TweetYesterday was a big rivalry game for my alma mater, MSU. Well, i think it is although the folks at Michigan would not even acknowledge it as such..At least they wouldn’t until we beat them 6 out of the last 7 years,  Now forced to acknowledge us, but armed with a new coach, this year was a sure thing. A lock if you will. At least that’s the way the Michigan base was touting it. Getting their swagger back, even before they had done anything, Some Michigan fans even decided it would be a good idea to vandalize Magic’s statute on the MSU campus.

Undeterred, however, and thinking that this was anybody’s game, i decided to buck the oddsmakers and support my team.

So here i am in my cheerleader’s outfit posing with a football before the game. It was close all the way through, actually.  Both teams played pretty good, But as the game was winding down my guys found themselves down by two with the clock winding down. It looked like it was all over for MSU. And now the entire western world was going to have to listen to the talking heads and the Michigan fans spewing out their over the top banter about their team and their coach. Although we have been forced to listen to that part since he was hired.

But soon everyone had a look of disbelief on their face. When it seemed the game was over for MSU–Michigan ball, ten seconds left–something quite unbelievable, really, happened. On what should have been an ordinary play, Michigan State recovered a Michigan fumble and scored on the last play of the game. Everyone’s jaw dropped on both sides. Sometimes it seems that people bring things on themselves by their negativity. Perhaps this was one of those times. Now it’s seven out of eight years. Go Green Go White!

TweetI want to wish a Happy Sweetest Day to all my followers.  Today is Sweetest Day here, but i realize that it is not celebrated in all states.  In fact many people have never heard of Sweetest Day. If you’re one of those people, let me be the first to wish you a Happy Sweetest Day. Sweetest Day, for those of you who don’t know, is a day to wish the sweetest people in your life a happy day by gifting them something, usually something sweet for obvious reasons.

i especially want to wish a Happy Sweetest Day to Goddess Nikki. She is obviously the sweetest person in my life since She cares enough about me to permanently cage me. i am so grateful to Her for locking me up and making sure that my energy is directed in the right direction. And even making sure that ii am not allowed to cum.  Therefore, i sent  some Sweetest Day treats. And, being a good submissive, i sent Her some sweets that She will actually eat. Knowing what She does on a daily basis, and what She wants or needs is part of my training, after sever Her for almost a decade.

Although any gift, or even a card is good, as evidenced by what i send to Goddess N,  over the years Sweetest Day has usually been associated with candy. A card and candy, just like any other day. Except in this one you just honor the special people the sweetest people in your life.

Since candy is the order of the Sweetest Day “traditionalists” i decided to amuse my Goddess by dressing myself as a candy gift and tribute to Her.

Her i am, a little candy sweet tart, in fact i’m covered in them. At least in the generally accepted areas necessary. This is a perfect outfit for me on this occasion. It also allows my now ever present chastity device to proudly show through my candy panties.

This little number is actually real candy. Nothing fake or artificial about it. Here i am, at left, tasting part of my bra strap!  Tasted just like sweet tarts. Which is what they are i guess

in the meantime, i hope Goddess N enjoys the Goddess treats and the gallery.

And i hope y’all enjoy the day with your sweetest!

Tweet“WELCOME to your new life,” was the way Goddess Nikki put it when She announced, out of the clear blue, that i was going to remain locked for the rest of my life. If you have followed my recent exploits i was instructed to produce an entertainment video for Goddess Nikki’s use when entertaining guests. For that project i was unlocked so that i could stroke and cum. When i finished my production i was to re-lock. That order was a bit unexpected but i, of course complied.

When we were talking on the phone a few nights ago, She said that She had decided to keep me locked up for now on. That i was to be caged for the rest of my life. She did care how it affected me, physically or mentally, that was how it was going to be. Guess i shouldn’t have been totally shocked, as She has hinted a number of times different ways i could be permanently locked, but now She was doing it. It was just that simple. She knew i would complied as i am totally trained to need Her and want and need Her direction. She also told me that the O i head just experienced in my video for Her. The same O that ended with this subbie eating her own cum, that the only orgasms i would have from now on were “sissygasms”  These, for those who don’t know, are experienced anally. By putting something up me, and getting myself so worked up, that i cum that way.

Nitrilla, who has sadly gone missing, always tried to spread my hole.  She had said, and i suppose Her attitude was why my Goddess let me play with Her, that i was so submissive that i should never get out of my cage. In the meantime, And She got me to open my hole. She loved to watch me shove hugh things up me on cam (see my earlier blog posts)  and then compare Her tight butt to my open, and usually dripping ass. Goddess N loved to see the pictures of the event and and also loved the results. Apparently now that the preliminaries (Goddess N hates to be bothered with initial training) are out of the way, She will take over from here and finish what She started out to do nine long years ago. Namely to make me want and need to achieve my orgasms by using only my hole—just like any other girl.

i didn’t realize, obviously, that this was going to happen or i would have taken more advantage of my recent release.  But in any event i am now caged “for life.”

So here i am, the next day, after i was out by the pool taking pics to amuse Her. Hard to think about being constantly caged with no relief except by taking something in me.

