TweetThose that follow me, or are even occasional readers of my blog may think that my lifestyle may think that there’s never a dull moment. But that’s not realistic to think that way about any lifestyle. Especially that of a sissy subbie like krissy.  As you can see, i’m still locked up tight.

So here i am–again–with my constant companion the classic Centurian chastity device. Godddess Nikki likes the look of this device, so She likes me to display it proudly. She wasn’t that keen on the look of the others i’ve worn. The point, however, is that i’m still caged. Day after day. Month after month. It can be maxing, at times. But it is the real life of a submissive. If you want to experience what is is really like to have your perception of who and what you are altered.

What makes it more frustrating is that often times i’m plugged for long periods of time as well.  Here i am allowing you to peek at the plug i wear. It is constantly reminding me of Goddess Nikki’s presence. But it is also preventing me from enjoying myself as well.

Over the years, while i have been caged—it’s actually been the better part of a decade or more—i have pretty much lost any opportunity to have any kind of sexual relationship or even any type of normal sex. After some more time you begin to realize that the only way that you’re going to be allowed to experience the joy and bliss of an orgasm, is anally. So when i realized that, and had Nitrilla training me to do that, Goddess N plugged me.

So here i am world, as i said in my first post many years ago. But now i’m locked in a chastity and often plugged. i say often plugged because now Goddess N lets me fill myself anally from time to time. And sometimes i cum, and cum real hard, when i’ll plugged, just from what i;m doing with Goddess. But mainly, a sissy subbie has to be patient. And horny.

TweetIf you follow me on twitter you already know that i recently received my copies of the latest Transformation Magazine.  That would be Issues No 93 and 94, the Swimsuit Issue.

First, and perhaps most importantly, i want to thank Transformation’s Editor,  Hanna, @transpubnic  for all of Her help in getting things straightened around after a computer glitch. Also, for the great job She does in editing these great publications. Besides all of the great information, they are always so crisp and clear, very modern, even though Transformation has been around awhile. So here i am looking over the swimsuit Issue…

And upon flipping open this issue, one of the most important issue annually, it is the Swimsuit Issue after all, what is one of the first things i come across?   A full page devoted to krissy from twitter. That’s me if you haven’t figured it out. lol

That’s right, a full page to their “Reader of the Month.”  Don’t know if you can see the page in the mirror behind me, but don’t fret, you know i am going to show you.

Think you can see the page i’m on better here as i read along. The article was in large part centered around the blog i had written earlier about my Centurian chastity device and Transformation’sgo-to role for information and entertainment  in the transgendered community.  Again, i have to thank Hanna for taking note of me and what i do on twitter and elsewhere on the net. Big, big thrill to find myself in the magazine. Can’t thank Her enough.

Above is an up close look at the magazine and page i’m on. Even have a few pics of me in a few of my swimsuits i wear i’m paddling around in our pool. That was pretty cool too.

But as you can see, i decided to get comfortable while i looked at the magazine, settling into my bean bag to relax while reading. 

But eventually, as one usually does with a publication like this one becomes more obsessed with the pictorial portion of the magazine than the articles.

Check out my tumblr blog spot to see what happens next–as if you didn’t know!

TweetWHEN WE left this story our heroine, krissy, was all dolled up, all locked up, and working out by practicing her dance routines. It’s a little easier to have the energy and incentive to work it when one is horny as fuck, thanks to Goddess Nikki,  and not able to do much about it., thanks to my classic Centurian chastity. After continuing to simmer in my own juice for another few days, but practicing each one of them, i remembered another old friend. A vibrator, with an attachment that would go nicely with my Centurian.

Here i am, left, holding the vibrator as well as my stick held firm by the chastity. As you have no doubt noticed my sissy stick is exposed a tad at the end. As you can also plainly see, this old school vibrator fits over the end of my stick.

The idea is to place this cup over the end of my sissy caged woman stick and see if this helps any. Incident;y for all of you thinking that i’m cheating, or contemplating this a think. Think again. i am far too beat down into sissy submission. i can’t possibly cheat, deliberately, on my Goddess, She has me so addicted to Her. Rather, i recall attempting to use this vibrator long ago on me, while tightly encased in the Centurian tube and the tightness of the device wouldn’t let me have an orgasm.

i remembered the sensation as being quite pleasurable, even if it may make things worse in the long run. But i was (and still am lol) so desperate i didn’t care and was willing to risk that to get some sees of relief, if even for a few minutes.

