Lastly, it shows off my big tits.

i haven’t seen these swimsuits in so long that it’s like i am trying on new clothes.  Better still, trying on new clothes that i didn’t have to pay for. Can it get any better than that.

Love the bright yellow, and i love

the kinky yellow nail polish. Goddess Nikki, at times, wear out of the ordinary polish like this. Love Her confidence and i try to emulate that. i also try to emulate Her put together coordinated look! Her sissy is a reflection on Her. Parenthetically, see how my sissy mouth is ready to be filled with something!