TweetWell i guess that Summer is over. Say that because it was in the 50s today.  In fact, its been that way for a fee days and is forecasted to be that way for the next week. But before we leave the summer behind i have one last picture gallery out by the pool to post. It’s a good thing that Hanna, who serves as the editor of Transformation Magazine, posted a tweet about a week ago, reminding us that Summer was almost over and there wasn’t much time left to enjoy the water. So deciding she was right, i decided to avail myself of what turned out to be the last warm days we had here and take a swim. And take sue pics, of course. lol

It was a nice day, but even this day was a bit cloudy. i decided to  wear summer white before it was too late.It always a little dicey sneaking out into the yard without drawing attention, especially trying to take pictures. But Goddess Nikki gets a kick out of me taking some chances for Her and be edgy. 

But i took my time. i had to, since the way the sun was positioned, at first, it was causing a glare. Then the clouds were causing shadows and not as much light as i would have liked. In fact, it took a couple of days to get any decent sun. One of those days i ended up face timing with Goddess Nikki while i waited for the sun to break through dressed as i am here

But on this day, i took my sissy ass outside to enjoy the day, and i did. In spite of the photography issues, the weather was actually great. Bright, sunny and warm. The water was warm as well, and, as always, i am so glad to be lucky enough to have this pool in my yard.  Now i just need someone to come and rub tan lotion.

TweetAs some of you may recall, Goddess Nikki assigned some summer reading. And since the summer has just ended, i thought that it was time for my report. Goddess N instructed Her subbies to read Issue 40.

So like any student, i waited until the last minutes to do my report. I began, of course, by assuming my place en fem as Her sissy subbie and only then regain my studies. . i quickly realized why She had assigned this particular Centurial Publication

Read, with interest, stories of sissies enslaved in various ways all while being feminized to serve their Female Dommes. There was a Guide to Femiinizing, using chastity, of course. lol The use of mental chastity in training, and so froth with the same theme

As i continued to try to absorb fully the lessons presented i found myself getting aroused. Both from the feminization as well as the submissive way it way presented. i realized that Goddess Nikki wanted to remind me that i was feminized to both serve Her as well as entertain and amuse Her.

As you can see, i began to try to fill the need i felt in my sissy hole. A need that began bigger the more i thought about Goddess Nikki doing these things to me when we meet. We’ve been talking about it for a few months now and i think She is making sure that i have the proper attitude when i am serving Her in person.

i ended up pulling an all-nighter. Well at least a late night session anyway. It felt good to fill my hole with bigger and bigger plugs. Thinking about how it would be with my Goddess. By the end of the night my study room looked like the pic at right, which i posted on twitter a few days ago.

TweetMovie Night was apparently a big success, judging by the feed back i received. Goddess Nikki played my video for Her house guests–which turned out to be some family, including Her Mother and Aunt. They loved my strip show, which usually go over pretty well. But, since i was doing this like a cam would be, the show morphed into a little more.  First, i used a toy and fucked myself for them, and then removed my Centurian chastity and stroked to an orgasm.  But for Goddess Nikki the point of all of this was for Her to watch me eat what i spewed out. And while Goddess N loved it, the other were not quite as comfortable with that.

The main issue, however, was that Goddess Nikki was pleased and said “you did good, krissy.”  And as a reward for doing the video, and  paying for the release, She caged me

It was kind of hard to squeeze back into my steel Centurian tube, i was still so hot and horny.  But i was able to squeeze in there. By that time,i was so hot, so grateful to Goddess N, that i bought four things from Her Wish List, three dresses and a studded bra, and then plugged myself!

TweetYou’re probably familiar with the expression, Don’t watch, BE the entertainment. Well, maybe  not, lol  but it sounds good doesn’t it. It’s something everyone like me should embrace, since part of being a sissy subbie is to entertain and amuse. And i am no exception, since Goddess Nikki has requested that i provide entertainment to Her family, who will be stopping by for a few days as they visit Fabulous Las Vegas. And they are arriving today.

Goddesss N’s Mom, aunt & uncle, along with some others is coming for a visit and my Goddess asked me to provide a video She can use to entertain them, and amuse Herself during their stay. They all know about me, and my submissiveness to Goddess Nikki. And my Goddess has shared previous clips i made with them—and others. Obviously, i want to make Goddess Nikki proud, so there was a little pressure to get this right. The obvious, it seemed for this occasion, was a sample of one of my strip shows.

So i decided to wear something kind of slinky and seductive. Something that would look good on a sissy type like me, and since they all seem to be style conscious, something that they would appreciate for this venue So here i am, at right, as i appeared in a video that i sent yesterday via overnight delivery. 

At left, you can see what i looked like as i began to strip off my dress. i used some old music from Cherelle, High Priority, as well as Don Henly and others. Good stripping music, as well as something that went with the animated lights that i use to similar a strip bar. Even my curtains have lights. A very nice set, if i do say so myself. Looks like a titty bar for sure.