So i, somewhat remarkably, dug out this old vibrator and placed it on my already anticipating stick. It did feel good, for sure. i’ve been locked up for quite a while in this device and was caged prior as well off an on, mostly on, for the last year. Think about it sissies, and sissy-wanna-abes, being caged for so long with your Goddess teasing and taunting you. Think about how hot i am, and how hot you would be in this condition.

i worked it around my swollen stick, feeling the vibrations teasing me. it felt really good–at first. But all that seemed to happen was that i became all packed in to the metal tube restraining me. Tighter and tighter, my swollen stick protruding out the end. But as i had remembered, the Centurian chastity didn’t allow an O. It did allow my key holder to keep me hot and bothered though. And that usually works to Her benefit. It’s ay harder for me o rest Her requests, and i have sent Her a number of tributes lately, and some cash, of course. And it just seems like it is a lot easier to find ways to do it when i feel like this.

But what makes it worse for a sissy subbie like me is that at the end of the day, i am still locked tight in my Centurian chastity, i am still hot and horny, and my Goddess, as one might expect, doesn’t seem interested in releasing me any time soon.

i am getting into shape, however, and it seems that my dancing is getting back to where it was when i was entertaining Domes from three continents. lol Hopefully, i can attract some action to my strip shows to make some money that i can use to support my Goddess.

TweetI have started working out again, trying after all those months of being laid up,to get back into shape/ For health reasons, of course, but also to be able to do cam shows. I used to do them all the time. Some for Goddess N, and a bunch for Nitrilla. Did a few at the old We Whip Ass Site, in their chat room facility for all the Dommes there. Pretty scary, and pretty awesome. lol Even did a few for some public chat rooms. Chat room in free cyber space. Free to anyone who happened in there. Pretty wild stuff, and i will talk about some of it in the future. But now i’m trying to round into form

I enjoy, i guess, the edgy aspects of being live on cam where anything can happen. Maybe more on some of that in the future. But first things first, getting into shape. It takes an incredible amount of energy to do one of my strip shows. Especially after being laid up for the better part of two years. But when Goddess Nikki said that She  and WebGod Mike, wanted to see how i was progressing i suddenly had the incentive to get myself in shape.

So here i am doing what i probably do best. Stripping off my clothes, in this case a tight pucker knit dress, and shacking my sissy ass.

Eventually i was down to my bra and panties. My bra,, panties and my chastity, which i’ve now been wearing for a few months.

The chastity, of course, fuels the fire inside me. And as i said previously, this cold steel device is primitive in many ways, and i think that’s what makes it so hot! Goddess Nikki continues to tease and interact with me. Partially by providing me with thing keep me hot, like Her dirty panties and pantyhose She has worn forever, including before and after sex.  And then also dangling the carrot, or is it a shoe in our case. She tells me about how She is going to cam with me, for openers. There’s more, an as time goes on i’ll talk about it. But for our purposes here, i just want to say how incredible hot it is, how hot this sissy is in my service to this fantastic Goddess. i think about Her all of the time. It gets me to do things that perhaps i wouldn’t ordinarily do. lol i’m sure any sissy reading this will agree that this is the kind of life we signed up for. i find myself sending more tributes, spending more time and putting in a lot of effort to please Her. i always try to do my best. But my best is undoubtedly better when i’m all heated up all the time.

So as i close out this edition of my blog i find myself hot and horny, but caged. It’s obviously what i deserve, since that’s how my Goddess is keeping me, It gets even a disciplined subbie like me so worked up tat sometimes i feel like i’m going to implode under the ever restraining weight of it all. Often i imagine various encounter with my Goddess.  Ones that She has told me are sure to follow.

Stay turned for how this all plays itself out! And all of the sissies and sissy-wanna-bes, as they often say in Forced Woman Magazine,this is how you end up if you’re not careful.

TweetWant to wish all mothers everywhere on this day that honors them. Especially my Wife and Goddess Nikki. Women, as we all should know, are the most important cog in society’s wheel, obviously, giving birth.  And dealing with much of the socialization process,

 Women, in reality are the stronger sex. They seem to deal with problems and do whatever they have to when dealing with family life and everyday problems.

Women are certainly, as far as i and most sissies will agree, the Dominant sex when comes to sex, and just about every other aspect of our lives. i need my Goddess in just about every endeavor. She oversees my efforts in every direction. And here i am barefoot and pregnant.

But this day is not just about Women, it is about Mothers. Those Women who took the time, and gave the effort that it takes to have children and raise them.

Now on to the slutty business which is always at hand with krissy, the slut, as Goddess Nikki called me on twitter this past week. In honor of Mother’s Day, So since it’s Mother’s Day, i took this gallery at my Mom’s house—when no one was looking, of course. lol

So here i am. Blue in a blue room. Not real easy hauling everything around when you take pics. Goddess N could say a lot about this problem. And the problem is, that no matter how hard you try, it seems, there is never enough equipment and pics are not as crisp and clear.

Still want to show Goddess N that i am getting out like i used to. My clips at my clips store at Clips4Sale show me in other settings,

Here i am relaxing, showing my feet off, as a number of guys have requested lately on twitter.

Laying on the couch, waiting for someone to make me use my mouth on their cock?  Can see my beautifully painted mouth from across the room. Also Goddess Nikki’s recent teasing has got me really worked up!!  But if you look close you can see something else.

And that something else has been something else. While Goddess N is busy teasing, i am still locked into what is proving to be a hot item, literally. It is, as you know if you follow me at all, the classic Centurian chastity.  Do you see it hanging there. No pretense here. There it is. A rigid steel sleeve holding me tight. Making it a little painful to get hard, or thing about getting hot and hard, as Goddess N has me doing. This thing has kept me really secure and not allowed cheating, while looking both ominous and classic in a Domme sense.  it just seems to say, i am Her property, and proud

TweetIf y’all will recall from the last blog i posted before i became re-aquainted to the Centurian Chastity. Incidentally after the pictures were posted of me locked away in the Centurian, Goddess Nikki decided to leave me in it. She said that both She, and WebGod liked the way i looked locked in it. They both liked it’s classic old school ominous look that actually shows off the fact that i’m locked.

In the meantime, and if you recall, Goddess Nikki and i were having to go through a period. i always do the same things She has to go through so i get a better idea of what it’s really like to be female. During the course of Her last period She dangled, literally i guess, a pair of panties. The ones She was wearing when this period kind of snuck up on Her could be mine—for a price of course. When i asked Her how much it would cost for me to own Her pretty patties, She said a pretty penny. When everything was settled and paid for, Her panties ended up costing $250.00.

And here i am holding Goddess Nikki’s pretty panties. As You can see i am still locked and as y’all can probably see as well i am all turned on. That is something that i had forgotten about the centurion chastity. Since the end of the device is open, it is obvious when i’m turned on.

This was possibly another reason Goddess N likes this device. She can view how effective the teasing torment is for Her sissy. This can clearly be seen as i smelled Her on them.Once i got the panties out and could fully emerge myself in Goddess Nikki’s essence things really got going as i eventually had to use that big fat purple toy in the picture. Shot a video clip using it in fact. That big thick dildo felt really good running iin and out of my hole, and by the time i was exhausted i had become very intimately acquainted with those panties. Problem is that end the end (no pun intended) i’m still locked, and still hot.

TweetA little while ago i started following the great folks at Transformation Magazine, @transpubinc and a short time later their publisher Centurian, @Centurian69 on twitter. I followed them as soon as i noticed that they were on twitter because of the great work they do for the trans community. They also cater to a whole range of fetish play as well. In fact, they deal with life style fetishists more the most part. i remember a time, it doesn’t seem so long ago, but before the advent of the internet, when Transformation Magazine was one of the only go-to sources for information about the trans community.

During an exchange of tweets, i mentioned that i had purchased my very first chastity device from a Centurian catalog. In fact it was the first chastity i had actually seen. During the conversation, when i mentioned that i still had that original device, they asked to see it. So i tweeted out a pic. When they asked to see me wearing it, i immediately requested from Goddess Nikki to change out to the Centurian device so i could show them.

So here i am exhibiting myself and the original Centurian chastity device. Classic Centurian as they called it. As you can see, it is a simple, yet effective device, to make one know that they are locked into it. As can be seen it is a hollow tube, which is just a bit too small to fit in comfortable for sure, with the end of me sticking out a bit. That little bit sticking out, as i soon recalled after i squeezed into it, keeps rubbing on my clothes and reminding me, for sure that i am getting turned on, but am not able to do anything about it.