The idea here, of corse, is to provide the entertainment for Goddess N’s guests. i’ve decided to make it like movie night. So when i sent my video clip, this slave also enclosed some movie time buttered popcorn along with all the snacks that people buy at the movie theater.  You know, the boxes of candy they sell at the snack counter. Milk duds, Reeses’s pieces among them. Snuck in a bag of “skinny girl” popcorn for my Goddess, She being so careful about Her eating habits these days, and some smokes, of course. Hopefully things one expects at the show, so they can all sit back, get comfortable, and watch me show my tail feathers.

Now if any of you have actually seen one of my shows, you know that often times, based on what the viewer would like to see, my strips shows morph into something more,  Often viewers want to see me play with a toy, and i have a whole toy chest of things to choose from. Above i’m getting kinky with a dildo, that will feel really good going up.

Other times i strip off my panties and let the viewer see my woman stick. The issue there being the fact that often times, in fact most of my time, is spent locked in a cage. Therefore, i need Goddess N’s permission to be granted any release—and that cost money, of course. While i’m not showing it here, i did make love to my dildo for this show. And since Goddess N specifically wanted me to uncage me for this performance, instead of coaxing the viewer to help me a bit with costs, i paid a fee myself, in the amount of $300, so i could provide the type of entertainment that my Goddess had requested.

Really hope that Goddess Nikki’s company enjoys the evening’s entertainment, which i am revealing a sample. i’m a little out of practice after being sick for two years, but i’m starting to round into form. Hopefully, my audience will be kind and keep that in mind. lol  Although i don’t show it here, i end up sucking and fucking the dildo and even strip off my panties and stroke to a nice little O that i end up eating, all for the entertainment of Goddess’ guests. Really, really hope that Goddess Nikki is both satisfied with my effort and is entertained, as well!

TweetA few weeks back i had mentioned that i was going to receive a treat from Goddess Nikki. Well, i was to receive this treat—Her used pantyhose—after i had convinced Her by sending a tribute. lol It took a little bit of patience on my part as Goddess N decided to really grant me a very special treat by holding on to them, wearing them, of course, but during the marking of Her video clips.

They arrived the other day and i couldn’t wait to  get them out of the package and then sample them.

Goddess Nikki told me She decided to get them as ripe as She could by wearing them repeatedly while making Her clips.

Goddess N tole me that those pantyhose had been worn many times during the filming of Her clips and while She was all turned on and…well, you get the idea. As an added bonus She also wore them while filming foot jobs.

Just as i received them, Goddess Nikki threw me a bit of a curve ball when She suddenly assigned me a project that needed to get done quick like. More on that next time. But  i absolutely could not resist at least a small sample of the pantyhose treat.  i will, in the very near future lol, film a clip with Goddess Nikki’s pantyhose and how i enjoy them. But right now it’s on to something that my Goddess needs for an upcoming social event at Her home.  And, i will just have to store these in a plastic bag inside my humidor to age further!

TweetA few weeks ago, i took some of my own swimsuit pictures after looking at all the models in  Transformation 94 – the Swimsuit Issue. The models, as always, looked great, and it’s no wonder that Transformation’s interpretation of the summer  swimsuit theme, first popular by Sport Illustrated, has become a standard in the trans community and beyond. The layouts are great with the beech backgrounds and Transformation does a nice job of presenting the models.

It’s also no secret, since i have mentioned it so many times (lol) that i was in the swimsuit issue, as Reader of the Month. It was something that i am proud of, and i posted an earlier blog about it. If you haven’t read it, you can scroll back and take a look. But in any event, the pics and related banter on twitter made me wish i could do something like that. But since i probably am not taking any at a secluded beech any time soon, i decided to at least get outside and take some swimsuit pics of my own.

So here i am out by our pool. It’s only as far as the backyard, but it a nice environment we have created out there. Very lucky to be able to swim and just hang out back there.

I took a gallery outside with in intent to posting them here on my blog spot inspired, of course, by the models i viewed in Transformation. Originally when i sent the pics, that were taken inside, to Hanna, Transformation’s editor, i had mentioned that i couldn’t locate any outside pics i had taken So i decided to remedy that now.

Nothing more pleasant on bright summer day to swim or lay by the pool and sun. Often times it’s a little dicey getting out there without the neighbors seeing me. But Goddess Nikki likes me to be bold and daring and She likes to see me in different settings too. So i always feel good after being out there.

So next year i will be ready when the Swimsuit Issue is put together. lol And in the meantime i am enjoying the sun poolside and hopefully Y’all enjoyed my short small attempt to emulate the big print publications. And i hope Goddess Nikki appreciates my extra effort. Perhaps i will get extra credit when i do my Summer School Reading for Goddess N.

TweetLast time i was telling everyone how patient i had to be, since i am, as always it seems, caged. Still locked in my Centurian chastity.

Oh, Goddess Nikki, and even WebGod Mike think that this chastity is pretty bad-ass. Often chastities take away from my fem look, but this one just seems to make my submissiveness known and not, for some reason, detract from everything else.

In the meantime, i have been plugged recently as well, so it is difficult to do much of anything to get myself calmed down.  Not important how i feel, however. Rather, it’s how Goddess Nikki feels about things. But i’ve learned to trust that She has something in mind.