At the right is a little closer view of the Centurian classic chastity, which more clearly shows my sissy predicament. i really think it wa a good thing that my conversation with the folks from Transformation and Centurian allowed me to re-discover this rather stark reminder of what is really important in being caged. This device, maybe because of its simply design, maybe because it is a reminder of my youth, really fucking turns me on. i have been totally hot thinking about my Goddess since i put this thing on. Fuck i’m hot. Do i look it in the picture!

i’m sure for that reason, Goddess N will want me to keep this device on for awhile. It looks and feels so ominous and the constant reminders it is rubbing against thins send little sock waves through my body. The only thing about it, is it doesn’t fit into my sissy panties real good, although i can jam it in there. So what i’ve done is to cut a slit into my panties and just let it all hang out. To proudly display both the chastity and that i’m proudly locked in it

So i want to thank all those at Centurian for their work in and great devices for the fetishists in the world. And also the people at Transformation Magazine for being pioneers in the evolution of the trans community. Of course, and as always, i want to thank my Goddess, Erotic Nikki for allowing me to get re-acquainted with an old friend, lol  Between this device and some things Goddess N has been, and is going to be, doing to me, i’m really turned on right now. Tell y’all about it here in future updates.

TweetA few days ago Goddess Nikki let me know that it was time for Our/our period. What that means for a sissy like me is that i am going to experience a period right along with Her. Now i can;t feel the pain, but i can experience the hassle.So i put a pad in my panties

It is a hassle, first putting in the pad, wearing it, of course, and the constant changing every two hours or so. Don’t want to make any messes. But speaking of messes, Goddess N complained to me about Her messy panties, as this crept up on Her unexpectedly. Perhaps because She was having out of town guests (Her son and daughter-in-law and Her in-laws) and many times gutting hyped up for a vacation or other event can bring on a period sooner than expected. For me i can experience Her mess if i send Her enough money to purchase Her panties, now safely kept in a zip lock bag to preserve their “freshness.” lol  

So here i am, all ready for the day, with my pad firmly in place. That is probably a good idea because i am turned on thinking about the possibility of wallowing in anything that comes from my Goddess. This was unexpected, and i just sent some Easter Eggs to Her last week stuffed with cash, so it was a little difficult to come up with money for this treasure. But i was able to come up with $150 so far that i sent Her.

TweetI want to wish all my followers here and on twitter, Very Happy Easter, especially Goddess Nikki. So here comes krissy cottontail

And as someone responded to me on twitter, “hippity hoppity” Easter’s on it way. Here i am bringing an Easter Basket to Goddess N. Naturally it is filled with goodies that She wants.

As you can see, it is filled with goodies–and some colored eggs. As a good subbie, i have to be selective on what i put in the basket. She doesn’t go to the gym and work out so She can sit around eating candy, with a bunch of calories and fat. Rather, i get Her things that one can eat while watching a figure, and then just throw in a few pieces of candy, good candy, that She really has a sweet tooth for.

But the colored eggs are a different story altogether. She loves those, and the Easter Bunny has been bringing them to Her for many years. Goddess N really likes them because they are hollow. Not because of the calorie count, but because of what is inside.

Here i am, left, holding one of the opened eggs to reveal what is inside.  It might be a little hard to see, without blowing the pic up, what i;m holding. But the picture at the right is the one tweeted by Goddess Nikki, showing the contents of Her Easter Basket, and all the open eggs—with money inside. What better thing, for a Goddess, to come out of an egg that has hatched than money. And that’s pretty much my Easter tail

TweetI want to give a Shout Out to my favorite college basketball Team, my alma matter, Michigan State. As anyone who is not in a dave knows, the #NCAATournment is going on. After all, it is time for March Madness, and my team has survived the field of originally 68 teams to make it to the final weekend.

 The Final Four weekend is a great experience. I’ve been there. In fact, I’ve used my pass to that event as a prop here.

Here i am all ready to cheer my team to victory.Got my cheerleading outfit on. A MSU basketball, and my souvenirs from out past Final Four Appearances. We’ve been to seven in recent years. Coach Izzo always seems to be able to get the best out of our guys when it counts the most. 

So in an effort to bring some luck , i am fully decked out in Michigan State apparel. Right down to my bra and panties. Hopefully, it will help brings us luck, as we have our work cut out for us this weekend.

Perhaps  I can be celebrating a victory later tonight. But whatever happens I’m proud our this team. Whatever anybody says, the gold standard in college basketball is getting to the final four. It’s nice to win the whole thing, but people keep track of the number of times you get here! Well, the game start in just about an hour, so #GoGreen #GoWhite